Ray
Bradbury
The
Martian Chronicles
For my wife MARGUERITE with all my love
CHRONOLOGY:
January 1999: ROCKET SUMMER
February 1999: YLLA
August 1999: THE SUMMER NIGHT
August 1999: THE EARTH MEN
March 2000: THE TAXPAYER
April 2000: THE THIRD EXPEDITION
June 2001: AND THE MOON BE STILL AS BRIGHT
August 2001: THE SETTLERS
December 2001: THE GREEN MORNING
February 2002: THE LOCUSTS
August 2002: NIGHT MEETING
October 2002: THE SHORE
February 2003: INTERIM
April 2003: THE MUSICIANS
June 2003: WAY IN THE MIDDLE OF THE AIR
2004-2005: THE NAMING OF NAMES
April 2005: USHER II
August 2005: THE OLD ONES
September 2005: THE MARTIAN
November 2005: THE LUGGAGE STORE
November 2005: THE OFF SEASON
November 2005: THE WATCHERS
December 2005: THE SILENT TOWNS
April 2026: THE LONG YEARS
August 2026: THERE WILL COME SOFT RAINS
October 2026: THE MILLION-YEAR PICNIC
It is good to renew ones wonder, said the philosopher.
Space travel has again made children of us all.
January 1999: ROCKET SUMMER
One minute it was Ohio winter, with doors closed, windows
locked, the panes blind with frost, icicles fringing every roof, children
skiing on slopes, housewives lumbering like great black bears in their furs
along the icy streets.
And then a long wave of warmth crossed the small town. A
flooding sea of hot air; it seemed as if someone had left a bakery door open.
The heat pulsed among the cottages and bushes and children. The icicles
dropped, shattering, to melt. The doors flew open. The windows flew up. The
children worked off their wool clothes. The housewives shed their bear
disguises. The snow dissolved and showed last summers ancient green lawns.
Rocket summer. The words passed among the people in the
open, airing houses. Rocket summer. The warm desert air changing the frost
patterns on the windows, erasing the art work. The skis and sleds suddenly
useless. The snow, falling from the cold sky upon the town, turned to a hot
rain before it touched the ground.
Rocket summer. People leaned from their dripping porches and
watched the reddening sky.
The rocket lay on the launching field, blowing out pink
clouds of fire and oven heat. The rocket stood in the cold wintar morning,
making summer with every breath of its mighty exhausts. The rocket made
climates, and summer lay for a brief moment upon the land . . .
February 1999: YLLA
They had a house of crystal pillars on the planet Mars by
the edge of an empty sea, and every morning you could see Mrs. K eating the
golden fruits that grew from the crystal walls, or cleaning the house with
handfuls of magnetic dust which, taking all dirt with it, blew away on the hot
wind. Afternoons, when the fossil sea was warm and motionless, and the wine
trees stood stiff in the yard, and the little distant Martian bone town was all
enclosed, and no one drifted out their doors, you could see Mr. K himself in
his room, reading from a metal book with raised hieroglyphs over which he
brushed his hand, as one might play a harp. And from the book, as his fingers
stroked, a voice sang, a soft ancient voice, which told tales of when the sea
was red steam on the shore and ancient men had carried clouds of metal insects
and electric spiders into battle.
Mr. and Mrs. K had lived by the dead sea for twenty years,
and their ancestors had lived in the same house, which turned and followed the
sun, flower-like, for ten centuries.
Mr. and Mrs. K were not old. They had the fair, brownish
skin of the true Martian, the yellow coin eyes, the soft musical voices. Once
they had liked painting pictures with chemical fire, swimming in the canals in
the seasons when the wine trees filled them with green liquors, and talking
into the dawn together by the blue phosphorous portraits in the speaking room.
They were not happy now.
This morning Mrs. K stood between the pillars, listening to
the desert sands heat, melt into yellow wax, and seemingly run on the horizon.
Something was going to happen.
She waited.
She watched the blue sky of Mars as if it might at any moment
grip in on itself, contract, and expel a shining miracle down upon the sand.
Nothing happened.
Tired of waiting, she walked through the misting pillars. A
gentle rain sprang from the fluted pillar tops, cooling the scorched air,
falling gently on her. On hot days it was like walking in a creek. The floors
of the house glittered with cool streams. In the distance she heard her husband
playing his book steadily, his fingers never tired of the old songs. Quietly
she wished he might one day again spend as much time holding and touching her
like a little harp as he did his incredible books.
But no. She shook her head, an imperceptible, forgiving
shrug. Her eyelids closed softly down upon her golden eyes. Marriage made
people old and familiar, while still young.
She lay back in a chair that moved to take her shape even as
she moved. She closed her eyes tightly and nervously.
The dream occurred.
Her brown fingers trembled, came up, grasped at the air. A
moment later she sat up, startled, gasping.
She glanced about swiftly, as if expecting someone there
before her. She seemed disappointed; the space between the pillars was empty.
Her husband appeared in a triangular door. Did you call?
he asked irritably.
No! she cried.
I thought I heard you cry out.
Did I? I was almost asleep and had a dream!
In the daytime? You dont often do that.
She sat as if struck in the face by the dream. How strange,
how very strange, she murmured. The dream.
Oh? He evidently wished to return to his book.
I dreamed about a man.
A man?
A tall man, six feet one inch tall.
How absurd; a giant, a misshapen giant.
Somehowshe tried the wordshe looked all right. In spite
of being tall. And he hadoh, I know youll think it sillyhe had blue eyes!
Blue eyes! Gods! cried Mr. K. Whatll you dream next? I
suppose he had black hair?
How did you guess? She was excited.
I picked the most unlikely color, he replied coldly.
Well, black it was! she cried. And he had a very white
skin; oh, he was most unusual! He was dressed in a strange uniform and he came
down out of the sky and spoke pleasantly to me. She smiled.
Out of the sky; what nonsense!
He came in a metal thing that glittered in the sun, she
remembered. She closed her eyes to shape it again. I dreamed there was the sky
and something sparkled like a coin thrown into the air, and suddenly it grew
large and fell down softly to land, a long silver craft, round and alien. And a
door opened in the side of the silver object and this tall man stepped out.
If you worked harder you wouldnt have these silly dreams.
I rather enjoyed it, she replied, lying back. I never
suspected myself of such an imagination. Black hair, blue eyes, and white skin!
What a strange man, and yetquite handsome.
Wishful thinking.
Youre unkind. I didnt think him up on purpose; he just
came in my mind while I drowsed. It wasnt like a dream. It was so unexpected
and different. He looked at me and he said, Ive come from the third planet in
my ship. My name is Nathaniel York
A stupid name; its no name at all, objected the husband.
Of course its stupid, because its a dream, she explained
softly. And he said, This is the first trip across space. There are only two
of us in our ship, myself and my friend Bert.
Another stupid name.
And he said, Were from a city on Earth; thats the name
of our planet, continued Mrs. K. Thats what he said. Earth was the name he
spoke. And he used another language. Somehow I understood him. With my mind.
Telepathy, I suppose.
Mr. K turned away. She stopped him with a word. Yll? she
called quietly. Do you ever wonder ifwell, if there are people living on the
third planet?
The third planet is incapable of supporting life, stated
the husband patiently. Our scientists have said theres far too much oxygen in
their atmosphere.
But wouldnt it be fascinating if there were people? And
they traveled through space in some sort of ship?
Really, Ylla, you know how I hate this emotional wailing.
Lets get on with our work.
It was late in the
day when she began singing the song as she moved among the whispering pillars
of rain. She sang it over and over again.
Whats that song? snapped her husband at last, walking in
to sit at the fire table.
I dont know. She looked up, surprised at herself. She put
her hand to her mouth, unbelieving. The sun was setting. The house was closing
itself in, like a giant flower, with the passing of light. A wind blew among
the pillars; the fire table bubbled its fierce pool of silver lava. The wind
stirred her russet hair, crooning softly in her ears. She stood silently
looking out into the great sallow distances of sea bottom, as if recalling
something, her yellow eyes soft and moist, Drink to me only with thine eyes,
and I will pledge with mine, she sang, softly, quietly, slowly. Or leave a
kiss within the cup, and Ill not ask for wine. She hummed now, moving her
hands in the wind ever so lightly, her eyes shut. She finished the song.
It was very beautiful.
Never heard that song before. Did you compose it? he
inquired, his eyes sharp.
No, Yes. No, I dont know, really! She hesitated wildly.
I dont even know what the words are; theyre another language!
What language?
She dropped portions of meat numbly into the simmering lava.
I dont know. She drew the meat forth a moment later, cooked, served on a
plate for him. Its just a crazy thing I made up, I guess. I dont know why.
He said nothing. He watched her drown meats in the hissing
fire pool. The sun was gone. Slowly, slowly the night came in to fill the room,
swallowing the pillars and both of them, like a dark wine poured to the
ceiling. Only the silver lavas glow lit their faces.
She hummed the strange song again.
Instantly he leaped from his chair and stalked angrily from
the room.
Later, in isolation, he finished supper.
When he arose he stretched, glanced at her, and suggested,
yawning, Lets take the flame birds to town tonight to see an entertainment.
You dont mean it? she said. Are you feeling well?
Whats so strange about that?
But we havent gone for an entertainment in six months!
I think its a good idea.
Suddenly youre so solicitous, she said.
Dont talk that way, he replied peevishly. Do you or do
you not want to go?
She looked out at the pale desert. The twin white moons were
rising. Cool water ran softly about her toes. She began to tremble just the
least bit. She wanted very much to sit quietly here, soundless, not moving
until this thing occurred, this thing expected all day, this thing that could
not occur but might. A drift of song brushed through her mind.
I
Do you good, he urged. Come along now.
Im tired, she said. Some other night.
Heres your scarf. He handed her a phial. We havent gone
anywhere in months.
Except you, twice a week to Xi City. She wouldnt look at
him.
Business, he said.
Oh? She whispered to herself.
From the phial a liquid poured, turned to blue mist, settled
about her neck, quivering.
The flame birds waited, like a bed of coals, glowing on the
cool smooth sands. The white canopy ballooned on the night wind, flapping
softly, tied by a thousand green ribbons to the birds.
Ylla laid herself back in the canopy and, at a word from her
husband, the birds leaped, burning, toward the dark sky, The ribbons tautened,
the canopy lifted. The sand slid whining under; the blue hills drifted by,
drifted by, leaving their home behind, the raining pillars, the caged flowers,
the singing books, the whispering floor creeks. She did not look at her
husband. She heard him crying out to the birds as they rose higher, like ten
thousand hot sparkles, so many red-yellow fireworks in the heavens, tugging the
canopy like a flower petal, burning through the wind.
She didnt watch the dead, ancient bone-chess cities slide
under, or the old canals filled with emptiness and dreams. Past dry rivers and
dry lakes they flew, like a shadow of the moon, like a torch burning.
She watched only the sky.
The husband spoke.
She watched the sky.
Did you hear what I said?
What?
He exhaled. You might pay attention.
I was thinking.
I never thought you were a nature lover, but youre
certainly interested in the sky tonight, he said.
Its very beautiful.
I was figuring, said the husband slowly. I thought Id
call Hulle tonight. Id like to talk to him about us spending some time, oh,
only a week or so, in the Blue Mountains. Its just an idea
The Blue Mountains! She held to the canopy rim with one
hand, turning swiftly toward him.
Oh, its just a suggestion.
When do you want to go? she asked, trembling.
I thought we might leave tomorrow morning. You know, an
early start and all that, he said very casually.
But we never go this early in the year!
Just this once, I thought He smiled. Do us good to get
away. Some peace and quiet. You know. You havent anything else planned? Well
go, wont we?
She took a breath, waited, and then replied, No.
What? His cry startled the birds. The canopy jerked.
No, she said firmly. Its settled. I wont go.
He looked at her. They did not speak after that. She turned
away.
The birds flew on, ten thousand flrebrands down the wind.
In the dawn the sun, through the crystal pillars, melted the
fog that supported Ylla as she slept. All night she had hung above the floor,
buoyed by the soft carpeting of mist that poured from the walls when she lay
down to rest. All night she had slept on this silent river, like a boat upon a
soundless tide. Now the fog burned away, the mist level lowered until she was
deposited upon the shore of wakening.
She opened her eyes.
Her husband stood over her. He looked as if he had stood
there for hours, watching. She did not know why, but she could not look him in
the face.
Youve been dreaming again! he said. You spoke out and
kept me awake. I really think you should see a doctor.
Ill be all right.
You talked a lot in your sleep!
Did I? She started up.
Dawn was cold in the room. A gray light filled her as she
lay there.
What was your dream?
She had to think a moment to remember. The ship. It came
from the sky again, landed, and the tall man stepped out and talked to me,
telling me little jokes, laughing, and it was pleasant.
Mr. K touched a pillar. Founts of warm water leaped up,
steaming; the chill vanished from the room. Mr. Ks face was impassive.
And then, she said, this man, who said his strange name
was Nathaniel York, told me I was beautiful andand kissed me.
Ha! cried the husband, turning violently away, his jaw
working.
Its only a dream. She was amused.
Keep your silly, feminine dreams to yourself!
Youre acting like a child. She lapsed back upon the few
remaining remnants of chemical mist. After a moment she laughed softly. I
thought of some more of the dream, she confessed.
Well, what is it, what is it? he shouted.
Yll, youre so bad-tempered.
Tell me! he demanded. You cant keep secrets from me!
His face was dark and rigid as he stood over her.
Ive never seen you this way, she replied, half shocked,
half entertained. All that happened was this Nathaniel York person told
mewell, he told me that hed take me away into his ship, into the sky with
him, and take me back to his planet with him. Its really quite ridiculous.
Ridiculous, is it! he almost screamed. You should have
heard yourself, fawning on him, talking to him, singing with him, oh gods, all
night; you should have heard yourself!
Yll!
Whens he landing? Wheres he coming down with his damned
ship?
Yll, lower your voice.
Voice be damned! He bent stiffly over her. And in this
dreamhe seized her wristdidnt the ship land over in Green Valley, didnt
it? Answer me!
Why, yes
And it landed this afternoon, didnt it? he kept at her.
Yes, yes, I think so, yes, but only in a dream!
Wellhe flung her hand away stifflyits good youre
truthful! I heard every word you said in your sleep. You mentioned the valley
and the time. Breathing hard, he walked between the pillars like a man blinded
by a lightning bolt. Slowly his breath returned. She watched him as if he were
quite insane. She arose finally and went to him. Yll, she whispered.
Im all right.
Youre sick.
No. He forced a tired smile. Just childish. Forgive me,
darling. He gave her a rough pat. Too much work lately. Im sorry. I think
Ill lie down awhile
You were so excited.
Im all right now. Fine. He exhaled. Lets forget it.
Say, I heard a joke about Uel yesterday, I meant to tell you. What do you say
you fix breakfast, Ill tell the joke, and lets not talk about all this.
It was only a dream.
Of course, He kissed her cheek mechanically. Only a
dream.
At noon the sun was high and hot and the hills shimmered in
the light.
Arent you going to town? asked Ylla.
Town? he raised his brows faintly.
This is the day you always go. She adjusted a flower cage
on its pedestal. The flowers stirred, opening their hungry yellow mouths.
He closed his book. No. Its too hot, and its late.
Oh. She finished her task and moved toward the door.
Well, Ill be back soon.
Wait a minute! Where are you going?
She was in the door swiftly. Over to Paos. She invited
me!
Today?
I havent seen her in a long time. Its only a little way.
Over in Green Valley, isnt it?
Yes, just a walk, not far, I thought Id She hurried.
Im sorry, really sorry, he said, running to fetch her
back, looking very concerned about his forgetfulness. It slipped my mind. I
invited Dr. Nlle out this afternoon.
Dr. Nile! She edged toward the door.
He caught her elbow and drew her steadily in. Yes.
But Pao
Pan can wait, Ylla. We must entertain Nile.
Just for a few minutes
No, Ylla.
No?
He shook his head. No. Besides, its a terribly long walk to
Paos. All the way over through Green Valley and then past the big canal and
down, isnt it? And itll be very, very hot, and Dr. Nile would be delighted to
see you. Well?
She did not answer. She wanted to break and run. She wanted
to cry out. But she only sat in the chair, turning her fingers over slowly,
staring at them expressionlessly, trapped.
Ylla? he murmured. You will be here, wont you?
Yes, she said after a long time. Ill be here.
All afternoon?
Her voice was dull. All afternoon.
Late in the day Dr. Nile had not put in an appearance.
Yllas husband did not seem overly surprised. When it was quite late he
murmured something, went to a closet, and drew forth an evil weapon, a long
yellowish tube ending in a bellows and a trigger. He turned, and upon his face
was a mask, hammered from silver metal, expressionless, the mask that he always
wore when he wished to hide his feelings, the mask which curved and hollowed so
exquisitely to his thin cheeks and chin and brow. The mask glinted, and he held
the evil weapon in his hands, considering it. It hummed constantly, an insect
hum. From it hordes of golden bees could be flung out with a high shriek.
Golden, horrid bees that stung, poisoned, and fell lifeless, like seeds on the
sand.
Where are you going? she asked.
What? He listened to the bellows, to the evil hum. If Dr.
Nile is late, Ill be damned if Ill wait. Im going out to hunt a bit. Ill be
back. You be sure to stay right here now, wont you? The silver mask
glimmered.
Yes.
And tell Dr. Nile Ill return. Just hunting.
The triangular door closed. His footsteps faded down the
hill.
She watched him walking through the sunlight until he was
gone. Then she resumed her tasks with the magnetic dusts and the new fruits to
be plucked from the crystal walls. She worked with energy and dispatch, but on
occasion a numbness took hold of her and she caught herself singing that odd
and memorable song and looking out beyond the crystal pillars at the sky.
She held her breath and stood very still, waiting.
It was coming nearer.
At any moment it might happen.
It was like those days when you heard a thunderstorm coming
and there was the waiting silence and then the faintest pressure of the
atmosphere as the climate blew over the land in shifts and shadows and vapors.
And the change pressed at your ears and you were suspended in the waiting time
of the coming storm. You began to tremble. The sky was stained and coloured;
the clouds were thickened; the mountains took on an iron taint. The caged flowers
blew with faint sighs of warning. You felt your hair stir softly. Somewhere in
the house the voice-clock sang, Time, time, time, time . . . ever so gently,
no more than water tapping on velvet.
And then the storm. The electric illumination, the engulfments
of dark wash and sounding black fell down, shutting in, forever.
Thats how it was. A storm gathered, yet the sky was clear.
Lightning was expected, yet there was no cloud.
Ylla moved through the breathless summer house. Lightning
would strike from the sky any instant; there would be a thunderclap, a boil of
smoke, a silence, footsteps on the path, a rap on the crystalline door, and her
running to answer . . .
Crazy Ylla! she scoffed. Why think these wild things with
your idle mind?
And then it happened.
There was a warmth as of a great fire passing in the air. A
whirling, rushing sound. A gleam in the sky, of metal.
Ylla cried out.
Running through the pillars, she flung wide a door. She
faced the hills. But by this time there was nothing.
She was about to race down the hill when she stopped
herself, She was supposed to stay here, go nowhere, The doctor was coming to
visit, and her husband would be angry if she ran off.
She waited in the door, breathing rapidly, her hand out.
She strained to see over toward Green Valley, but saw
nothing.
Silly woman. She went inside. You and your imagination, she
thought. That was nothing but a bird, a leaf, the wind, or a fish in the canal.
Sit down. Rest.
She sat down.
A shot sounded.
Very clearly, sharply, the sound of the evil insect weapon.
Her body jerked with it.
It came from a long way off, One shot. The swift humming
distant bees. One shot. And then a second shot, precise and cold, and far away.
Her body winced again and for some reason she started up,
screaming, and screaming, and never wanting to stop screaming. She ran
violently through the house and once more threw wide the door.
The echoes were dying away, away.
Gone.
She waited in the yard, her face pale, for five minutes.
Finally, with slow steps, her head down, she wandered about
the pillared rooms, laying her hand to things, her lips quivering, until
finally she sat alone in the darkening wine room, waiting. She began to wipe an
amber glass with the hem of her scarf.
And then, from far off, the sound of footsteps crunching on
the thin, small rocks.
She rose up to stand in the center of the quiet room. The
glass fell from her fingers, smashing to bits.
The footsteps hesitated outside the door.
Should she speak? Should she cry out, Come in, oh, come
in?
She went forward a few paces.
The footsteps walked up the ramp. A hand twisted the door
latch.
She smiled at the door.
The door opened. She stopped smiling.
It was her husband. His silver mask glowed dully.
He entered the room and looked at her for only a moment.
Then he snapped the weapon bellows open, cracked out two dead bees, heard them
spat on the floor as they fell, stepped on them, and placed the empty bellows
gun in the corner of the room as Ylla bent down and tried, over and over, with
no success, to pick up the pieces of the shattered glass. What were you
doing? she asked.
Nothing, he said with his back turned. He removed the
mask.
But the gunI heard you fire it. Twice.
Just hunting. Once in a while you like to hunt. Did Dr. Nile
arrive?
No.
Wait a minute. He snapped his fingers disgustedly. Why, I
remember now. He was supposed to visit us tomorrow afternoon. How stupid of
me.
They sat down to eat. She looked at her food and did not
move her hands. Whats wrong? he asked, not looking up from dipping his meat
in the bubbling lava.
I dont know. Im not hungry, she said.
Why not?
I dont know; Im just not.
The wind was rising across the sky; the sun was going down.
The room was small and suddenly cold.
Ive been trying to remember, she said in the silent room,
across from her cold, erect, golden-eyed husband.
Remember what? He sipped his wine.
That song. That fine and beautiful song. She closed her
eyes and hummed, but it was not the song. Ive forgotten it. And, somehow, I
dont want to forget it. Its something I want always to remember. She moved
her hands as if the rhythm might help her to remember all of it. Then she lay
back in her chair. I cant remember. She began to cry.
Why are you crying? he asked.
I dont know, I dont know, but I cant help it. Im sad
and I dont know why, I cry and I dont know why, but Im crying.
Her head was in her hands; her shoulders moved again and
again.
Youll be all right tomorrow, he said.
She did not look up at him; she looked only at the empty
desert and the very bright stars coming out now on the black sky, and far away
there was a sound of wind rising and canal waters stirring cold in the long
canals. She shut her eyes, trembling.
Yes, she said. Ill be all right tomorrow.
August 1999: THE SUMMER NIGHT
In the stone galleries the people were gathered in clusters
and groups filtering up into shadows among the blue hills. A soft evening light
shone over them from the stars and the luminous double moons of Mars. Beyond
the marble amphitheater, in darkness and distances, lay little towns and
villas; pools of silver water stood motionless and canals glittered from
horizon to horizon. It was an evening in summer upon the placid and temperate
planet Mars. Up and down green wine canals, boats as delicate as bronze flowers
drifted. In the long and endless dwellings that curved like tranquil snakes
across the hills, lovers lay idly whispering in cool night beds. The last
children ran in torchlit alleys, gold spiders in their hands throwing out films
of web. Here or there a late supper was prepared in tables where lava bubbled
silvery and hushed. In the amphitheaters of a hundred towns on the night side
of Mars the brown Martian people with gold coin eyes were leisurely met to fix
their attention upon stages where musicians made a serene music flow up like
blossom scent on the still air.
Upon one stage a woman sang.
The audience stirred.
She stopped singing. She put her hand to her throat. She
nodded to the musicians and they began again.
The musicians played and she sang, and this time the
audience sighed and sat forward, a few of the men stood up in surprise, and a
winter chill moved through the amphitheater. For it was an odd and a
frightening and a strange song this woman sang. She tried to stop the words
from coming out of her lips, but the words were these:
She walks in beauty, like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies;
And all thats best of dark and bright
Meet in her aspect and her eyes . . .
The singer dasped her hands to her mouth. She stood,
bewildered.
What words are those? asked the musicians.
What song is that?
What language is that!
And when they blew again upon their golden horns the strange
music came forth and passed slowly over the audience, which now talked aloud
and stood up.
Whats wrong with you? the musicians asked each other.
What tune is that you played?
What tune did you play?
The woman wept and ran from the stage, And the audience
moved out of the amphitheater. And all around the nervous towns of Mars a
similar thing had happened. A coldness had come, like white snow falling on the
air.
In the black alleys, under the torches, the children sang:
and when she got there, the cupboard was bare,
And so her poor dog had none!
Children! voices cried. What was that rhyme? Where did
you learn it?
We just thought of it, all of a sudden. Its just words we
dont understand.
Doors slammed. The streets were deserted. Above the blue
hills a green star rose.
All over the night side of Mars lovers awoke to listen to
their loved ones who lay humming in the darkness.
What is that tune?
And in a thousand villas, in the middle of the night, women
awoke, screaming. They had to be soothed while the tears ran down their faces,
There, there. Sleep. Whats wrong? A dream?
Something terrible will happen in the morning.
Nothing can happen, all is well with us.
A hysterical sobbing. It is coming nearer and nearer and
nearer!
Nothing can happen to us. What could? Sleep now. Sleep.
It was quiet in the deep morning of Mars, as quiet as a cool
and black well, with stars shining in the canal waters, and, breathing in every
room, the children curled with their spiders in closed hands, the lovers arm in
arm, the moons gone, the torches cold, the stone amphitheaters deserted.
The only sound, just before dawn, was a night watchman, far
away down a lonely street, walking along in the darkness, humming a very
strange song . . .
August 1999: THE EARTH MEN
Whoever was knocking at the door didnt want to stop. Mrs.
Ttt threw the door open. Well?
You speak English! The man standing there was astounded.
I speak what I speak, she said.
Its wonderful English! The man was in uniform. There were
three men with him, in a great hurry, all smiling, all dirty.
What do you want? demanded Mrs. Ttt.
You are a Martian! The man smiled. The word is not
familiar to you, certainly. Its an Earth expression. He nodded at his then.
We are from Earth. Im Captain Williams. Weve landed on Mars within the hour.
Here we are, the Second Expedition! There was a First Expedition, but we dont
know what happened to it. But here we are, anyway. And you are the first
Martian weve met!
Martian? Her eyebrows went up.
What I mean to say is, you live on the fourth planet from
the sun. Correct?
Elementary, she snapped, eyeing them.
And wehe pressed his chubby pink hand to his chestwe
are from Earth. Right, men?
Right, sir! A chorus.
This is the planet Tyrr, she said, if you want to use the
proper name.
Tyrr, Tyrr. The captain laughed exhaustedly. What a fine
name! But, my good woman, how is it you speak such perfect English?
Im not speaking, Im thinking, she said. Telepathy! Good
day! And she slammed the door.
A moment later there was that dreadful man knocking again.
She whipped the door open. What now? she wondered.
The man was still there, trying to smile, looking
bewildered. He put out his hands. I dont think you understand
What? she snapped.
The man gazed at her in surprise. Were from Earth!
I havent time, she said. Ive a lot of cooking today and
theres cleaning and sewing and all. You evidently wish to see Mr. Ttt; hes
upstairs in his study.
Yes, said the Earth Man confusedly, blinking. By all
means, let us see Mr. Ttt.
Hes busy. She slammed the door again.
This time the knock on the door was most impertinently loud.
See here! cried the man when the door was thrust open
again. He jumped in as if to surprise her. This is no way to treat visitors!
All over my clean floor! she cried. Mud! Get out! If you
come in my house, wash your boots first.
The man looked in dismay at his muddy boots, This, he said,
is no time for trivialities. I think, he said, we should be celebrating. He
looked at her for a long time, as if looking might make her understand.
If youve made my crystal buns fall in the oven, she
exclaimed, Ill hit you with a piece of wood! She peered into a little hot
oven. She came back, red, steamy-faced. Her eyes were sharp yellow, her skin
was soft brown, she was thin and quick as an insect. Her voice was metallic and
sharp. Wait here. Ill see if I can let you have a moment with Mr. Ttt. What
was your business?
The man swore luridly, as if shed hit his hand with a
hammer. Tell him were from Earth and its never been done before!
What hasnt? She put her brown hand up. Never mind. Ill
be back.
The sound of her feet fluttered through the stone house.
Outside, the immense blue Martian sky was hot and still as a
warm deep sea water. The Martian desert lay broiling like a prehistoric mud
pot, waves of heat rising and shimmering. There was a small rocket ship
reclining upon a hilltop nearby. Large footprints came from the rocket to the
door of this stone house.
Now there was a sound of quarreling voices upstairs. The men
within the door stared at one another, shifting on their boots, twiddling their
fingers, and holding onto their hip belts. A mans voice shouted upstairs. The
womans voice replied. After fifteen minutes the Earth men began walking in and
out the kitchen door, with nothing to do.
Cigarette? said one of the men.
Somebody got out a pack and they lit up. They puffed slow
streams of pale white smoke. They adjusted their uniforms, fixed their collars.
The voices upstairs continued to mutter and chant. The leader of the men looked
at his watch.
Twenty-five minutes, he said. I wonder what theyre up to
up there. He went to a window and looked out.
Hot day, said one of the men.
Yeah, said someone else in the slow warm time of early
afternoon. The voices had faded to a murmur and were now silent. There was not
a sound in the house. All the men could hear was their own breathing.
An hour of silence passed. I hope we didnt cause any
trouble, said the captain. He went and peered into the living room.
Mrs. Ttt was there, watering some flowers that grew in the
center of the room.
I knew I had forgotten something, she said when she saw
the captain. She walked out to the kitchen. Im sorry. She handed him a slip
of paper. Mr. Ttt is much too busy. She turned to her cooking. Anyway, its
not Mr. Ttt you want to see; its Mr. Aaa. Take that paper over to the next farm,
by the blue canal, and Mr. Aaall advise you about whatever it is you want to
know.
We dont want to know anything, objected the captain,
pouting out his thick lips. We already know it.
You have the paper, what more do you want? she asked him
straight off. And she would say no more.
Well, said the captain, reluctant to go. He stood as if
waiting for something. He looked like a child staring at an empty Christmas
tree. Well, he said again. Come on, men.
The four men stepped out into the hot silent day.
Half an hour. later, Mr. Aaa, seated in his library sipping
a bit of electric fire from a metal cup, heard the voices outside in the stone
causeway. He leaned over the window sill and gazed at the four uniformed men
who squinted up at him.
Are you Mr. Aaa? they called.
I am.
Mr. Ttt sent us to see you! shouted the captain.
Why did he do that? asked Mr. Aaa.
He was busy!
Well, thats a shame, said Mr. Ass sarcastically. Does he
think I have nothing else to do but entertain people hes too busy to bother
with?
Thats not the important thing, sir, shouted the captain.
Well, it is to me. I have much reading to do. Mr. Ttt is
inconsiderate. This is not the first time he has been this thoughtless of me.
Stop waving your hands, sir, until I finish. And pay attention. People usually
listen to me when I talk. And youll listen courteously or I wont talk at
all.
Uneasily the four men in the court shifted and opened their mouths,
and once the captain, the veins on his face bulging, showed a few little tears
in his eyes.
Now, lectured Mr. Aaa, do you think it fair of Mr. Ttt to
be so ill-mannered?
The four men gazed up through the heat. The captain said,
Were from Earth!
I think it very ungentlemanly of him, brooded Mr. Aaa.
A rocket ship. We came in it. Over there!
Not the first time Ttts been unreasonable, you know.
All the way from Earth.
Why, for half a mind, Id call him up and tell him off.
Just the four of us; myself and these three men, my crew.
Ill call him up, yes, thats what Ill do!
Earth. Rocket. Men. Trip. Space.
Call him and give him a good lashing! cried Mr. Aaa. He
vanished like a puppet from a stage. For a minute there were angry voices back
and forth over some weird mechanism or other. Below, the captain and his crew
glanced longingly back at their pretty rocket ship lying on the hillside, so
sweet and lovely and fine.
Mr. Aaa jerked up in the window, wildly triumphant
Challenged him to a duel, by the gods! A duel!
Mr. Aaa the captain started all over again, quietly.
Ill shoot him dead, do you hear!
Mr. Aaa, Id like to tell you. We came sixty million
miles.
Mr. Aaa regarded the captain for the first time. Whered
you say you were from?
The captain flashed a white smile. Aside to his men he
withpered, Now were getting someplace! To Mr. Aaa he called, We traveled
sixty million miles. From Earth!
Mr. Aaa yawned. Thats only fifty million miles this time
of year. He picked up a frightful-looking weapon. Well, I have to go now.
Just take that silly note, though I dont know what good itll do you, and go
over that hill into the little town of Iopr and tell Mr. Iii all about it. Hes
the man you want to see. Not Mr. Ttt, hes an idiot; Im going to kill him. Not
me, because youre not in my line of work.
Line of work, line of work! bleated the captain. Do you
have to be in a certain line of work to welcome Earth men!
Dont be silly, everyone knows that! Mr. Aaa rushed
downstairs. Good-by! And down the causeway he raced, like a pair of wild
calipers.
The four travelers stood shocked. Finally the captain said,
Well find someone yet wholl listen to us.
Maybe we could go out and come in again, said one of the men
in a dreary voice. Maybe we should take off and land again. Give them time to
organize a party.
That might be a good idea, murmured the tired captain.
The little town was full of people drifting in and out of
doors, saying hello to one another, wearing golden masks and blue masks and
crimson masks for pleasant variety, masks with silver lips and bronze eyebrows,
masks that smiled or masks that frowned, according to the owners dispositions.
The four men, wet from their long walk, paused and asked a little
girl where Mr. Iiis house was.
There. The child nodded her head.
The captain got eagerly, carefully down on one knee, looking
into her sweet young face. Little girl, I want to talk to you.
He seated her on his knee and folded her small brown hands
neatly in his own big ones, as if ready for a bed-time story which he was
shaping in his mind slowly and with a great patient happiness in details.
Well, heres how it is, little girl. Six months ago another
rocket came to Mars. There was a man named York in it, and his assistant.
Whatever happened to them, we dont know. Maybe they crashed. They came in a
rocket. So did we. You should see it! A big rocket! So were the Second
Expedition, following up the First! And we came all the way from Earth . . .
The little girl disengaged one hand without thinking about
it, and clapped an expressionless golden mask over her face, Then she pulled
forth a golden spider toy and dropped it to the ground while the captain talked
on. The toy spider climbed back up to her knee obediently, while she speculated
upon it coolly through the slits of her emotionless mask and the captain shook
her gently and urged his story upon her.
Were Earth Men, he said. Do you believe me?
Yes. The little girl peeped at the way she was wiggling
her toes in the dust.
Fine. The captain pinched her arm, a little bit with
joviality, a little bit with meanness to get her to look at him. We built our
own rocket ship. Do you believe that?
The little girl dug in her nose with a finger. Yes.
Andtake your finger out of your nose, little girlI am the
captain, and
Never before in history has anybody come across space in a
big rocket ship, recited the little creature, eyes shut.
Wonderful! How did you know?
Oh, telepathy. She wiped a casual finger on her knee.
Well, arent you just ever so excited? cried the captain.
Arent you glad?
You just better go see Mr. Iii right away. She dropped her
toy to the ground. Mr. Iii will like talking to you. She ran off, with the
toy spider scuttling obediently after her.
The captain squatted there looking after her with his hand
out. His eyes were watery in his head. He looked at his empty hands. His mouth
hung open: The other three men stood with their shadows under them. They spat
on the stone street . . .
Mr. Iii answered his door. He was on his way to a lecture,
but he had a minute, if they would hurry inside and tell him what they desired
. . .
A little attention, said the captain, red-eyed and tired.
Were from Earth, we have a rocket, there are four of us, crew and captain,
were exhausted, were hungry, wed like a place to sleep. Wed like someone to
give us the key to the city or something like that, and wed like somebody to
shake our hands and say Hooray and say Congratulations, old man! That about
sums it up.
Mr. Iii was a tall, vaporous, thin man with thick blind blue
crystals over his yellowish eyes. He bent over his desk and brooded upon some
papers, glancing now and again with extreme penetration at his guests.
Well, I havent the forms with me here, I dont think. He
rummaged through the desk drawers. Now, where did I put the forms? He mused.
Somewhere. Somewhere. Oh, here we are! Now! He handed the papers over crisply.
Youll have to sign these papers, of course.
Do we have to go through all this rigmarole?
Mr. Iii gave him a thick glassy look. You say youre from
Earth, dont you? Well, then theres nothing for it but you sign.
The captain wrote his name. Do you want my crew to sign
also?
Mr. Iii looked at the captain, looked at the three others,
and burst into a shout of derision. Them sign! Ho! How marvelous! Them, oh,
them sign! Tears sprang from his eyes. He slapped his knee and bent to let his
laughter jerk out of his gaping mouth. He held himself up with the desk. Them
sign!
The four men scowled. Whats funny?
Them sign! sighed Mr. Iii, weak with hilarity. So very
funny. Ill have to tell Mr. Xxx about this! He examined the filled-out form,
still laughing. Everything seems to be in order. He nodded. Even the
agreement for euthanasia if final decision on such a step is necessary. He
chuckled.
Agreement for what?
Dont talk. I have something for you. Here. Take this key.
The captain flushed. Its a great honor.
Not the key to the city, you fool! snapped Mr. Iii. Just
a key to the House. Go down that corridor, unlock the big door, and go inside
and shut the door tight. You can spend the night there. In the morning Ill
send Mr. Xxx to see you.
Dubiously the captain took the key in hand. He stood looking
at the floor. His men did not move. They seemed to be emptied of all their
blood and their rocket fever. They were drained dry.
What is it? Whats wrong? inquired Mr. Iii. What are you
waiting for? What do you want? He came and peered up into the captains face,
stooping. Out with it, you!
I dont suppose you could even suggested the captain. I
mean, that is, try to, or think about . . . He hesitated. Weve worked hard,
weve come a long way, and maybe you could just shake our hands and say Well
done! do youthink? His voice faded.
Mr. Iii stuck out his hand stiffly. Congratulations! He
smiled a cold smile. Congratulations. He turned away. I must go now. Use
that key.
Without noticing them again, as if they had melted down
through the floor, Mr. Iii moved about the room packing a little manuscript
case with papers. He was in the room another five minutes but never again
addressed the solemn quartet that stood with heads down, their heavy legs
sagging, the light dwindling from their eyes. When Mr. Iii went out the door he
was busy looking at his fingernails . . .
They straggled along the corridor in the dull, silent
afternoon light. They came to a large burnished silver door, and the silver key
opened it. They entered, shut the door, and turned.
They were in a vast sunlit hall. Men and woman sat at tables
and stood in conversing groups. At the sound of the door they regarded the four
uniformed men.
One Martian stepped forward, bowing. I am Mr. Uuu, he
said.
And I am Captain Jonathan Williams, of New York City, on
Earth, said the captain without emphasis.
Immediately the hall exploded!
The rafters trembled with shouts and cries. The people,
rushing forward, waved and shrieked happily, knocking down tables, swarming,
rollicking, seizing the four Earth Men, lifting them swiftly to their
shoulders. They charged about the hall six times, six times making a full and
wonderful circuit of the room, jumping, bounding, singing.
The Earth Men were so stunned that they rode the toppling
shoulders for a full minute before they began to laugh and shout at each other:
Hey! This is more like it!
This is the life! Boy! Yay! Yow! Whoopee!
They winked tremendously at each other. They flung up their
hands to clap the air. Hey!
Hooray! said the crowd.
They set the Earth Men on a table. The shouting died.
The captain almost broke into tears. Thank you. Its good,
its good.
Tell us about yourselves, suggested Mr. Uuu.
The captain cleared his throat.
The audience ohed and ahed as the captain talked. He
introduced his crew; each made a small speech and was embarrassed by the
thunderous applause.
Mr. Uuu dapped the captains shoulder, Its good to see
another man from Earth. I am from Earth also.
How was that again?
There are many of us here from Earth.
You? From Earth? The captain stared. But is that
possible? Did you come by rocket? Has space travel been going on for
centuries? His voice was disappointed. Whatwhat country are you from?
Tuiereol. I came by the spirit of my body, years ago.
Tuiereol. The captain mouthed the word. I dont know that
country. Whats this about spirit of body?
And Miss Rrr over here, shes from Earth, too, arent you,
Miss Rrr?
Miss Rrr nodded and laughed strangely.
And so is Mr. Www and Mr. Qqq and Mr. Vvv!
Im from Jupiter, declared one man, preening himself.
Im from Saturn, said another, eyes glinting slyly.
Jupiter, Saturn, murmured the captain, blinking.
It was very quiet now; the people stood around and sat at
the tables which were strangely empty for banquet tables. Their yellow eyes
were glowing, and there were dark shadows under their cheekbones. The captain
noticed for the first time that there were no windows; the light seemed to
permeate the walls. There was only one door. The captain winced. This is
confusing. Where on Earth is this Tuiereol? Is it near America?
What is America?
You never heard of America! You say youre from Earth and
yet you dont know!
Mr. Uuu drew himself up angrily. Earth is a place of seas
and nothing but seas. There is no land. I am from Earth, and know.
Wait a minute. The captain sat back. You look like a
regular Martian. Yellow eyes. Brown skin.
Earth is a place of all jungle, said Miss Rrr proudly.
Im from Orri, on Earth, a civilization built of silver!
Now the captain turned his head from and then to Mr. Uuu and
then to Mr. Www and Mr. Zzz and Mr. Nnn and Mr. Hhh and Mr. Bbb. He saw their
yellow eyes waxing and waning in the light, focusing and unfocusing. He began
to shiver. Finally he turned to his men and regarded them somberly.
Do you realize what this is?
What, sir?
This is no celebration, replied the captain tiredly. This
is no banquet. These arent government representatives. This is no surprise
party. Look at their eyes. Listen to them!
Nobody breathed. There was only a soft white move of eyes in
the close room.
Now I understandthe captains voice was far awaywhy
everyone gave us notes and passed us on, one from the other, until we met Mr.
Iii, who sent us down a corridor with a key to open a door and shut a door. And
here we are . . .
Where are we, sir?
The captain exhaled. In an insane asylum.
It was night. The large hall lay quiet and dimly illuminated
by hidden light sources in the transparent walls. The four Earth Men sat around
a wooden table, their bleak heads bent over their whispers. On the floors, men
and women lay huddled. There were little stirs in the dark corners, solitary
men or women gesturing their hands. Every half-hour one of the captains men
would try the silver door and return to the table. Nothing doing, sir. Were
locked in proper.
They think were really insane, sir?
Quite. Thats why there was no hullabaloo to welcome us.
They merely tolerated what, to them, must be a constantly recurring psychotic
condition. He gestured at the dark sleeping shapes all about them. Paranoids,
every single one! What a welcome they gave us! For a moment therea little
fire rose and died in his eyesI thought we were getting our true reception.
All the yelling and singing and speeches. Pretty nice, wasnt itwhile it
lasted?
How long will they keep us here, sir?
Until we prove were not psychotics.
That should be easy.
I hope so.
You dont sound very certain, sir.
Im not. Look in that corner.
A man squatted alone in darkness. Out of his mouth issued a
blue flame which turned into the round shape of a small naked woman. It flourished
on the air softly in vapors of cobalt light, whispering and sighing.
The captain nodded at another corner. A woman stood there,
changing. First she was embedded in a crystal pillar, then she melted into a
golden statue, finally a staff of polished cedar, and back to a woman.
All through the midnight hall people were juggling thin
violet flames, shifting, changing, for nighttime was the time of change and
affliction.
Magicians, sorcerers, whispered one of the Earth Men.
No, hallucination. They pass their insanity over into us so
that we see their hallucinations too. Telepathy. Autosuggestion and telepathy.
Is that what worries you, sir?
Yes. If hallucinations can appear this real to us, to
anyone, if hallucinations are catching and almost believable, its no wonder
they mistook us for psychotics. If that man can produce little blue fire women
and that woman there melt into a pillar, how natural if normal Martians think
we produce our rocket ship with our minds.
Oh, said his men in the shadows.
Around them, in the vast hall, flames leaped blue, flared,
evaporated. Little demons of red sand ran between the teeth of sleeping men.
Women became oily snakes. There was a smell of reptiles and animals.
In the morning everyone stood around looking fresh, happy,
and normal. There were no flames or demons in the room. The captain and his men
waited by the silver door, hoping it would open.
Mr. Xxx arrived after about four hours. They had a suspicion
that he had waited outside the door, peering in at them for at least three
hours before he stepped in, beckoned, and led them to his small office.
He was a jovial, smiling man, if one could believe the mask
he wore, for upon it was painted not one smile, but three. Behind it, his voice
was the voice of a not so smiling psychologist. What seems to be the trouble?
You think were insane, and were not, said the captain.
Contrarily, I do not think all of you are insane. The
psychologist pointed a little wand at the captain. No. Just you, sir. The
others are secondary hallucinations.
The captain slapped his knee, So thats it! Thats why Mr.
Iii laughed when I suggested my men sign the papers too!
Yes, Mr. Iii told me. The psychologist laughed out of the
carved, smiling mouth. A good joke. Where was I? Secondary hallucinations,
yes. Women come to me with snakes crawling from their ears. When I cure them,
the snakes vanish.
Well be glad to be cured. Go right ahead.
Mr. Xxx seemed surprised. Unusual. Not many people want to
be cured. The cure is drastic, you know.
Cure ahead! Im confident youll find were all sane.
Let me check your papers to be sure theyre in order for a
cure. He checked a file. Yes. You know, such cases as yours need special
curing. The people in that hall are simpler forms. But once youve gone this
far, I must point out, with primary, secondary, auditory, olfactory, and labial
hallucinations, as well as tactile and optical fantasies, it is pretty bad
business. We have to resort to euthanasia.
The captain leaped up with a roar. Look here, weve stood
quite enough! Test us, tap our knees, check our hearts, exercise us, ask
questions!
You are free to speak.
The captain raved for an hour. The psychologist listened.
Incredible, he mused. Most detailed dream fantasy Ive
ever heard.
God damn it, well show you the rocket ship! screamed the
captain.
Id like to see it. Can you manifest it in this room?
Oh, certainly. Its in that file of yours, under R.
Mr. Xxx peered seriously into his file. He went Tsk and shut
the file solemnly. Why did you tell me to look? The rocket isnt there.
Of course not, you idiot! I was joking. Does an insane man
joke?
You find some odd senses of humor. Now, take me out to your
rocket. I wish to see it.
It was noon. The day was very hot when they reached the
rocket.
So. The psychologist walked up to the ship and tapped it.
It gonged softly. May I go inside? he asked slyly.
You may.
Mr. Xxx stepped in and was gone for a long time.
Of all the silly, exasperating things. The captain chewed
a cigar as he waited. For two cents Id go back home and tell people not to
bother with Mars. What a suspicious bunch of louts.
I gather that a good number of their population are insane,
sir. That seems to be their main reason for doubting.
Nevertheless, this is all so damned irritating.
The psychologist emerged from the ship after half an hour of
prowling, tapping, listening, smelling, tasting.
Now do you believe! shouted the captain, as if he were
deaf.
The psychologist shut his eyes and scratched his nose. This
is the most incredible example of sensual hallucination and hypnotic suggestion
Ive ever encountered. I went through your rocket, as you call it. He tapped
the hull. I hear it. Auditory fantasy. He drew a breath. I smell it.
Olfactory hallucination, induced by sensual telepathy. He kissed the ship. I
taste it. Labial fantasy!
He shook the captains hand. May I congratulate you? You
are a psychotic genius! You have done a most complete job! The task of
projecting your psychotic image life into the mind of another via telepathy and
keeping the hallucinations from becoming sensually weaker is almost impossible.
Those people in the House usually concentrate on visuals or, at the most,
visuals and auditory fantasies combined. You have balanced the whole
conglomeration! Your insanity is beautifully complete!
My insanity. The captain was pale.
Yes, yes, what a lovely insanity. Metal, rubber,
gravitizers, foods, clothing, fuel, weapons, ladders, nuts, bolts, spoons. Ten
thousand separate items I checked on your vessel. Never have I seen such a
complexity. There were even shadows under the bunks and under everything! Such
concentration of will! And everything, no matter how or when tested, had a smell,
a solidity, a taste, a sound! Let me embrace you!
He stood back at last. Ill write this into my greatest
monograph! Ill speak of it at the Martian Academy next month! Look at you!
Why, youve even changed your eye color from yellow to blue, your skin to pink
from brown. And those clothes, and your hands having five fingers instead of
six! Biological metamorphosis through psychological imbalance! And your three
friends.
He took out a little gun. Incurable, of course. You poor,
wonderful man. You will be happier dead. Have you any last words?
Stop, for Gods sake! Dont shoot!
You sad creature. I shall put you out of this misery which
has driven you to imagine this rocket and these three men. It will be most
engrossing to watch your friends and your rocket vanish once I have killed you.
I will write a neat paper on the dissolvement of neurotic images from what I
perceive here today.
Im from Earth! My name is Jonathan Williams, and these
Yes, I know, soothed Mr. Xxx, and fired his gun.
The captain fell with a bullet in his heart. The other three
men screamed.
Mr. Xxx stared at them. You continue to exist? This is
superb! Hallucinations with time and spatial persistence! He pointed the gun
at them. Well, Ill scare you into dissolving.
No! cried the three men,
An auditory appeal, even with the patient dead, observed
Mr. Xxx as he shot the three men down.
They lay on the sand, intact, not moving.
He kicked them. Then he rapped on the ship.
It persists! They persist! He fired his gun again and
again at the bodies. Then he stood back. The smiling mask dropped from his
face.
Slowly the little psychologists face changed. His jaw
sagged. The gun dropped from his fingers. His eyes were dull and vacant He put
his hands up and turned in a blind cirde. He fumbled at the bodies, saliva
filling his mouth.
Hallucinations, he mumbled frantically. Taste. Sight.
Smell. Sound. Feeling. He waved his hands. His eyes bulged. His mouth began to
give off a faint froth.
Go away! he shouted at the bodies. Go away! he screamed
at the ship. He examined his trembling hands. Contaminated, he whispered
wildly. Carried over into me. Telepathy. Hypnosis. Now Im insane, Now Im
contaminated. Hallucinations in all their sensual forms. He stopped and
searched around with his numb hands for the gun. Only one cure. Only one way
to make them go away, vanish.
A shot rang out, Mr. Xxx fell.
The four bodies lay in the sun. Mr. Xxx lay where he fell.
The rocket reclined on the little sunny hill and didnt
vanish.
When the town people found the rocket at sunset they
wondered what it was. Nobody knew, so it was sold to a junkman and hauled off
to be broken up for scrap metal.
That night it rained all night. The next day was fair and
warm.
March 2000: THE TAXPAYER
He wanted to go to Mars on the rocket. He went down to the
rocket field in the early morning and yelled in through the wire fence at the
men in uniform that he wanted to go to Mars, He told them he was a taxpayer,
his name was Pritchard, and he had a right to go to Mars. Wasnt he born right
here in Ohio? Wasnt he a good citizen? Then why couldnt he go to Mars? He
shook his fists at them and told them that he wanted to get away from Earth;
anybody with any sense wanted to get away from Earth. There was going to be a
big atomic war on Earth in about two years, and he didnt want to be here when
it happened. He and thousands of others like him, if they had any sense, would
go to Mars. See if they wouldnt! To get away from wars and censorship and
statism and conscription and government control of this and that, of art and
science! You could have Earth! He was offering his good right hand, his heart,
his head, for the opportunity to go to Mars! What did you have to do, what did
you have to sign, whom did you have to know, to get on the rocket?
They laughed out through the wire screen at him. He didnt
want to go to Mars, they said. Didnt he know that the First and Second
Expeditions had failed, had vanished; the men were probably dead?
But they couldnt prove it, they didnt know for sure, he
said, clinging to the wire fence. Maybe it was a land of milk and honey up
there, and Captain York and Captain Williams had just never bothered to come
back. Now were they going to open the gate and let him in to board the Third
Expeditionary Rocket, or was he going to have to kick it down?
They told him to shut up.
He saw the men walking out to the rocket.
Wait for me! he cried. Dont leave me here on this terrible
world, Ive got to get away; theres going to be an atom war! Dont leave me on
Earth!
They dragged him, struggling, away. They slammed the
policewagon door and drove him off into the early morning, his face pressed to
the rear window, and just before they sirened over a hill, he saw the red fire
and heard the big sound and felt the huge tremor as the silver rocket shot up
and left him behind on an ordinary Monday morning on the ordinary planet Earth.
April 2000: THE THIRD EXPEDITION
The ship came down from space. It came from the stars and
the black velocities, and the shining movements, and the silent gulfs of space.
It was a new ship; it had fire in its body and men in its metal cells, and it
moved with a clean silence, fiery and warm. In it were seventeen men, induding
a captain. The crowd at the Ohio field had shouted and waved their hands up
into the sunlight, and the rocket had bloomed out great flowers of heat and
color and run away into space on the third voyage to Mars!
Now it was decelerating with metal efficiency in the upper
Martian atmospheres. It was still a thing of beauty and strength. It had moved
in the midnight waters of space like a pale sea leviathan; it had passed the
ancient moon and thrown itself onward into one nothingness following another.
The men within it had been battered, thrown about, sickened, made well again,
each in his turn. One man had died, but now the remaining sixteen, with their
eyes clear in their heads and their faces pressed to the thick glass ports,
watched Mars swing up under them.
Mars! cried Navigator Lustig.
Good old Mars! said Samuel Hinkston, archaeologist.
Well, said Captain John Black.
The rocket landed on a lawn of green grass. Outside, upon
this lawn, stood an iron deer. Further up on the green stood a tall brown
Victorian house, quiet in the sunlight, all covered with scrolls and rococo,
its windows made of blue and pink and yellow and green colored glass. Upon the
porch were hairy geraniums and an old swing which was hooked into the porch
ceiling and which now swung back and forth, back and forth, in a little breeze.
At the summit of the house was a cupola with diamond leaded-glass windows and a
dunce-cap roof! Through the front window you could see a piece of music titled
Beautiful Ohio sitting on the music rest.
Around the rocket in four directions spread the little town,
green and motionless in the Martian spring. There were white houses and red
brick ones, and tall elm trees blowing in the wind, and tall maples and horse
chestnuts. And church steeples with golden bells silent in them.
The rocket men looked out and saw this. Then they looked at
one another and then they looked out again. They held to each others elbows,
suddenly unable to breathe, it seemed, Their faces grew pale.
Ill be damned, whispered Lustig, rubbing his face with
his numb fingers. Ill be damned.
It just cant be, said Samuel Hinkston.
Lord, said Captain John Black.
There was a call from the chemist. Sir, the atmosphere is
thin for breathing. But theres enough oxygen. Its safe.
Then well go out, said Lustig.
Hold on, said Captain John Black. How do we know what
this is?
Its a small town with thin but breathable air in it, sir.
And its a small town the like of Earth towns, said
Hinkston, the archaeologist Incredible. It cant be, but it is.
Captain John Black looked at him idly. Do you think that
the civilizations of two planets can progress at the same rate and evolve in
the same way, Hinkston?
I wouldnt have thought so, sir.
Captain Black stood by the port. Look out there. The
geraniums. A specialized plant. That specific variety has only been known on
Earth for fifty years. Think of the thousands of years it takes to evolve
plants. Then tell me if it is logical that the Martians should have: one,
leaded-glass windows; two, cupolas; three, porch swings; four, an instrument
that looks like a piano and probably is a piano; and five, if you look closely
through this telescopic lens here, is it logical that a Martian composer would have
published a piece of music titled, strangely enough, Beautiful Ohio'? All of
which means that we have an Ohio River on Mars!
Captain Williams, of course! cried Hinkston,
What?
Captain Williams and his crew of three men! Or Nathaniel
York and his partner. That would explain it!
That would explain absolutely nothing. As far as weve been
able to figure, the York expedition exploded the day it reached Mars, killing
York and his partner. As for Williams and his three men, their ship exploded
the second day after their arrival. At least the pulsations from their radios
ceased at that time, so we figure that if the men were alive after that theyd
have contacted us. And anyway, the York expedition was only a year ago, while
Captain Williams and his men landed here some time during last August.
Theorizing that they are still alive, could they, even with the help of a
brilliant Martian race, have built such a town as this and aged it in so short
a time? Look at that town out there; why, its been standing here for the last
seventy years. Look at the wood on the porch newel; look at the trees, a
century old, all of them! No, this isnt Yorks work or Williams'. Its
something else. I dont like it. And Im not leaving the ship until I know what
it is.
For that matter, said Lustig, nodding, Williams and his
men, as well as York, landed on the opposite side of Mars. We were very careful
to land on this side.
An excellent point. Just in case a hostile local tribe of
Martians killed off York and Williams, we have instructions to land in a
further region, to forestall a recurrence of such a disaster. So here we are,
as far as we know, in a land that Williams and York never saw.
Damn it, said Hinkston, I want to get out into this town,
sir, with your permission. It may be there are similar thought patterns,
civilization graphs on every planet in our sun system. We may be on the
threshold of the greatest psychological and metaphysical discovery of our age!
Im willing to wait a moment, said Captain John Black.
It may be, sir, that were looking upon a phenomenon that,
for the first time, would absolutely prove the existence of God, sir.
There are many people who are of good faith without such
proof, Mr. Hinkston.
Im one myself, sir. But certainly a town like this could
not occur without divine intervention. The detail. It fills me with such
feelings that I dont know whether to laugh or cry.
Do neither, then, until we know what were up against.
Up against? Lustig broke in. Against nothing, Captain.
Its a good, quiet green town, a lot like the old-fashioned one I was born in.
I like the looks of it.
When were you born, Lustig?
Nineteen-fifty, sir.
And you, Hinkston?
Nineteen fifty-five, sir. Grinnell, Iowa. And this looks
like home to me.
Hinkston, Lustig, I could be either of your fathers. Im
just eighty years old. Born in 1920 in Illinois, and through the grace of God
and a science that, in the last fifty years, knows how to make some old men young
again, here I am on Mars, not any more tired than the rest of you, but
infinitely more suspicious. This town out here looks very peaceful and cool,
and so much like Green Bluff, Illinois, that it frightens me. Its too much
like Green Bluff. He turned to the radioman. Radio Earth. Tell them weve
landed. Thats all. Tell them well radio a full report tomorrow.
Yes, sir.
Captain Black looked out the rocket port with his face that
should have been the face of a man eighty but seemed like the face of a man in
his fortieth year. Tell you what well do, Lustig; you and I and Hinkstonll
look the town over. The other menll stay aboard. If anything happens they can
get the hell out. A loss of three mens better than a whole ship. If something
bad happens, our crew can warn the next rocket. Thats Captain Wilders rocket,
I think, due to be ready to take off next Christmas. if theres something
hostile about Mars we certainly want the next rocket to be well armed.
So are we. Weve got a regular arsenal with us.
Tell the men to stand by the guns then. Come on, Lustig,
Hinkston.
The three men walked together down through the levels of the
ship.
It was a beautiful spring day. A robin sat on a blossoming
apple tree and sang continuously. Showers of petal snow sifted down when the
wind touched the green branches, and the blossom scent drifted upon the air.
Somewhere in the town someone was playing the piano and the music came and
went, came and went, softly, drowsily. The song was Beautiful Dreamer. Somewhere
else a phonograph, scratchy and faded, was hissing out a record of Roamin in
the Gloamin', sung by Harry Lauder.
The three men stood outside the ship. They sucked and gasped
at the thin, thin air and moved slowly so as not to tire themselves.
Now the phonograph record being played was:
Oh, give me a June night
The moonlight and you . . .
Lustig began to tremble. Samuel Hinkston did likewise.
The sky was serene and quiet, and somewhere a stream of
water ran through the cool caverns and tree shadings of a ravine. Somewhere a
horse and wagon trotted and rolled by, bumping.
Sir, said Samuel Hinkston, it must be, it has to be, that
rocket travel to Mars began in the years before the first World War!
No.
How else can you explain these houses, the iron deer, the
pianos, the music? Hinkston took the captains elbow persuasively and looked
into the captains face. Say that there were people in the year 1905 who hated
war and got together with some scientists in secret and built a rocket and came
out here to Mars
No, no, Hinkston.
Why not? The world was a different world in 1905; they
could have kept it a secret much more easily.
But a complex thing like a rocket, no, you couldnt keep it
secret.
And they came up here to live, and naturally the houses
they built were similar to Earth houses because they brought the culture with
them.
And theyve lived here all these years? said the captain.
In peace and quiet, yes. Maybe they made a few trips,
enough to bring enough people here for one small town, and then stopped for
fear of being discovered. Thats why this town seems so old-fashioned. I dont
see a thing, myself, older than the year 1927, do you? Or maybe, sir, rocket
travel is older than we think. Perhaps it started in some part of the world
centuries ago and was kept secret by the small number of men who came to Mars
with only occasional visits to Earth over the centuries.
You make it sound almost reasonable.
It has to be. Weve the proof here before us; all we have
to do is find some people and verify it.
Their boots were deadened of all sound in the thick green
grass. It smelled from a fresh mowing. In spite of himself, Captain John Black
felt a great peace come over him. It had been thirty years since he had been in
a small town, and the buzzing of spring bees on the air lulled and quieted him,
and the fresh look of things was a balm to the soul.
They set foot upon the porch. Hollow echoes sounded from
under the boards as they walked to the screen door. Inside they could see a
bead curtain hung across the hall entry, and a crystal chandelier and a
Maxfield Parrish painting framed on one wall over a comfortable Morris chair.
The house smelled old, and of the attic, and infinitely comfortable. You could
hear the tinkle of ice in a lemonade pitcher. In a distant kitchen, because of
the heat of the day, someone was preparing a cold lunch. Someone was humming
under her breath, high and sweet.
Captain John Black rang the bell.
Footsteps, dainty and thin, came along the hall, and a kind-faced
lady of some forty years, dressed in a sort of dress you might expect in the
year 1909, peered out at them.
Can I help you? she asked.
Beg your pardon, said Captain Black uncertainly. But
were looking forthat is, could you help us He stopped. She looked out at
him with dark, wondering eyes.
If youre selling something she began.
No, wait! he cried. What town is this?
She looked him up and down. What do you mean, what town is
it? How could you be in a town and not know the name?
The captain looked as if he wanted to go sit under a shady
apple tree. Were strangers here. We want to know how this town got here and
how you got here.
Are you census takers?
No.
Everyone knows, she said, this town was built in 1868. Is
this a game?
No, not a game! cried the captain. Were from Earth.
Out of the ground, do you mean? she wondered.
No, we came from the third planet, Earth, in a ship. And
weve landed here on the fourth planet, Mars
This, explained the woman, as if she were addressing a
child, is Green Bluff, Illinois, on the continent of America, surrounded by
the Atlantic and Pacific oceans, on a place called the world, or, sometimes,
the Earth. Go away now. Goodby.
She trotted down the hall, running her fingers through the
beaded curtains.
The three men looked at one another.
Lets knock the screen door in, said Lustig.
We cant do that. This is private property. Good God!
They went to sit down on the porch step.
Did it ever strike you, Hinkston, that perhaps we got
ourselves somehow, in some way, off track, and by accident came back and landed
on Earth?
How could we have done that?
I dont know, I
dont know. Oh God, let me think.
Hinkston said,
But we checked every mile of the way. Our chronometers said so many miles. We
went past the Moon and out into space, and here we are. Im positive were on
Mars.
Lustig said, But
suppose, by accident, in space, in time, we got lost in the dimensions and
landed on an Earth that is thirty or forty years ago.
Oh, go away,
Lustig!
Lustig went to
the door, rang the bell, and called into the cool dim rooms: What year is
this?
Nineteen
twenty-six, of course, said the lady, sitting in a rocking chair, taking a sip
of her lemonade.
Did you hear that?
Lustig turned wildly to the others. Nineteen twenty-six! We have gone back in
time! This is Earth!
Lustig sat down,
and the three men let the wonder and terror of the thought afflict them. Their
hands stirred fitfully on their knees. The captain said, I didnt ask for a
thing like this. It scares the hell out of me. How can a thing like this
happen? I wish wed brought Einstein with us.
Will anyone in
this town believe us? said Hinkston. Are we playing with something dangerous?
Time, I mean. Shouldnt we just take off and go home?
No. Not until we
try another house.
They walked three
houses down to a little white cottage under an oak tree. I like to be as
logical as I can be, said the captain. And I dont believe weve put our
finger on it yet. Suppose, Hinkston, as you originally suggested, that rocket
travel occurred years ago? And when the Earth people lived here a number of
years they began to get homesick for Earth. First a mild neurosis about it,
then a full-fledged psychosis. Then threatened insanity. What would you do as a
psychiatrist if faced with such a problem?
Hinkston thought
Well, I think Id rearrange the civilization on Mars so it resembled Earth
more and more each day. If there was any way of reproducing every plant, every
road, and every lake, and even an ocean, Id do so. Then by some vast crowd
hypnosis Id convince everyone in a town this size that this really was Earth,
not Mars at all.
Good enough,
Hinkston. I think were on the right track now. That woman in that house back
there just thinks shes living on Earth. It protects her sanity. She and all
the others in this town are the patients of the greatest experiment in
migration and hypnosis you will ever lay eyes on in your life.
Thats it, sir!
cried Lustig.
Right! said
Hinkston.
Well. The
captain sighed. Now weve got somewhere. I feel better. Its all a bit more
logical. That talk about time and going back and forth and traveling through
time turns my stomach upside down. But this way The captain smiled. Well,
well, it looks as if well be fairly popular here.
Or will we?
said Lustig. After all, like the Pilgrims, these people came here to escape
Earth. Maybe they wont be too happy to see us. Maybe theyll try to drive us
out or kill us.
We have superior
weapons. This next house now. Up we go.
But they had
hardly crossed the lawn when Lustig stopped and looked off across the town,
down the quiet, dreaming afternoon street. Sir, he said.
What is it,
Lustig?
Oh, sir, sir,
what I see said Lustig, and he began to cry. His fingers came up, twisting
and shaking, and his face was all wonder and joy and incredulity. He sounded as
if at any moment he might go quite insane with happiness. He looked down the
street and began to run, stumbling awkwardly, falling, picking himself up, and
running on. Look, look!
Dont let him
get away! The captain broke into a run.
Now Lustig was
running swiftly, shouting. He turned into a yard halfway down the shady street
and leaped up upon the porch of a large green house with an iron rooster on the
roof.
He was beating at
the door, hollering and crying, when Hinkston and the captain ran up behind
him. They were all gasping and wheezing, exhausted from their run in the thin
air. Grandma! Grandpa! cried Lustig.
Two old people
stood in the doorway.
David! their
voices piped, and they rushed out to embrace and pat him on the back and move
around him. David, oh, David, its been so many years! How youve grown, boy;
how big you are, boy. Oh, David boy, how are you?
Grandma,
Grandpa! sobbed David Lustig. You look fine, fine! He held them, turned
them, kissed them, hugged them, cried on them, held them out again, blinking at
the little old people. The sun was in the sky, the wind blew, the grass was
green, the screen door stood wide.
Come in, boy,
come in. Theres iced tea for you, fresh, lots of it!
Ive got friends
here. Lustig turned and waved at the captain and Hinkston frantically,
laughing. Captain, come on up.
Howdy, said the
old people. Come in. Any friends of Davids are our friends too. Dont stand
there!
In the living
room of the old house it was cool, and a grandfather clock ticked high and long
and bronzed in one corner. There were soft pillows on large couches and walls
filled with books and a rug cut in a thick rose pattern, and iced tea in the
hand, sweating, and cool on the thirsty tongue.
Heres to our
health. Grandma tipped her glass to her porcelain teeth.
How long you
been here, Grandma? said Lustig.
Ever since we died,
she said tartly.
Ever since you
what? Captain John Black set down his glass.
Oh yes. Lustig
nodded. Theyve been dead thirty years.
And you sit
there calmly! shouted the captain.
Tush. The old
woman winked glitteringly. Who are you to question what happens? Here we are.
Whats life, anyway? Who does what for why and where? All we know is here we
are, alive again, and no questions asked. A second chance. She toddled over
and held out her thin wrist. Feel. The captain felt. Solid, aint it? she
asked. He nodded. Well, then, she said triumphantly, why go around
questioning?
Well, said the
captain, its simply that we never thought wed find a thing like this on
Mars.
And now youve
found it. I dare say theres lots on every planet thatll show you Gods
infinite ways.
Is this Heaven?
asked Hinkston.
Nonsense, no.
Its a world and we get a second chance. Nobody told us why. But then nobody
told us why we were on Earth, either. That other Earth, I mean. The one you
came from. How do we know there wasnt another before that one?
A good
question, said the captain.
Lustig kept
smiling at his grandparents. Gosh, its good to see you. Gosh, its good.
The captain stood
up and slapped his hand on his leg in a casual fashion. Weve got to be going.
Thank you for the drinks.
Youll be back,
of course, said the old people. For supper tonight?
Well try to
make it, thanks. Theres so much to be done. My men are waiting for me back at
the rocket and
He stopped. He
looked toward the door, startled.
Far away in the
sunlight there was a sound of voices, a shouting and a great hello.
Whats that?
asked Hinkston,
Well soon find
out. And Captain John Black was out the front door abruptly, running across
the green lawn into the street of the Martian town.
He stood looking
at the rocket. The ports were open and his crew was streaming out, waving their
hands. A crowd of people had gathered, and in and through and among these
people the members of the crew were hurrying, talking, laughing, shaking hands.
People did little dances. People swarmed. The rocket lay empty and abandoned.
A brass band
exploded in the sunlight, flinging off a gay tune from upraised tubas and
trumpets. There was a bang of drums and a shrill of fifes. Little girls with
golden hair jumped up and down. Little boys shouted, Hooray! Fat men passed
around ten-cent cigars. The town mayor made a speech. Then each member of the
crew, with a mother on one arm, a father or sister on the other, was spirited
off down the street into little cottages or big mansions.
Stop! cried
Captain Black.
The doors slammed
shut.
The heat rose in
the clear spring sky, and all was silent. The brass band banged off around a
corner, leaving the rocket to shine and dazzle alone in the sunlight
Abandoned! said
the captain. They abandoned the ship, they did! Ill have their skins, by God!
They had orders!
Sir, said
Lustig, dont be too hard on them. Those were all old relatives and friends.
Thats no
exuse!
Think how they
felt, Captain, seeing familiar faces outside the ship!
They had their
orders, damn it!
But how would
you have felt, Captain?
I would have
obeyed orders The captains mouth remained open.
Striding along the
sidewalk under the Martian sun, tall, smiling, eyes amazingly clear and blue,
came a young man of some twenty-six years. John! the man called out, and
broke into a trot.
What? Captain
John Black swayed.
John, you old
son of a bitch!
The man ran up
and gripped his hand and slapped him on the back.
Its you, said
Captain Black.
Of course, whod
you think it was?
Edward! The
captain appealed now to Lustig and Hinkston, holding the strangers hand. This
is my brother Edward. Ed, meet my men, Lustig, Hinkston! My brother!
They tugged at
each others hands and arms and then finally embraced.
Ed!
John, you bum,
you!
Youre looking
fine, Ed, but, Ed, what is this? You havent changed over the years. You died,
I remember, when you were twenty-six and I was nineteen. Good God, so many
years ago, and here you are and, Lord, what goes on?
Moms waiting,
said Edward Black, grinning.
Mom?
And Dad too.
Dad? The
captain almost fell as if he had been hit by a mighty weapon. He walked stiffly
and without co.ordination. Mom and Dad alive? Where?
At the old house
on Oak Knoll Avenue.
The old house.
The captain stared in delighted amaze. Did you hear that, Lustig, Hinkston?
Hinkston was
gone. He had seen his own house down the street and was running for it. Lustig
was laughing. You see, Captain, what happened to everyone on the rocket? They
couldnt help themselves.
Yes. Yes. The
captain shut his eyes. When I open my eyes youll be gone. He blinked.
Youre still there. God, Ed, but you look fine!
Come on, lunchs
waiting. I told Mom.
Lustig said,
Sir, Ill be with my grandfolks if you need me.
What? Oh, fine,
Lustig. Later, then.
Edward seized his
arm and marched him. Theres the house. Remember it?
Hell! Bet I can
beat you to the front porch!
They ran. The
trees roared over Captain Blacks head; the earth roared under his feet. He saw
the golden figure of Edward Black pull ahead of him in the amazing dream of
reality. He saw the house rush forward, the screen door swing wide. Beat you!
cried Edward. Im an old man, panted the captain, and youre still young.
But then, you always beat me, I remember!
In the doorway,
Mom, pink, plump, and bright. Behind her, pepper-gray, Dad, his pipe in his
hand.
Mom, Dad!
He ran up the
steps like a child to meet them.
It was a fine
long afternoon. They finished a late lunch and they sat in the parlor and he
told them all about his rocket and they nodded and smiled upon him and Mother was
just the same and Dad bit the end off a cigar and lighted it thoughtfully in
his old fashion. There was a big turkey dinner at night and time flowing on.
When the drumsticks were sucked clean and lay brittle upon the plates, the
captain leaned back and exhaled his deep satisfaction, Night was in all the
trees and coloring the sky, and the lamps were halos of pink light in the
gentle house. From all the other houses down the street came sounds of music,
pianos playing, doors slammng.
Mom put a record
on the victrola, and she and Captain John Black had a dance. She was wearing
the same perfume he remembered from the summer when she and Dad had been killed
in the train accident. She was very real in his arms as they danced lightly to
the music. Its not every day, she said, you get a second chance to live.
Ill wake in the
morning, said the captain. And Ill be in my rocket, in space, and all this
will be gone.
No, dont think
that, she cried softly. Dont question. Gods good to us. Lets be happy.
Sorry, Mom.
The record ended
in a circular hissing.
Youre tired,
Son. Dad pointed with his pipe. Your old bedrooms waiting for you, brass bed
and all.
But I should
report my men in.
Why?
Why? Well, I
dont know. No reason, I guess. No, none at all. Theyre all eating or in bed.
A good nights sleep wont hurt them.
Good night,
Son. Mom kissed his cheek. Its good to have you home.
Its good to be
home.
He left the land
of cigar smoke and perfume and books and gentle light and ascended the stairs,
talking, talking with Edward. Edward pushed a door open, and there was the
yellow brass bed and the old semaphore banners from college and a very musty
raccoon coat which he stroked with muted affection. Its too much, said the
captain. Im numb and Im tired. Too much has happened today. I feel as if Id
been out in a pounding rain for forty-eight hours without an umbrella or a
coat. Im soaked to the skin with emotion.
Edward slapped
wide the snowy linens and flounced the pillows. He slid the window up and let
the night-blooming jasmine float in. There was moonlight and the sound of
distant dancing and whispering.
So this is
Mars, said the captain, undressing.
This is it.
Edward undressed in idle, leisurely moves, drawing his shirt off over his head,
revealing golden shoulders and the good muscular neck.
The lights were
out; they were in bed, side by side, as in the days how many decades ago? The
captain lolled and was flourished by the scent of jasmine pushing the lace
curtains out upon the dark air of the room. Among the trees, upon a lawn,
someone had cranked up a portable phonograph and now it was playing softly,
Always.
The thought of
Marilyn came to his mind.
Is Marilyn
here?
His brother,
lying straight out in the moonlight from the window, waited and then said,
Yes. Shes out of town. But shell be here in the morning.
The captain shut
his eyes. I want to see Marilyn very much.
The room was
square and quiet except for their breathing.
Good night, Ed.
A pause. Good
night, John.
He lay
peacefully, letting his thoughts float. For the first time the stress of the
day was moved aside; he could think logically now, It had all been emotion. The
bands playing, the familiar faces. But now . . .
How? he wondered.
How was all this made? And why? For what purpose? Out of the goodness of some
divine intervention? Was God, then, really that thoughtful of his children? How
and why and what for?
He considered the
various theories advanced in the first heat of the afternoon by Hinkston and
Lustig. He let all kinds of new theories drop in lazy pebbles down through his
mind, turning, throwing out dull flashes of light. Mom. Dad. Edward. Mars.
Earth. Mars. Martians.
Who had lived
here a thousand years ago on Mars? Martians? Or had this always been the way it
was today?
Martians. He
repeated the word idly, inwardly.
He laughed out
loud almost. He had the most ridiculous theory quite suddenly. It gave him a
kind of chill. It was really nothing to consider, of course. Highly improbable.
Silly. Forget it. Ridiculous.
But, he thought,
just suppose . . . Just suppose, now, that there were Martians living on Mars
and they saw our ship coming and saw us inside our ship and hated us, Suppose,
now, just for the hell of it, that they wanted to destroy us, as invaders, as
unwanted ones, and they wanted to do it in a very clever way, so that we would
be taken off guard. Well, what would the best weapon be that a Martian could
use against Earth Men with atomic weapons?
The answer was
interesting. Telepathy, hypnosis, memory, and imagination.
Suppose all of
these houses arent real at all, this bed not real, but only figments of my own
imagination, given substance by telepathy and hypnosis through the Martians,
thought Captain John Black. Suppose these houses are really some other shape, a
Martian shape, but, by playing on my desires and wants, these Martians have
made this seem like my old home town, my old house, to lull me out of my
suspicions. What better way to fool a man, using his own mother and father as
bait?
And this town, so
old, from the year 1926, long before any of my men were born. From a year when
I was six years old and there were records of Harry Lauder, and Maxfield
Parrish paintings still hanging, and bead curtains, and Beautiful Ohio, and
turn-of-the-century architecture. What if the Martians took the memories of a
town exclusively from my mind? They say childhood memories are the clearest.
And after they built the town from my mind, they populated it with the
most-loved people from all the minds of the people on the rocket!
And suppose those
two people in the next room, asleep, are not my mother and father at all, But
two Martians, incredibly brilliant, with the ability to keep me under this
dreaming hypnosis all of the time.
And that brass
band today? What a startlingly wonderful plan it would be. First, fool Lustig,
then Hinkston, then gather a crowd; and all the men in the rocket, seeing
mothers, aunts, uncles, sweethearts, dead ten, twenty wears ago, naturally,
disregarding orders, rush out and abandon ship. What more natural? What more
unsuspecting? What more simple? A man doesnt ask too many questions when his
mother is soddenly brought back to life; hes much too happy. And here we all
are tonight, in various houses, in various beds, with no weapons to protect us,
and the rocket lies in the moonlight, empty. And wouldnt it be horrible and
terrifying to discover that all of this was part of some great clever plan by
the Martians to divide and conquer us, and kill us? Sometime during the night,
perhaps, my brother here on this bed will change form, melt, shift, and become
another thing, a terrible thing, a Martian. It would be very simple for him
just to turn over in bed and put a knife into my heart. And in all those other
houses down the street, a dozen other brothers or fathers suddenly melting away
and taking knives and doing things to the unsuspecting, sleeping men of Earth .
. .
His hands were
shaking under the covers. His body was cold. Suddenly it was not a theory.
Suddenly he was very afraid.
He lifted himself
in bed and listened. The night was very quiet The music had stopped. The wind
had died. His brother lay sleeping beside him.
Carefully he
lifted the covers, rolled them back. He slipped from bed and was walking softly
across the room when his brothers voice said, Where are you going?
What?
His brothers
voice was quite cold. I said, where do you think youre going?
For a drink of
water.
But youre not
thirsty.
Yes, yes, I am.
No, youre not.
Captain John
Black broke and ran across the room. He screamed. He screamed twice.
He never reached
the door.
In the morning
the brass band played a mournful dirge. From every house in the street came
little solemn processions bearing long boxes, and along the sun-filled street,
weeping, came the grandmas and mothers and sisters and brothers and uncles and
fathers, walking to the churchyard, where there were new holes freshly dug and
new tombstones installed. Sixteen holes in all, and sixteen tombstones.
The mayor made a
little sad speech, his face sometimes looking like the mayor, sometimes looking
like something else.
Mother and Father
Black were there, with Brother Edward, and they cried, their faces melting now
from a familiar face into something else.
Grandpa and Grandma
Lustig were there, weeping, their faces shifting like wax, shimmering as all
things shimmer on a hot day.
The coffins were
lowered. Someone murmured about the unexpected and sudden deaths of sixteen
fine men during the night
Earth pounded
down on the coffin lids.
The brass band,
playing Columbia, the Gem of the Ocean, marched and slammed back into town,
and everyone took the day off.
June 2001: AND
THE MOON BE STILL AS BRIGHT
It was so cold when
they first came from the rocket into the night that Spender began to gather the
dry Martian wood and build a small fire. He didnt say anything about a
celebration; he merely gathered the wood, set fire to it, and watched it burn.
In the flare that
lighted the thin air of this dried-up sea of Mars he looked over his shoulder
and saw the rocket that had brought them all, Captain Wilder and Cheroke and
Hathaway and Sam Parkhill and himself, across a silent black space of stars to
land upon a dead, dreaming world.
Jeff Spender
waited for the noise. He watched the other men and waited for them to jump
around and shout. It would happen as soon as the numbness of being the first
men to Mars wore off. None of them said anything, but many of them were hoping,
perhaps, that the other expeditions had failed and that this, the Fourth, would
be the one. They meant nothing evil by it. But they stood thinking it,
nevertheless, thinking of the honor and fame, while their lungs became
accustomed to the thinness of the atmosphere, which almost made you drunk if
you moved too quiddy.
Gibbs walked over
to the freshly ignited fire and said, Why dont we use the ship chemical fire
instead of that wood?
Never mind,
said Spender, not looking up.
It wouldnt be
right, the first night on Mars, to make a loud noise, to introduce a strange,
silly bright thing like a stove. It would be a kind of imported blasphemy.
Thered be time for that later; time to throw condensed-milk cans in the proud
Martian canals; time for copies of the New York Times to blow and caper and
rustle across the lone gray Martian sea bottoms; time for banana peels and
picnic papers in the fluted, delicate ruins of the old Martian valley towns.
Plenty of time for that. And he gave a small inward shiver at the thought.
He fed the fire
by hand, and it was like an offering to a dead giant, They had landed on an
immense tomb. Here a civilization had died. It was only simple courtesy that
the first night be spent quietly.
This isnt my
idea of a celebration. Gibbs turned to Captain Wilder. Sir, I thought we
might break out rations of gin and meat and whoop it up a bit.
Captain Wilder
looked off toward a dead city a mile away. Were all tired, he said remotely,
as if his whole attention was on the city and his men forgotten. Tomorrow
night, perhaps. Tonight we should be glad we got across all that space without
getting a meteor in our bulkhead or having one man of us die.
The men shifted
around. There were twenty of them, holding to each others shoulders or
adjusting their belts. Spender watched them. They were not satisfied. They had
risked their lives to do a big thing. Now they wanted to be shouting drunk,
firing off guns to show how wonderful they were to have kicked a hole in space
and ridden a rocket all the way to Mars.
But nobody was
yelling.
The captain gave
a quiet order. One of the men ran into the ship and brought forth food tins
which were opened and dished out without much noise. The men were beginning to
talk now. The captain sat down and recounted the trip to them. They already
knew it all, but it was good to hear about it, as something over and done and
safely put away. They would not talk about the return trip. Someone brought
that up, but they told him to keep quiet. The spoons moved in the double
moonlight; the food tasted good and the wine was even better.
There was a touch
of fire across the sky, and an instant later the auxiliary rocket landed beyond
the camp. Spender watched as the small port opened and Hathaway, the
physician-geologistthey were all men of twofold ability, to conserve space on
the tripstepped out. He walked slowly over to the captain.
Well? said
Captain Wilder.
Hathaway gazed
out at the distant cities twinkling in the starlight. After swallowing and
focusing his eyes he said, That city there, Captain, is dead and has been dead
a good many thousand years. That applies to those three cities in the hills
also. But that fifth city, two hundred miles over, sir
What about it?
People were
living in it last week, sir.
Spender got to
his feet.
Martians, said
Hathaway.
Where are they
now?
Dead, said
Hathaway. I went into a house on one street. I thought that it, like the other
towns and houses, had been dead for centuries. My God, there were bodies there.
It was like walking in a pile of autumn leaves. Like sticks and pieces of burnt
newspaper, thats all. And fresh. Theyd been dead ten days at the outside.
Did you check
other towns? Did you see anything alive?
Nothing
whatever. So I went out to check the other towns. Four out of five have been
empty for thousands of years. What happened to the original inhabitants I
havent the faintest idea. But the fifth city always contained the same thing.
Bodies. Thousands of bodies.
What did they
die of? Spender moved forward.
You wont
believe it.
What killed
them?
Hathaway said
simply, Chicken pox.
My God, no!
Yes. I made
tests. Chicken pox. It did things to the Martians it never did to Earth Men. Their
metabolism reacted differently, I suppose. Burnt them black and dried them out
to brittle flakes. But its chicken pox, nevertheless. So York and Captain
Williams and Captain Black must have got through to Mars, all three
expeditions. God knows what happened to them. But we at least know what they
unintentionally did to the Martians.
You saw no other
life?
Chances are a
few of the Martians, if they were smart, escaped to the mountains. But there
arent enough, Ill lay you money, to be a native problem. This planet is
through.
Spender turned
and went to sit at the fire, looking into it. Chicken pox, God, chicken pox,
think of it! A race builds itself for a million years, refines itself, erects
cities like those out there, does everything it can to give itself respect and
beauty, and then it dies. Part of it dies slowly, in its own time, before our
age, with dignity. But the rest! Does the rest of Mars die of a disease with a
fine name or a terrifying name or a majestic name? No, in the name of all thats
holy, it has to be chicken pox, a childs disease, a disease that doesnt even
kill children on Earth! Its not right and its not fair. Its like saying the
Greeks died of mumps, or the proud Romans died on their beautiful hills of
athletes foot! If only wed given the Martians time to arrange their death
robes, lie down, look fit, and think up some other excuse for dying. It cant
be a dirty, silly thing like chicken pox. It doesnt fit the architecture; it
doesnt fit this entire world!
All right,
Hathaway, get yourself some food.
Thank you,
Captain.
And as quickly as
that it was forgotten. The men talked among themselves.
Spender did not
take his eyes off them. He left his food on his plate under his hands. He felt
the land getting colder. The stars drew closer, very clear.
When anyone
talked too loudly the captain would reply in a low voice that made them talk
quietly from imitation.
The air smelled
clean and new. Spender sat for a long time just enjoying the way it was made.
It had a lot of things in it he couldnt identify: flowers, chemistries, dusts,
winds.
Then there was
that time in New York when I got that blonde, whats her name?Ginnie! cried
Biggs. That was it!
Spender tightened
in. His hand began to quiver. His eyes moved behind the thin, sparse lids.
And Ginnie said
to me cried Biggs.
The men roared.
So I smacked
her! shouted Biggs with a bottle in his hand.
Spender set down
his plate. He listened to the wind over his ears, cool and whispering. He
looked at the cool ice of the white Martian buildings over there on the empty
sea lands.
What a woman,
what a woman! Biggs emptied his bottle in his wide mouth. Of all the women I
ever knew!
The smell of
Biggss sweating body was on the air. Spender let the fire die. Hey, kick her
up there, Spender! said Biggs, glancing at him for a moment, then back to his
bottle. Well, one night Ginnie and me
A man named
Schoenke got out his accordion and did a kicking dance, the dust springing up
around him.
AhooIm alive!
he shouted.
Yay! roared the
men. They threw down their empty plates. Three of them lined up and kicked like
chorus maidens, joking loudly. The others, clapping hands, yelled for something
to happen. Cheroke pulled off his shirt and showed his naked chest, sweating as
he whirled about. The moonlight shone on his crewcut hair and his young,
clean-shaven cheeks.
In the sea bottom
the wind stirred along faint vapors, and from the mountains great stone visages
looked upon the silvery rocket and the small fire.
The noise got
louder, more men jumped up, someone sucked on a mouth organ, someone else blew
on a tissue-papered comb. Twenty more bottles were opened and drunk. Biggs
staggered about, wagging his arms to direct the dancing men.
Come on, sir!
cried Cheroke to the captain, wailing a song.
The captain had
to join the dance. He didnt want to. His face was solemn. Spender watched,
thinking: You poor man, what a night this is! They dont know what theyre
doing. They should have had an orientation program before they came to Mars to
tell them how to look and how to walk around and be good for a few days.
That does it.
The captain begged off and sat down, saying he was exhausted. Spender looked at
the captains chest. It wasnt moving up and down very fast. His face wasnt
sweaty, either.
Accordion,
harmonica, wine, shout, dance, wail, roundabout, dash of pan, laughter.
Biggs weaved to
the rim of the Martian canal. He carried six empty bottles and dropped them one
by one into the deep blue canal waters. They made empty, hollow, drowning
sounds as they sank.
I christen thee,
I christen thee, I christen thee said Biggs thickly. I christen thee Biggs,
Biggs, Biggs Canal
Spender was on
his feet, over the fire, and alongside Biggs before anyone moved. He hit Biggs once
in the teeth and once in the ear. Biggs toppled and fell down into the canal
water. After the splash Spender waited silently for Biggs to climb back up onto
the stone bank. By that time the men were holding Spender.
Hey, whats
eating you, Spender? Hey? they asked.
Biggs climbed up
and stood dripping. He saw the men holding Spender. Well, he said, and
started forward.
Thats enough,
snapped Captain Wilder. The men broke away from Spender. Biggs stopped and
glanced at the captain.
All right, Biggs,
get some dry clothes. You men, carry on your party! Spender, come with me!
The men took up
the party. Wilder moved off some distance and confronted Spender. Suppose you
explain what just happened, he said.
Spender looked at
the canal. I dont know, I was ashamed. Of Biggs and us and the noise. Christ,
what a spectade.
Its been a long
trip. Theyve got to have their fling.
Wheres their
respect, sir? Wheres their sense of the right thing?
Youre tired,
and youve a different way of seeing things, Spender. Thats a fifty-dollar
fine for you.
Yes, sir. It was
just the idea of Them watching us make fools of ourselves.
Them?
The Martians,
whether theyre dead or not.
Most certainly
dead, said the captain. Do you think They know were here?
Doesnt an old
thing always know when a new thing comes?
I suppose so.
You sound as if you believe in spirits.
I believe in the
things that were done, and there are evidences of many things done on Mars.
There are streets and houses, and there are books, I imagine, and big canals
and docks and places for stabling, if not horses, well, then some domestic
animal, perhaps with twelve legs, who knows? Everywhere I look I see things
that were used. They were touched and handled for centuries,
Ask me, then, if
I believe in the spirit of the things as they were used, and Ill say yes.
Theyre all here. All the things which had uses. All the mountains which had
names. And well never be able to use them without feeling uncomfortable. And
somehow the mountains will never sound right to us; well give them new names,
but the old names are there, somewhere in time, and the mountains were shaped
and seen under those names. The names well give to the canals and mountains
and cities will fall like so much water on the back of a mallard. No matter how
we touch Mars, well never touch it. And then well get mad at it, and you know
what well do? Well rip it up, rip the skin off, and change it to fit
ourselves.
We wont ruin
Mars, said the captain. Its too big and too good.
You think not?
We Earth Men have a talent for ruining big, beautiful things. The only reason
we didnt set up hot-dog stands in the midst of the Egyptian temple of Karnak
is because it was out of the way and served no large commercial purpose. And
Egypt is a small part of Earth. But here, this whole thing is ancient and
different, and we have to set down somewhere and start fouling it up. Well
call the canal the Rockefeller Canal and the mountain King George Mountain and
the sea the Dupont sea, and therell be Roosevelt and Lincoln and Coolidge
cities and it wont ever be right, when there are the proper names for these
places.
Thatll be your
job, as archaeologists, to find out the old names, and well use them.
A few men like
us against all the commercial interests. Spender looked at the iron mountains.
They know were here tonight, to spit in their wine, and I imagine they hate
us.
The captain shook
his head. Theres no hatred here. He listened to the wind. From the look of
their cities they were a graceful, beautiful, and philosophical people. They
accepted what came to them. They acceded to racial death, that much we know,
and without a last-moment war of frustration to tumble down their cities. Every
town weve seen so far has been flawlessly intact. They probably dont mind us
being here any more than theyd mind children playing on the lawn, knowing and
understanding children for what they are. And, anyway, perhaps all this will
change us for the better.
Did you notice
the peculiar quiet of the men, Spender, until Biggs forced them to get happy?
They looked pretty humble and frightened. Looking at all this, we know were
not so hot; were kids in rompers, shouting with our play rockets and atoms,
loud and alive. But one day Earth will be as Mars is today. This will sober us.
Its an object lesson in civilizations. Well learn from Mars. Now suck in your
chin. Lets go back and play happy. That fifty-dollar fine still goes.
The party was not
going too well. The wind kept coming in off the dead sea. It moved around the
men and it moved around the captain and Jeff Spender as they returned to the
group. The wind pulled at the dust and the shining rocket and pulled at the
accordion, and the dust got into the vamped harmonica. The dust got in their
eyes and the wind made a high singing sound in the air. As suddenly as it had
come the wind died.
But the party had
died too.
The men stood
upright against the dark cold sky.
Come on, gents, come
on! Biggs bounded from the ship in a fresh uniform, not looking at Spender
even once. His voice was like someone in an empty auditorium. It was alone.
Come on!
Nobody moved.
Come on, Whitie,
your harmonica!
Whitie blew a
chord. It sounded funny and wrong. Whitie knocked the moisture from his
harmonica and put it away.
What kinda party
is this? Biggs wanted to know.
Someone hugged
the accordion. It gave a sound like a dying animal. That was all.
Okay, me and my
bottle will go have our own party. Biggs squatted against the rocket, drinking
from a flask.
Spender watched
him. Spender did not move for a long time. Then his fingers crawled up along
his trembling leg to his holstered pistol, very quietly, and stroked and tapped
the leather sheath.
All those who
want to can come into the city with me, announced the captain. Well post a
guard here at the rocket and go armed, just in case.
The men counted
off. Fourteen of them wanted to go, including Biggs, who laughingly counted
himself in, waving his bottle. Six others stayed behind.
Here we go!
Biggs shouted.
The party moved
out into the moonlight, silently. They made their way to the outer rim of the
dreaming dead city in the light of the racing twin moons. Their shadows, under
them, were double shadows. They did not breathe, or seemed not to, perhaps, for
several minutes. They were waiting for something to stir in the dead city, some
gray form to rise, some ancient, ancestral shape to come galloping across the
vacant sea bottom on an ancient, armored steel of impossible lineage, of
unbelievable derivation.
Spender filled
the streets with his eyes and his mind.People moved like blue vapor lights on
the cobbled avenues, and there were faint murmurs of sound, and odd animals
scurrying across the gray-red sands. Each window was given a person who leaned
from it and waved slowly, as if under a timeless water, at some moving form in
the fathoms of space below the moon-silvered towers. Music was played on some
inner ear, and Spender imagined the shape of such instruments to evoke such
music. The land was haunted.
Hey! shouted
Biggs, standing tall, his hands around his open mouth. Hey, you people in the
city there, you!
Biggs! said the
captain.
Biggs quieted.
They walked
forward on a tiled avenue. They were all whispering now, for it was like
entering a vast open library or a mausoleum in which the wind lived and over
which the stars shone. The captain spoke quietly. He wondered where the people
had gone, and what they had been, and who their kings were, and how they had
died. And he wondered, quietly aloud, how they had built this city to last the
ages through, and had they ever come to Earth? Were they ancestors of Earth Men
ten thousand years removed? And had they loved and hated similar loves and hates,
and done similar silly things when silly things were done?
Nobody moved. The
moons held and froze them; the wind beat slowly around them.
Lord Byron,
said Jeff Spender.
Lord who? The
captain turned and regarded him.
Lord Byron, a
nineteenth-century poet. He wrote a poem a long time ago that fits this city
and how the Martians must feel, if theres anything left of them to feel. It
might have been written by the last Martian poet.
The men stood
motionless, their shadows under them.
The captain said,
How does the poem go, Spender?
Spender shifted,
put out his hand to remember, squinted silently a moment; then, remembering,
his slow quiet voice repeated the words and the men listened to everything he
said:
So well go no
more a-roving
So late into the
night,
Though the heart
be still as loving,
And the moon be
still as bright.
The city was gray
and high and motionless. The mens faces were turned in the light.
For the sword
outwears its sheath,
And the soul
wears out the breast,
And the heart
must pause to breathe,
And love itself
must rest.
Though the night
was made for loving,
And the day
returns too soon,
Yet well go no
more a-roving
By the light of
the moon.
Without a word
the Earth Men stood in the center of the city. It was a clear night. There was
not a sound except the wind. At their feet lay a tile court worked into the
shapes of ancient animals and peoples. They looked down upon it.
Biggs made a sick
noise in his throat. His eyes were dull. His hands went to his mouth; he
choked, shut his eyes, bent, and a thick rush of fluid filled his mouth,
spilled out, fell to splash on the tiles, covering the designs. Biggs did this
twice, A sharp winy stench filled the cool air.
No one moved to
help Biggs. He went on being sick.
Spender stared
for a moment, then turned and walked off into the avenues of the city, alone in
the moonlight. Never once did he pause to look back at the gathered men there.
They turned in at
four in the morning. They lay upon blankets and shut their eyes and breathed
the quiet air. Captain Wilder sat feeding little sticks into the fire.
McClure opened
his eyes two hours later. Arent you sleeping, sir?
Im waiting for
Spender. The captain smiled faintly.
McClure thought
it over. You know, sir, I dont think hell ever come back. I dont know how I
know, but thats the way I feel about him, sir; hell never come back.
McClure rolled
over into sleep. The fire cradded and died.
Spender did not
return in the following week. The captain sent searching parties, but they came
back saying they didnt know where Spender could have gone. He would be back
when he got good and ready. He was a sorehead, they said. To the devil with
him!
The captain said
nothing but wrote it down in his log . . .
It was a morning
that might have been a Monday or a Tuesday or any day on Mars. Biggs was on the
canal rim; his feet hung down into the cool water, soaking, while he took the
sun on his face.
A man walked
along the bank of the canal. The man threw a shadow down upon Biggs. Biggs
glanced up.
Well, Ill be
damned! said Biggs.
Im the last
Martian, said the man, taking out a gun.
What did you
say? asked Biggs.
Im going to
kill you.
Cut it. What
kind of jokes that, Spender?
Stand up and
take it in the stomach.
For Christs sake,
put that gun away.
Spender pulled
the trigger only once. Biggs sat on the edge of the canal for a moment before
he leaned forward and fell into the water. The gun had made only a whispering
hum. The body drifted with slow unconcern under the slow canal tides. It made a
hollow bubbling sound that ceased after a moment.
Spender shoved
his gun into its holster and walked soundlessly away. The sun was shining down
upon Mars. He felt it burn his hands and slide over the sides of his tight
face. He did not run; he walked as if nothing were new except the daylight. He
walked down to the rocket, and some of the men were eating a freshly cooked
breakfast under a shelter built by Cookie.
Here comes The
Lonely One, someone said.
Hello, Spender!
Long time no see!
The four men at
the table regarded the silent man who stood looking back at them.
You and them
goddamn ruins, laughed Cookie, stirring a black substance in a crock. Youre
like a dog in a bone yard.
Maybe, said
Spender, Ive been finding out things. What would you say if I said Id found
a Martian prowling around?
The four men laid
down their forks.
Did you? Where?
Never mind. Let
me ask you a question. How would you feel if you were a Martian and people came
to your land and started tearing it up?
I know exactly
how Id feel, said Cheroke. Ive got some Cherokee blood in me. My
grandfather told me lots of things about Oklahoma Territory. If theres a
Martian around, Im all for him.
What about you
other men? asked Spender carefully.
Nobody answered;
their silence was talk enough. Catch as catch can, finders keepers, if the
other fellow turns his cheek slap it hard, etc . . .
Well, said
Spender, Ive found a Martian.
The men squinted
at him.
Up in a dead
town. I didnt think Id find him. I didnt intend looking him up. I dont know
what he was doing there. Ive been living in a little valley town for about a
week, learning how to read the ancient books and looking at their old art
forms. And one day I saw this Martian. He stood there for a moment and then he
was gone. He didnt come back for another day. I sat around, learning how to
read the old writing, and the Martian came back, each time a little nearer,
until on the day I learned how to decipher the Martian languageits amazingly
simple and there are picturegraphs to help youthe Martian appeared before me
and said, Give me your boots. And I gave him my boots and he said, Give me
your uniform and all the rest of your apparel. And I gave him all of that, and
then he said, Give me your gun, and I gave him my gun. Then he said, Now
come along and watch what happens. And the Martian walked down into camp and
hes here now.
I dont see any
Martian, said Cheroke.
Im sorry.
Spender took out
his gun. It hummed softly. The first bullet got the man on the left; the second
and third bullets took the men on the right and the center of the table. Cookie
turned in horror from the fire to receive the fourth bullet. He fell back into
the fire and lay there while his clothes caught fire.
The rocket lay in
the sun. Three men sat at breakfast, their hands on the table, not moving,
their food getting cold in front of them. Cheroke, untouched, sat alone,
staring in numb disbelief at Spender.
You can come
with me, said Spender.
Cheroke said
nothing.
You can be with
me on this. Spender waited.
Finally Cheroke
was able to speak. You killed them, he said, daring to look at the men around
him.
They deserved
it.
Youre crazy!
Maybe I am. But
you can come with me.
Come with you, for
what? cried Cheroke, the color gone from his face, his eyes watering. Go on,
get out!
Spenders face
hardened. Of all of them, I thought you would understand.
Get out!
Cheroke reached for his gun.
Spender fired one
last time. Cheroke stopped moving.
Now Spender
swayed. He put his hand to his sweating face. He glanced at the rocket and
suddenly began to shake all over. He almost fell, the physical reaction was so
overwhelming. His face held an expression of one awakening from hypnosis, from
a dream. He sat down for a moment and told the shaking to go away.
Stop it, stop
it! he commanded of his body. Every fiber of him was quivering and shaking.
Stop it! He crushed his body with his mind until all the shaking was squeezed
out of it. His hands lay calmly now upon his silent knees.
He arose and
strapped a portable storage locker on his back with quiet efficiency. His hand
began to tremble again, just for a breath of an instant, but he said, No!
very firmly, and the trembling passed. Then, walking stiffly, he moved out
between the hot red hills of the land, alone.
The sun burned
farther up the sky. An hour later the captain climbed down out of the rocket to
get some ham and eggs. He was just saying hello to the four men sitting there
when he stopped and noticed a faint smell of gun fumes on the air. He saw the
cook lying on the ground, with the campfire under him. The four men sat before
food that was now cold.
A moment later
Parkhill and two others climbed down. The captain stood in their way, fascinated
by the silent men and the way they sat at their breakfast.
Call the men,
all of them, said the captain.
Parkhill hurried
off down the canal rim.
The captain
touched Cheroke. Cheroke twisted quietly and fell from his chair. Sunlight
burned in his bristled short hair and on his high cheekbones.
The men came in.
Whos missing?
Its still
Spender, sir. We found Biggs floating in the canal.
Spender!
The captain saw
the hills rising in the daylight, The sun showed his teeth in a grimace. Damn
him, he said tiredly. Why didnt he come and talk to me?
He shouldve
talked to me, cried Parkhill, eyes blazing. Id have shot his bloody brains
out, thats what Id have done, by God!
Captain Wilder
nodded at two of his men. Get shovels, he said.
It was hot
digging the graves. A warm wind came from over the vacant sea and blew the dust
into their faces as the captain turned the Bible pages. When the captain closed
the book someone began shoveling slow streams of sand down upon the wrapped
figures.
They walked back
to the rocket, clicked the mechanisms of their rifles, put thick grenade
packets on their backs, and checked the free play of pistols in their holsters.
They were each assigned part of the hills. The captain directed them without
raising his voice or moving his hands where they hung at his sides.
Lets go, he
said.
Spender saw the
thin dust rising in several places in the valley and he knew the pursuit was
organized and ready. He put down the thin silver book that he had been reading as
he sat easily on a flat boulder. The books pages were tissue-thin, pure
silver, hand-painted in black and gold. It was a book of philosophy at least
ten thousand years old he had found in one of the villas of a Martian valley
town. He was reluctant to lay it aside.
For a time he had
thought, Whats the use? Ill sit here reading until they come along and shoot
me.
The first
reaction to his killing the six men this morning had caused a period of stunned
blankness, then sickness, and now, a strange peace. But the peace was passing,
too, for he saw the dust billowing from the trails of the hunting men, and he
experienced the return of resentment.
He took a drink
of cool water from his hip canteen. Then he stood up, stretched, yawned, and
listened to the peaceful wonder of the valley around him. How very fine if he
and a few others he knew on Earth could be here, live out their lives here,
without a sound or a worry.
He carried the
book with him in one hand, the pistol ready in his other. There was a little swift-running
stream filled with white pebbles and rocks where he undressed and waded in for
a brief washing. He took all the time he wanted before dressing and picking up
his gun again.
The firing began
about three in the afternoon. By then Spender was high in the hills. They
followed him through three small Martian hill towns. Above the towns, scattered
like pebbles, were single villas where ancient families had found a brook, a
green spot, and laid out a tile pool, a library, and a court with a pulsing fountain.
Spender took half an hour, swimming in one of the pools which was filled with
the seasonal rain, waiting for the pursuers to catch up with him.
Shots rang out as
he was leaving the little villa. Tile chipped up some twenty feet behind him,
exploded. He broke into a trot, moved behind a series of small bluffs, turned,
and with his first shot dropped one of the men dead in his tracks.
They would form a
net, a circle; Spender knew that. They would go around and close in and they
would get him. It was a strange thing that the grenades were not used. Captain
Wilder could easily order the grenades tossed.
But Im much too
nice to be blown to bits, thought Spender. Thats what the captain thinks. He
wants me with only one hole in me. Isnt that odd? He wants my death to be
clean. Nothing messy. Why? Because he understands me. And because he
understands, hes willing to risk good men to give me a clean shot in the head.
Isnt that it?
Nine, ten shots
broke out in a rattle. Rocks around him jumped up. Spender fired steadily,
sometimes while glancing at the silver book he carried in his hand.
The captain ran
in the hot sunlight with a rifle in his hands. Spender followed him in his
pistol sights but did not fire. Instead he shifted and blew the top off a rock
where Whitie lay, and heard an angry shout.
Suddenly the
captain stood up. He had a white handkerchief in his hands. He said something
to his men and came walking up the mountain after putting aside his rifle.
Spender lay there, then got to his feet, his pistol ready.
The captain came
up and sat down on a warm boulder, not looking at Spender for a moment.
The captain
reached into his blouse pocket. Spenders fingers tightened on the pistol.
The captain said,
Cigarette?
Thanks. Spender
took one.
Light?
Got my own.
They took one or
two puffs in silence.
Warm, said the
captain.
It is.
You comfortable
up here?
Quite.
How long do you
think you can hold out?
About twelve
mens worth.
Why didnt you
kill all of us this morning when you had the chance? You could have, you know.
I know. I got
sick. When you want to do a thing badly enough you lie to yourself. You say the
other people are all wrong. Well, soon after I started killing people I
realized they were just fools and I shouldnt be killing them. But it was too
late. I couldnt go on with it then, so I came up here where I could lie to
myself some more and get angry, to build it all up again.
Is it built up?
Not very high.
Enough.
The captain considered
his cigarette. Why did you do it?
Spender quietly
laid his pistol at his feet. Because Ive seen that what these Martians had
was just as good as anything well ever hope to have. They stopped where we
should have stopped a hundred years ago. Ive walked in their cities and I know
these people and Id be glad to call them my ancestors.
They have a
beautiful city there. The captain nodded at one of several places.
Its not that
alone. Yes, their cities are good. They knew how to blend art into their
living. Its always been a thing apart for Americans. Art was something you
kept in the crazy sons room upstairs. Art was something you took in Sunday
doses, mixed with religion, perhaps. Well, these Martians have art and religion
and everything.
You think they
knew what it was all about, do you?
For my money.
And for that
reason you started shooting people.
When I was a kid
my folks took me to visit Mexico City. Ill always remember the way my father
actedloud and big. And my mother didnt like the people because they were dark
and didnt wash enough. And my sister wouldnt talk to most of them. I was the
only one really liked it. And I can see my mother and father coming to Mars and
acting the same way here.
Anything thats
strange is no good to the average American. If it doesnt have Chicago
plumbing, its nonsense. The thought of that! Oh God, the thought of that! And
thenthe war. You heard the congressional speeches before we left. If things
work out they hope to establish three atomic research and atom bomb depots on
Mars. That means Mars is finished; all this wonderful stuff gone. How would you
feel if a Martian vomited stale liquor on the White House floor?
The captain said
nothing but listened.
Spender
continued: And then the other power interests coming up. The mineral men and
the travel men. Do you remember what happened to Mexico when Cortez and his
very fine good friends arrived from Spain? A whole civilization destroyed by
greedy, righteous bigots. History will never forgive Cortez.
You havent
acted ethically yourself today, observed the captain.
What could I do?
Argue with you? Its simply me against the whole crooked grinding greedy setup
on Earth. Theyll be flopping their filthy atoms bombs up here, fighting for bases
to have wars. Isnt it enough theyve ruined one planet, without ruining
another; do they have to foul someone elses manger? The simple-minded
windbags. When I got up here I felt I was not only free of their so-called
culture, I felt I was free of their ethics and their customs. Im out of their
frame of reference, I thought. All I have to do is kill you all off and live my
own life.
But it didnt
work out, said the captain.
No. After the
fifth killing at breakfast, I discovered I wasnt all new, all Martian, after
all. I couldnt throw away everything I had learned on Earth so easily. But now
Im feeling steady again. Ill kill you all off. Thatll delay the next trip in
a rocket for a good five years. Theres no other rocket in existence today, save
this one. The people on Earth will wait a year, two years, and when they hear
nothing from us, theyll be very afraid to build a new rocket. Theyll take
twice as long and make a hundred extra experimental models to insure themselves
against another failure.
Youre correct.
A good report
from you, on the other hand, if you returned, would hasten the whole invasion
of Mars. If Im lucky Ill live to be sixty years old. Every expedition that
lands on Mars will be met by me. There wont be more than one ship at a time
coming up, one every year or so, and never more than twenty men in the crew.
After Ive made friends with them and explained that our rocket exploded one
dayI intend to blow it up after I finish my job this weekIll kill them off,
every one of them. Mars will be untouched for the next half century. After a
while, perhaps the Earth people will give up trying. Remember how they grew
leery of the idea of building Zeppelins that were always going down in flames?
Youve got it
all planned, admitted the captain.
I have.
Yet youre
outnumbered. In an hour well have you surrounded. In an hour youll be dead.
Ive found some
underground passages and a place to live youll never find. Ill withdraw there
to live for a few weeks. Until youre off guard. Ill come out then to pick you
off, one by one.
The captain
nodded. Tell me about your civilization here, he said, waving his hand at the
mountain towns.
They knew how to
live with nature and get along with nature. They didnt try too hard to be all
men and no animal. Thats the mistake we made when Darwin showed up. We
embraced him and Huxley and Freud, all smiles. And then we discovered that
Darwin and our religions didnt mix. Or at least we didnt think they did, We
were fools. We tried to budge Darwin and Huxley and Freud. They wouldnt move
very well. So, like idiots, we tried knocking down religion.
We succeeded
pretty well. We lost our faith and went around wondering what life was for. If
art was no more than a frustrated outflinging of desire, if religion was no
more than self-delusion, what good was life? Faith had always given us answers
to all things. But it all went down the drain with Freud and Darwin. We were
and still are a lost people.
And these
Martians are a found people? inquired the captain.
Yes. They knew
how to combine science and religion so the two worked side by side, neither
denying the other, each enriching the other.
That sounds
ideal.
It was. Id like
to show you how the Martians did it.
My men are waiting.
Well be gone
half an hour. Tell them that, sir.
The captain
hesitated, then rose and called an order down the hill.
Spender led him
over into a little Martian village built all of cool perfect marble. There were
great friezes of beautiful animals, white-limbed cat things and yellow-limbed
sun symbols, and statues of bull-like creatures and statues of men and women
and huge fine-featured dogs.
Theres your
answer, Captain.
I dont see.
The Martians
discovered the secret of life among animals. The animal does not question life.
It lives. Its very reason for living is life; it enjoys and relishes life. You
seethe statuary, the animal symbols, again and again.
It looks pagan.
On the contrary,
those are God symbols, symbols of life. Man had become too much man and not
enough animal on Mars too. And the men of Mars realized that in order to
survive they would have to forgo asking that one question any longer: Why live?
Life was its own answer. Life was the propagation of more life and the living
of as good a life is possible. The Martians realized that they asked the
question Why live at all? at the height of some period of war and despair,
when there was no answer. But once the civilization calmed, quieted, and wars
ceased, the question became senseless in a new way. Life was now good and
needed no arguments.
It sounds as if
the Martians were quite naive.
Only when it
paid to be naive. They quit trying too hard to destroy everything, to humble
everything. They blended religion and art and science because, at base, science
is no more than an investigation of a miracle we can never explain, and art is
an interpretation of that mirade. They never let science crush the aesthetic
and the beautiful. Its all simply a matter of degree. An Earth Man thinks: In
that picture, color does not exist, really. A scientist can prove that color is
only the way the cells are placed in a certain material to reflect light.
Therefore, color is not really an actual part of things I happen to see. A
Martian, far cleverer, would say: This is a fine picture. It came from the
hand and the mind of a man inspired. Its idea and its color are from life. This
thing is good.
There was a
pause. Sitting in the afternoon sun, the captain looked curiously around at the
little silent cool town.
Id like to live
here, he said.
You may if you
want.
You ask me
that?
Will any of
those men under you ever really understand all this? Theyre professional
cynics, and its too late for them. Why do you want to go back with them? So
you can keep up with the Joneses? To buy a gyro just like Smith has? To listen
to music with your pocketbook instead of your glands? Theres a little patio
down here with a reel of Martian music in it at least fifty thousand years old.
It still plays. Music youll never hear in your life. You could hear it. There
are books. Ive gotten on well in reading them already. You could sit and
read.
It all sounds
quite wonderful, Spender.
But you wont
stay?
No. Thanks, anyway.
And you
certainly wont let me stay without trouble. Ill have to kill you all.
Youre
optimistic.
I have something
to fight for and live for; that makes me a better killer. Ive got what amounts
to a religion, now. Its learning how to breathe all over again. And how to lie
in the sun getting a tan, letting the sun work into you. And how to hear music
and how to read a book. What does your civilization offer?
The captain
shifted his feet. He shook his head. Im sorry this is happening. Im sorry
about it all.
I am too. I
guess Id better take you back now so you can start the attack.
I guess so.
Captain, I wont
kill you. When its all over, youll still be alive.
What?
I decided when I
started that youd be untouched.
Well . . .
Ill save you
out from the rest. When theyre dead, perhaps youll change your mind.
No, said the
captain. Theres too much Earth blood in me. Ill have to keep after you.
Even when you
have a chance to stay here?
Its funny, but yes,
even with that. I dont know why. Ive never asked myself. Well, here we are.
They had returned to their meeting place now. Will you come quietly, Spender?
This is my last offer.
Thanks, no.
Spender put out his hand. One last thing. If you win, do me a favor. See what
can be done to restrict tearing this planet apart, at least for fifty years,
until the archaeologists have had a decent chance, will you?
Right.
And lastif it
helps any, just think of me as a very crazy fellow who went berserk one summer
day and never was right again. Itll be a little easier on you that way.
Ill think it
over. So long, Spender. Good luck.
Youre an odd
one, said Spender as the captain walked back down the trail in the
warm-blowing wind.
The captain
returned like something lost to his dusty men. He kept squinting at the sun and
breathing bard.
Is there a
drink? he said. He felt a bottle put cool into his hand. Thanks. He drank.
He wiped his mouth.
All right, he
said. Be careful. We have all the time we want. I dont want any more lost.
Youll have to kill him. He wont come down. Make it a clean shot if you can.
Dont mess him. Get it over with.
Ill blow his
damned brains out, said Sam Parkhill.
No, through the
chest, said the captain. He could see Spenders strong, clearly determined
face.
His bloody
brains, said Parkhill.
The captain
handed him the bottle jerkingly. You heard what I said. Through the chest
Parkhill muttered
to himself.
Now, said the
captain.
They spread
again, walking and then running, and then walking on the hot hillside places
where there would be sudden cool grottoes that smelled of moss, and sudden open
blasting places that smelled of sun on stone.
I hate being
clever, thought the captain, when you dont really feel clever and dont want
to be clever. To sneak around and make plans and feel big about making them. I
hate this feeling of thinking Im doing right when Im not really certain I am.
Who are we, anyway? The majority? Is that the answer? The majority is always
holy, is it not? Always, always; just never wrong for one little insignificant
tiny moment, is it? Never ever wrong in ten million years? He thought: What is
this majority and who are in it? And what do they think and how did they get
that way and will they ever change and how the devil did I get caught in this
rotten majority? I dont feel comfortable. Is it claustrophobia, fear of
crowds, or common sense? Can one man be right, while all the world thinks they
are right? Lets not think about it. Lets crawl around and act exciting and
pull the trigger. There, and there!
The men ran and
ducked and ran and squatted in shadows and showed their teeth, gasping, for the
air was thin, not meant for running; the air was thin and they had to sit for
five minutes at a time, wheezing and seeing black lights in their eyes, eating
at the thin air and wanting more, tightening their eyes, and at last getting
up, lifting their guns to tear holes in that thin summer air, holes of sound
and heat.
Spender remained
where he was, firing only on occasion.
Damned brains
all over! Parkhill yelled, running uphill.
The captain aimed
his gun at Sam Parkhill. He put it down and stared at it in horror. What were
you doing? he asked of his limp hand and the gun.
He had almost
shot Parkhill in the back.
God help me.
He saw Parkhill
still running, then falling to lie safe.
Spender was being
gathered in by a loose, running net of men. At the hilltop, behind two rocks,
Spender lay, grinning with exhaustion from the thin atmosphere, great islands
of sweat under each arm. The captain saw the two rocks. There was an interval
between them of some four inches, giving free access to Spenders chest.
Hey, you! cried
Parkhill. Heres a slug for your head!
Captain Wilder waited.
Go on, Spender, he thought. Get out, like you said you would. Youve only a few
minutes to escape. Get out and come back later. Go on. You said you would. Go
down in the tunnels you said you found, and lie there and live for months and
years, reading your fine books and bathing in your temple pools. Go on, now,
man, before its too late.
Spender did not
move from his position.
Whats wrong
with him? the captain asked himself.
The captain
picked up his gun. He watched the running, hiding men. He looked at the towers
of the little clean Martian village, like sharply carved chess pieces lying in
the afternoon. He saw the rocks and the interval between where Spenders chest
was revealed.
Parkhill was
charging up, screaming in fury.
No, Parkhill,
said the captain. I cant let you do it. Nor the others. No, none of you. Only
me. He raised the gun and sighted it.
Will I be clean
after this? he thought. Is it right that its me who does it? Yes, it is. I
know what Im doing for what reason and its right, because I think Im the
right person. I hope and pray I can live up to this.
He nodded his
head at Spender. Go on, he called in a loud whisper which no one heard. Ill
give you thirty seconds more to get away. Thirty seconds!
The watch ticked
on his wrist, The captain watched it tick. The men were running. Spender did
not move. The watch ticked for a long time, very loudly in the captains ears.
Go on, Spender, go on, get away!
The thirty
seconds were up.
The gun was
sighted. The captain drew a deep breath. Spender, he said, exhaling.
He pulled the
trigger.
All that happened
was that a faint powdering of rock went up in the sunlight. The echoes of the
report faded.
The captain arose
and called to his men: Hes dead.
The other men did
not believe it. Their angles had prevented their seeing that particular.
fissure in the rocks. They saw their captain run up the hill, alone, and
thought him either very brave or insane.
The men came
after him a few minutes later.
They gathered
around the body and someone said, In the chest?
The captain
looked down. In the chest, he said, He saw how the rocks had changed color
under Spender. I wonder why he waited. I wonder why he didnt escape as he
planned. I wonder why he stayed on and got himself killed.
Who knows?
someone said.
Spender lay
there, his hands clasped, one around the gun, the other around the silver book
that glittered in the sun.
Was it because of
me? thought the captain. Was it because I refused to give in myself? Did
Spender hate the idea of killing me? Am I any different from these others here?
Is that what did it? Did he figure he could trust me? What other answer is
there?
None. He squatted
by the silent body.
Ive got to live
up to this, he thought. I cant let him down now. If he figured there was
something in me that was like himself and couldnt kill me because of it, then
what a job I have ahead of me! Thats it, yes, thats it. Im Spender all over
again, but I think before I shoot. I dont shoot at all, I dont kill. I do
things with people. And he couldnt kill me because I was himself under a
slightly different condition.
The captain felt
the sunlight on the back of his neck. He heard himself talking: If only he had
come to me and talked it over before he shot anybody, we could have worked it
out somehow.
Worked what
out? said Parkhill. What could we have worked out with his likes?
There was a
singing of heat in the land, off the rocks and off the blue sky. I guess
youre right, said the captain. We could never have got together. Spender and
myself, perhaps. But Spender and you and the others, no, never, Hes better off
now. Let me have a drink from that canteen.
It was the
captain who suggested the empty sarcophagus for Spender. They had found an
ancient Martian tomb yard. They put Spender into a silver case with waxes and
wines which were ten thousand years old, his hands folded on his chest. The
last they saw of him was his peaceful face.
They stood for a
moment in the ancient vault. I think it would be a good idea for you to think
of Spender from time to time, said the captain.
They walked from
the vault and shut the marble door.
The next
afternoon Parkhill did some target practice in one of the dead cities, shooting
out the crystal windows and blowing the tops off the fragile towers. The
captain caught Parkhiil and knocked his teeth out.
August 2001: THE
SETTLERS
The men of Earth
came to Mars.
They came because
they were afraid or unafraid, because they were happy or unhappy, because they
felt like Pilgrims or did not feel like Pilgrims. There was a reason for each
man. They were leaving bad wives or bad jobs or bad towns; they were coming to
find something or leave something or get something, to dig up something or bury
something or leave something alone. They were coming with small dreams or large
dreams or none at all. But a government finger pointed from four-color posters
in many towns: THEREs WORK FOR YOU IN THE SKY: SEE MARS! and the men shuffled
forward, only a few at first, a double-score, for most men felt the great
illness in them even before the rocket fired into space. And this disease was
called The Loneliness, because when you saw your home town dwindle the size of
your fist and then lemon-size and then pin-size and vanish in the fire-wake,
you felt you had never been born, there was no town, you were nowhere, with
space all around, nothing familiar, only other strange men. And when the state
of Illinois, Iowa, Missouri, or Montana vanished into cloud seas, and, doubly,
when the United States shrank to a misted island and the entire planet Earth
became a muddy baseball tossed away, then you were alone, wandering in the
meadows of space, on your way to a place you couldnt imagine.
So it was not
unusual that the first men were few. The number grew steadily in proportion to
the census of Earth Men already on Mars. There was comfort in numbers. But the
first Lonely Ones had to stand by themselves.
December 2001:
THE GREEN MORNING
When the sun set
he crouched by the path and cooked a small supper and listened to the fire
crack while he put the food in his mouth and chewed thoughtfully. It had been a
day not unlike thirty others, with many neat holes dug in the dawn hours, seeds
dropped in, and water brought from the bright canals. Now, with an iron
weariness in his slight body, he lay and watched the sky color from one
darkness to another.
His name was
Benjamin Driscoll, and he was thirty-one years old. And the thing that be
wanted was Mars grown green and tall with trees and foliage, producing air,
more air, growing larger with each season; trees to cool the towns in the
boiling summer, trees to hold back the winter winds. There were so many things
a tree could do: add color, provide shade, drop fruit, or become a childrens
playground, a whole sky universe to climb and hang from; an architecture of
food and pleasure, that was a tree. But most of all the trees would distill an
icy air for the lungs, and a gentle rustling for the ear when you lay nights in
your snowy bed and were gentled to sleep by the sound.
He lay listening
to the dark earth gather itself, waiting for the sun, for the rains that hadnt
come yet. His ear to the ground, he could hear the feet of the years ahead
moving at a distance, and he imagined the seeds he had placed today sprouting
up with green and taking hold on the sky, pushing out branch after branch,
until Mars was an afternoon forest, Mars was a shining orchard.
In the early
morning, with the small sun lifting faintly among the folded hills, he would be
up and finished with a smoky breakfast in a few minutes and, trodding out the
fire ashes, be on his way with knapsacks, testing, digging, placing seed or
sprout, tamping lightly, watering, going on, whistling, looking at the clear sky
brightening toward a warm noon.
You need the
air, he told his night fire. The fire was a ruddy, lively companion that
snapped back at you, that slept close by with drowsy pink eyes warm through the
chilly night. We all need the air. Its a thin air here on Mars. You get tired
so soon. Its like living in the Andes, in South America, high. You inhale and
dont get anything. It doesnt satisfy.
He felt his rib
case. In thirty days, how it had grown. To take in more air, they would all
have to build their lungs. Or plant more trees.
Thats what Im
here for, he said. The fire popped. In school they told a story about Johnny
Appleseed walking across America planting apple trees. Well, Im doing more.
Im planting oaks, elms, and maples, every kind of tree, aspens and deodars and
chestnuts. Instead of making just fruit for the stomach, Im making air for the
lungs. When those trees grow up some year, think of the oxygen theyll make!
He remembered his
arrival on Mars. Like a thousand others, he had gazed out upon a still morning
and thought, How do I fit here? What will I do? Is there a job for me?
Then he had
fainted.
Someone pushed a
vial of ammonia to his nose and, coughing, he came around.
Youll be all
right, said the doctor.
What happened?
The airs pretty
thin. Some cant take it. I think youll have to go back to Earth.
No! He sat up
and almost immediately felt his eyes darken and Mars revolve twice around under
him. His nostrils dilated and he forced his lungs to drink in deep nothingness.
Ill be all right. Ive got to stay here!
They let him lie
gasping in horrid fishlike motions. And he thought, Air, air, air. Theyre
sending me back because of air. And he turned his head to look across the
Martian fields and hills. He brought them to focus, and the first thing he
noticed was that there were no trees, no trees at all, as far as you could look
in any direction. The land was down upon itself, a land of black loam, but
nothing on it, not even grass. Air, he thought, the thin stuff whistling in his
nostrils. Air, air. And on top of hills, or in their shadows, or even by little
creeks, not a tree and not a single green blade of grass. Of course! He felt
the answer came not from his mind, but his lungs and his throat. And the
thought was like a sudden gust of pure oxygen, raising him up. Trees and grass.
He looked down at his hands and turned them over. He would plant trees and
grass. That would be his job, to fight against the very thing that might
prevent his staying here. He would have a private horticultural war with Mars.
There lay the old soil, and the plants of it so ancient they had worn
themselves out. But what if new forms were introduced? Earth trees, great
mimosas and weeping willows and magnolias and magnificent eucalyptus. What then?
There was no guessing what mineral wealth hid in the soil, untapped because the
old ferns, flowers, bushes, and trees had tired themselves to death.
Let me up! he
shouted. Ive got to see the Co-ordinator!
He and the Co-ordinator
had talked an entire morning about things that grew and were green. It would be
months, if not years, before organized planting began. So far, frosted food was
brought from Earth in flying icicles; a few community gardens were greening up
in hydroponic plants.
Meanwhile, said
the Co-ordinator, its your job. Well get what seed we can for you, a little
equipment. Space on the rockets is mighty precious now. Im afraid, since these
first towns are mining communities, there wont be much sympathy for your tree
planting
But youll let
me do it?
They let him do
it. Provided with a single motorcycle, its bin full of rich seeds and sprouts,
he had parked his vehicle in the valley wilderness and struck out on foot over
the land.
That had been thirty
days ago, and he had never glanced back. For looking back would have been
sickening to the heart. The weather was excessively dry; it was doubtful if any
seeds had sprouted yet. Perhaps his entire campaign, his four weeks of bending
and scooping were lost. He kept his eyes only ahead of him, going on down this
wide shallow valley under the sun, away from First Town, waiting for the rains
to come.
Clouds were
gathering over the dry mountains now as he drew his blanket over his shoulders.
Mars was a place as unpredictable as time. He felt the baked hills simmering
down into frosty night, and he thought of the rich, inky soil, a soil so black
and shiny it almost crawled and stirred in your fist, a rank soil from which
might sprout gigantic beanstalks from which, with bone-shaking concussion,
might drop screaming giants.
The fire
fluttered into sleepy ash. The air tremored to the distant roll of a cartwheel.
Thunder. A sudden odor of water. Tonight, he thought, and put his hand out to
feel for rain. Tonight.
He awoke to a tap
on his brow.
Water ran down
his nose into his lips. Another drop hit his eye, blurring it, Another splashed
his chin.
The rain.
Raw, gentle, and
easy, it mizzled out of the high air, a special elixir, tasting of spells and
stars and air, carrying a peppery dust in it, and moving like a rare light
sherry on his tongue.
Rain.
He sat up. He let
the blanket fall and his blue denim shirt spot, while the rain took on more
solid drops. The fire looked as though an invisible animal were dancing on it,
crushing it, until it was angry smoke. The rain fell. The great black lid of
sky cracked in six powdery blue chips, like a marvelous crackled glaze, and
rushed down. He saw ten billion rain crystals, hesitating long enough to be
photographed by the electrical display. Then darkness and water.
He was drenched
to the skin, but he held his face up and let the water hit his eyelids,
laughing. He clapped his hands together and stepped up and walked around his
little camp, and it was one oclock in the morning.
It rained
steadily for two hours and then stopped. The stars came out, freshly washed and
clearer than ever.
Changing into dry
clothes from his cellophane pack, Mr. Benjamin Driscoll lay down and went
happily to sleep.
The sun rose
slowly among the hills. It broke out upon the land quietly and wakened Mr.
Driscoll where he lay.
He waited a
moment before arising. He had worked and waited a long hot month, and now,
standing up, he turned at last and faced the direction from which he had come.
It was a green
morning.
As far as he
could see the trees were standing up against the sky. Not one tree, not two,
not a dozen, but the thousands he had planted in seed and sprout. And not
little trees, no, not saplings, not little tender shoots, but great trees, huge
trees, trees as tall as ten men, green and green and huge and round and full,
trees shimmering their metallic leaves, trees whispering, trees in a line over
hills, lemon trees, lime trees, redwoods and mimosas and oaks and elms and
aspens, cherry, maple, ash, apple, orange, eucalyptus, stung by a tumultuous
rain, nourished by alien and magical soil and, even as he watched, throwing out
new branches, popping open new buds.
Impossible!
cried Mr. Benjamin Driscoll.
But the valley
and the morning were green.
And the air!
All about, like a
moving current, a mountain river, came the new air, the oxygen blowing from the
green trees. You could see it shimmer high in crystal billows. Oxygen, fresh,
pure, green, cold oxygen turning the valley into a river delta. In a moment the
town doors would flip wide, people would run out through the new miracle of
oxygen, sniffing, gusting in lungfuls of it, cheeks pinking with it, noses
frozen with it, lungs revivified, hearts leaping, and worn bodies lifted into a
dance.
Mr. Benjamin
Driscoll took one long deep drink of green water air and fainted.
Before he woke
again five thousand new trees had climbed up into the yellow sun.
February 2002:
THE LOCUSTS
The rockets set the
bony meadows afire, turned rock to lava, turned wood to charcoal, transmitted
water to steam, made sand and silica into green glass which lay like shattered
mirrors reflecting the invasion, all about. The rockets came like drums,
beating in the night. The rockets came like locusts, swarming and settling in
blooms of rosy smoke. And from the rockets ran men with hammers in their hands
to beat the strange world into a shape that was familiar to the eye, to
bludgeon away all the strangeness, their mouths fringed with nails so they
resembled steel-toothed carnivores, spitting them into their swift hands as
they hammered up frame cottages and scuttled over roofs with shingles to blot
out the eerie stars, and fit green shades to pull against the night. And when
the carpenters had hurried on, the women came in with flowerpots and chintz and
pans and set up a kitchen clamor to cover the silence that Mars made waiting
outside the door and the shaded window.
In six months a
dozen small towns had been laid down upon the naked planet, filled with
sizzling neon tubes and yellow electric bulbs. In all, some ninety thousand
people came to Mars, and more, on Earth, were packing their grips . . .
August 2002:
NIGHT MEETING
Before going up
into the blue hills, Tomás Gomez stopped for gasoline at the lonely
station.
Kind of alone
out here, arent you, Pop? said Tomás.
The old man wiped
off the windshield of the small truck. Not bad.
How do you like
Mars, Pop?
Fine. Always
something new. I made up my mind when I came here last year I wouldnt expect
nothing, nor ask nothing, nor be surprised at nothing. Weve got to forget
Earth and how things were. Weve got to look at what were in here, and how
different it is. I get a hell of a lot of fun out of just the weather here.
Its Martian weather. Hot as hell daytimes, cold as hell nights. I get a big
kick out of the different flowers and different rain. I came to Mars to retire
and I wanted to retire in a place where everything is different. An old man
needs to have things different. Young people dont want to talk to him, other
old people bore hell out of him. So I thought the best thing for me is a place
so different that all you got to do is open your eyes and youre entertained. I
got this gas station. If business picks up too much, Ill move on back to some
other old highway thats not so busy, where I can earn just enough to live on
and still have time to feel the different things here.
You got the
right idea, Pop, said Tomás, his brown hands idly on the wheel. He was
feeling good. He had been working in one of the new colonies for ten days
straight and now he had two days off and was on his way to a party.
Im not
surprised at anything any more, said the old man. Im just looking. Im just
experiencing. If you cant take Mars for what she is, you might as well go back
to Earth. Everythings crazy up here, the soil, the air, the canals, the
natives (I never saw any yet, but I hear theyre around), the clocks. Even my
clock acts funny. Even time is crazy up here. Sometimes I feel Im here all by
myself, no one else on the whole damn planet. Id take bets on it. Sometimes I
feel about eight years old, my body squeezed up and everything else tall.
Jesus, its just the place for an old man. Keeps me alert and keeps me happy.
You know what Mars is? Its like a thing I got for Christmas seventy years
agodont know if you ever had onethey called them kaleidoscopes, bits of
crystal and cloth and beads and pretty junk. You held it up to the sunlight and
looked in through at it, and it took your breath away. All the patterns! Well,
thats Mars. Enjoy it. Dont ask it to be nothing else but what it is. Jesus,
you know that highway right there, built by the Martians, is over sixteen
centuries old and still in good condition? Thats one dollar and fifty cents,
thanks and good night.
Tomás
drove off down the ancient highway, laughing quietly.
It was a long
road going into darkness and hills and he held to the wheel, now and again
reaching into his lunch bucket and taking out a piece of candy. He had been
driving steadily for an hour, with no other car on the road, no light, just the
road going under, the hum, the roar, and Mars out there, so quiet. Mars was
always quiet, but quieter tonight than any other. The deserts and empty seas
swung by him, and the mountains against the stars.
There was a smell
of Time in the air tonight. He smiled and turned the fancy in his mind. There
was a thought. What did Time smell like? Like dust and clocks and people. And
if you wondered what Time sounded like it sounded like water running in a dark
cave and voices crying and dirt dropping down upon hollow box lids, and rain.
And, going further, what did Time look like? Time looked like snow dropping
silently into a black room or it looked like a silent film in an ancient
theater, one hundred billion faces falling like those New Year balloons, down
and down into nothing. That was how Time smelled and looked and sounded. And
tonightTomás shoved a hand into the wind outside the trucktonight you
could almost touch Time.
He drove the
truck between hills of Time. His neck prickled and he sat up, watching ahead.
He pulled into a
little dead Martian town, stopped the engine, and let the silence come in
around him. He sat, not breathing, looking out at the white buildings in the
moonlight. Uninhabited for centuries. Perfect, faultless, in ruins, yes, but
perfect, nevertheless.
He started the
engine and drove on another mile or more before stopping again, climbing out,
carrying his lunch bucket, and walking to a little promontory where he could
look back at that dusty city. He opened his thermos and poured himself a cup of
coffee. A night bird flew by. He felt very good, very much at peace.
Perhaps five
minutes later there was a sound. Off in the hills, where the ancient highway
curved, there was a motion, a dim light, and then a murmur.
Tomás
turned slowly with the coffee cup in his hand.
And out of the
hills came a strange thing.
It was a machine
like a jade-green insect, a praying mantis, delicately rushing through the cold
air, indistinct, countless green diamonds winking over its body, and red jewels
that glittered with multifaceted eyes. Its six legs fell upon the ancient
highway with the sounds of a sparse rain which dwindled away, and from the back
of the machine a Martian with melted gold for eyes looked down at Tomás
as if he were looking into a well.
Tomás
raised his hand and thought Hello! automatically but did not move his lips, for
this was a Martian. But Tomás had swum in blue rivers on Earth, with strangers
passing on the road, and eaten in strange houses with strange people, and his
weapon had always been his smile. He did not carry a gun. And he did not feel
the need of one now, even with the little fear that gathered about his heart at
this moment
The Martians
hands were empty too. For a moment they looked across the cool air at each
other.
It was Tomis who
moved first.
Hello! he
called.
Hello! called
the Martian in his own language.
They did not
understand each other.
Did you say hello?
they both asked.
What did you
say? they said, each in a different tongue.
They scowled.
Who are you?
said Tomás in English.
What are you
doing here? In Martian; the strangers lips moved.
Where are you
going? they said, and looked bewildered.
Im Tomás
Gomez.
Im Muhe Ca.
Neither
understood, but they tapped their chests with the words and then it became
clear.
And then the
Martian laughed. Wait! Tomás felt his head touched, but no hand had
touched him. There! said the Martian in English. That is better!
You learned my
language, so quick!
Nothing at all!
They looked,
embarrassed with a new silence, at the steaming coffee he had in one hand.
Something
different? said the Martian, eying him and the coffee, referring to them both,
perhaps.
May I offer you
a drink? said Tomás.
Please.
The Martian slid
down from his machine.
A second cup was
produced and filled, steaming. Tomás held it out.
Their hands met
andlike mistfell through each other.
Jesus Christ!
cried Tomás, and dropped the cup.
Name of the
gods! said the Martian in his own tongue.
Did you see what
happened? they both whispered.
They were very
cold and terrified.
The Martian bent
to touch the cup but could not touch it.
Jesus! said
Tomás.
Indeed. The
Martian tried again and again to get hold of the cup, but could not. He stood
up and thought for a moment, then took a knife from his belt. Hey! cried
Tomás. You misunderstand, catch! said the Martian, and tossed it.
Tomás cupped his hands. The knife fell through his flesh. It hit the
ground. Tomás bent to pick it up but could not touch it, and he
recoiled, shivering.
Now he looked at
the Martian against the sky.
The stars! he
said.
The stars! said
the Martian, looking, in turn, at Tomás.
The stars were white
and sharp beyond the flesh of the Martian, and they were sewn into his flesh
like scintillas swallowed into the thin, phosphorescent membrane of a
gelatinous sea fish. You could see stars flickering like violet eyes in the
Martians stomach and chest, and through his wrists, like jewelry.
I can see
through you! said Tomás.
And I through
you! said the Martian, stepping back.
Tomás felt
of his own body and, feeling the warmth, was reassured. I am real, he thought
The Martian
touched his own nose and lips. I have flesh, he said, half aloud. I am
alive.
Tomás
stared at the stranger. And if I am real, then you must be dead.
No, you!
A ghost!
A phantom!
They pointed at
each other, with starlight burning in their limbs like daggers and icicles and
fireflies, and then fell to judging their limbs again, each finding himself
intact, hot, excited, stunned, awed, and the other, ah yes, that other over
there, unreal, a ghostly prism flashing the accumulated light of distant
worlds.
Im drunk,
thought Tomás. I wont tell anyone of this tomorrow, no, no.
They stood there
on the ancient highway, neither of them moving.
Where are you
from? asked the Martian at last.
Earth.
What is that?
There.
Tomás nodded to the sky.
When?
We landed over a
year ago, remember?
No.
And all of you
were dead, all but a few. Youre rare, dont you know that?
Thats not
true.
Yes, dead. I saw
the bodies. Black, in the rooms, in the houses, dead. Thousands of them.
Thats
ridiculous. Were alive!
Mister, youre
invaded, only you dont know it. You must have escaped.
I havent
escaped; there was nothing to escape. What do you mean? Im on my way to a
festival now at the canal, near the Eniall Mountains. I was there last night.
Dont you see the city there? The Martian pointed.
Tomás
looked and saw the ruins. Why, that citys been dead thousands of years.
The Martian
laughed. Dead. I slept there yesterday!
And I was in it
a week ago and the week before that, and I just drove through it now, and its a
heap. See the broken pillars?
Broken? Why, I
see them perfectly. The moonlight helps. And the pillars are upright.
Theres dust in
the streets, said Tomás.
The streets are
clean!
The canals are
empty right there.
The canals are
full of lavender wine!
Its dead.
Its alive!
protested the Martian, laughing more now. Oh, youre quite wrong. See all the
carnival lights? There are beautiful boats as slim as women, beautiful women as
slim as boats, women the color of sand, women with fire flowers in their hands.
I can see them, small, running in the streets there. Thats where Im going
now, to the festival; well float on the waters all night long; well sing,
well drink, well make love, Cant you see it?
Mister, that
city is dead as a dried lizard. Ask any of our party. Me, Im on my way to
Green City tonight; thats the new colony we just raised over near Illinois
Highway. Youre mixed up. We brought in a million board feet of Oregon lumber
and a couple dozen tons of good steel nails and hammered together two of the
nicest little villages you ever saw. Tonight were warming one of them. A
couple rockets are coming in from Earth, bringing our wives and girl friends.
Therell be barn dances and whisky
The Martian was
now disquieted. You say it is over that way?
There are the
rockets. Tomás walked him to the edge of the hill and pointed down.
See?
No.
Damn it, there
they are! Those long silver things.
No.
Now Tomás
laughed. Youre blind!
I see very well.
You are the one who does not see.
But you see the
new town, dont you?
I see nothing
but an ocean, and water at low tide.
Mister, that
waters been evaporated for forty centuries.
Ah, now, now,
that is enough.
Its true, I
tell you.
The Martian grew
very serious. Tell me again. You do not see the city the way I describe it?
The pillars very white, the boats very slender, the festival lightsoh, I see
them clearly! And listen! I can hear them singing. Its no space away at all.
Tomás
listened and shook his head. No.
And I, on the
other hand, said the Martian, cannot see what you describe. Well.
Again.they were
cold. An ice was in their flesh.
Can it be . . .
?
What?
You say from
the sky'?
Earth.
Earth, a name, nothing,
said the Martian. But . . . as I came up the pass an hour ago. . . He touched
the back of his neck. I felt . . .
Cold?
Yes.
And now?
Cold again.
Oddly. There was a thing to the light, to the hills, the road, said the
Martian. I felt the strangeness, the road, the light, and for a moment I felt
as if I were the last man alive on this world . . .
So did I! said
Tomás, and it was like talking to an old and dear friend, confiding,
growing warm with the topic.
The Martian
closed his eyes and opened them again. This can only mean one thing. It has to
do with Time. Yes. You are a figment of the Past!
No, you are from
the Past, said the Earth Man, having had time to think of it now.
You are so
certain. How can you prove who is from the Past, who from the Future? What year
is it?
Two thousand and
one!
What does that
mean to me?
Tomás
considered and shrugged. Nothing.
It is as if I
told you that it is the year 4462853 S.E.C. It is nothing and more than
nothing! Where is the clock to show us how the stars stand?
But the ruins
prove it! They prove that I am the Future, I am alive, you are dead!
Everything in me
denies this. My heart beats, my stomach hungers, my mouth thirsts. No, no, not
dead, not alive, either of us. More alive than anything else. Caught between is
more like it. Two strangers passing in the night, that is it. Two strangers
passing. Ruins, you say?
Yes. Youre
afraid?
Who wants to see
the Future, who ever does? A man can face the Past, but to thinkthe pillars
crumbled, you say? And the sea empty, and the canals dry, and the maidens dead,
and the flowers withered? The Martian was silent, but then he looked on ahead.
But there they are. I see them. Isnt that enough for me? They wait for me
now, no matter what you say.
And for
Tomás the rockets, far away, waiting for him, and the town and the women
from Earth. We can never agree, he said.
Let us agree to
disagree, said the Martian. What does it matter who is Past or Future, if we
are both alive, for what follows will follow, tomorrow or in ten thousand
years. How do you know that those temples are not the temples of your own
civilization one hundred centuries from now, tumbled and broken? You do not
know. Then dont ask. But the night is very short. There go the festival fires
in the sky, and the birds.
Tomãs put
out his hand. The Martian did likewise in imitation.
Their hands did
not touch; they melted through each other.
Will we meet
again?
Who knows?
Perhaps some other night.
Id like to go
with you to that festival.
And I wish I
might come to your new town, to see this ship you speak of, to see these men,
to hear all that has happened.
Good-by, said
Tomás.
Good night.
The Martian rode
his green metal vehicle quietly away into the hills, The Earth Man turned his
truck and drove it silently in the opposite direction.
Good lord, what
a dream that was, sighed Tomás, his hands on the wheel, thinking of the
rockets, the women, the raw whisky, the Virginia reels, the party.
How strange a vision
was that, thought the Martian, rushing on, thinking of the festival, the
canals, the boats, the women with golden eyes, and the songs.
The night was
dark. The moons had gone down. Starlight twinkled on the empty highway where
now there was not a sound, no car, no person, nothing. And it remained that way
all the rest of the cool dark night.
October 2002: THE
SHORE
Mars was a
distant shore, and the men spread upon it in waves. Each wave different, and
each wave stronger. The first wave carried with it men accustomed to spaces and
coldness and being alone, the coyote and cattlemen, with no fat on them, with
faces the years had worn the flesh off, with eyes like nailheads, and hands
like the material of old gloves, ready to touch anything. Mars could do nothing
to them, for they were bred to plains and prairies as open as the Martian
fields. They came and made things a little less empty, so that others would
find courage to follow. They put panes in hollow windows and lights behind the
panes.
They were the
first men.
Everyone knew who
the first women would be.
The second men
should have traveled from other countries with other accents and other ideas.
But the rockets were American and the men were American and it stayed that way,
while Europe and Asia and South America and Australia and the islands watched
the Roman candles leave them behind. The rest of the world was buried in war or
the thoughts of war.
So the second men
were Americans also. And they came from the cabbage tenements and subways, and
they found much rest and vacation in the company of silent men from the
tumbleweed states who knew how to use silences so they filled you up with peace
after long years crushed in tubes, tins and boxes in New York.
And among the
second men were men who looked, by their eyes, as if they were on their way to
God . . .
February 2003:
INTERIM
They brought in
fifteen thousand lumber feet of Oregon pine to build Tenth City, and
seventy-nine thousand feet of California redwood and they hammered together a
clean, neat little town by the edge of the stone canals. On Sunday nights you
could see red, blue, and green stained-glass light in the churches and hear the
voices singing the numbered hymns. We will now sing 79. We will now sing 94.
And in certain houses you heard the hard clatter of a typewriter, the novelist
at work; or the scratch of a pen, the poet at work; or no sound at all, the
former beachcomber at work. It was as if, in many ways, a great earthquake had
shaken loose the roots and cellars of an Iowa town, and then, in an instant, a
whirlwind twister of Oz-like proportions had carried the entire town off to
Mars to set it down without a bump.
April 2003: THE
MUSICIANS
The boys would
hike far out into the Martian country. They carried odorous paper bags into
which from time to time upon the long walk they would insert their noses to
inhale the rich smell of the ham and mayonnaised pickles, and to listen to the
liquid gurgle of the orange soda in the warming bottles. Swinging their grocery
bags full of clean watery green onions and odorous liverwurst and red catsup
and white bread, they would dare each other on past the limits set by their
stem mothers. They would run, yelling:
First one there
gets to kick!
They biked in
summer, autumn, or winter. Autumn was most fun, because then they imagined,
like on Earth, they were scuttering through autumn leaves.
They would come
like a scatter of jackstones on the marble flats beside the canals, the
candy-cheeked boys with blue-agate eyes, panting onion-tainted commands to each
other. For now that they had reached the dead, forbidden town it was no longer
a matter of Last one theres a girl! or First one gets to play Musician!
Now the dead towns doors lay wide and they thought they could hear the
faintest crackle, like autumn leaves, from inside. They would hush themselves
forward, by each others elbows, carrying sticks, remembering their parents had
told them, Not there! No, to none of the old towns! Watch where you hike.
Youll get the beating of your life when you come home. Well check your
shoes!
And there they
stood in the dead city, a heap of boys, their hiking lunches half devoured,
daring each other in shrieky whispers.
Here goes
nothing! And suddenly one of them took off, into the nearest stone house,
through the door, across the living room, and into the bedroom where, without
half looking, he would kick about, thrash his feet, and the black leaves would
fly through the air, brittle, thin as tissue cut from midnight sky. Behind him
would race six others, and the first boy there would be the Musician, playing
the white xylophone bones beneath the outer covering of black flakes. A great
skull would roll to view, like a snowball; they shouted! Ribs, like spider
legs, plangent as a dull harp, and then the black flakes of mortality blowing
all about them in their scuffling dance; the boys pushed and heaved and fell in
the leaves, in the death that had turned the dead to flakes and dryness, into a
game played by boys whose stomachs gurgled with orange pop.
And then out of
one house into another, into seventeen houses, mindful that each of the towns
in its turn was being burned clean of its horrors by the Firemen, antiseptic
warriors with shovels and bins, shoveling away at the ebony tatters and
peppermint-stick bones, slowly but assuredly separating the terrible from the
normal; so they must play very hard, these boys, the Firemen would soon be
here!
Then, luminous
with sweat, they gnashed at their last sandwiches. With a final kick, a final marimba
concert, a final autumnal lunge through leaf stacks, they went home.
Their mothers
examined their shoes for black flakelets which, when discovered, resulted in
scalding baths and fatherly beatings.
By the years end
the Firemen had raked the autumn leaves and white xylophones away, and it was
no more fun.
June 2003: WAY IN
THE MIDDLE OF THE AIR
Did you hear
about it?
About what?
The niggers, the
niggers!
What about em?
Them leaving,
pulling out, going away; did you hear?
What you mean,
pulling out? How can they do that?
They can, they
will, they are.
Just a couple?
Every single one
here in the South!
No.
Yes!
I got to see
that. I dont believe it. Where they going Africa?
A silence.
Mars.
You mean the
planet Mars?
Thats right.
The men stood up
in the hot shade of the hardware porch. Someone quit lighting a pipe. Somebody
else spat out into the hot dust of noon.
They cant
leave, they cant do that.
Theyre doing
it, anyways.
Whered you hear
this?
Its everywhere,
on the radio a minute ago, just come through.
Like a series of
dusty statues, the men came to life.
Samuel Teece, the
hardware proprietor, laughed uneasily. I wondered what happened to Silly. I sent
him on my bike an hour ago. He aint come back from Mrs. Bordmans yet. You
think that black fool just pedaled off to Mars?
The men snorted.
All I say is, he
better bring back my bike. I dont take stealing from no one, by God.
Listen!
The men collided
irritably with each other, turning.
Far up the street
the levee seemed to have broken. The black warm waters descended and engulfed
the town. Between the blazing white banks of the town stores, among the tree
silences, a black tide flowed. Like a kind of summer molasses, it poured
turgidly forth upon the cinnamon-dusty road. It surged slow, slow, and it was
men and women and horses and barking dogs, and it was little boys and girls.
And from the mouths of the people partaking of this tide came the sound of a
river. A summer-day river going somewhere, murmuring and irrevocable. And in
that slow, steady channel of darkness that cut across the white glare of day
were touches of alert white, the eyes, the ivory eyes staring ahead, glancing
aside, as the river, the long and endless river, took itself from old channels
into a new one. From various and uncountable tributaries, in creeks and brooks
of color and motion, the parts of this river had joined, become one mother
current, and flowed on. And brimming the swell were things carried by the
river: grandfather clocks chiming, kitchen clocks ticking, caged hens
screaming, babies wailing; and swimming among the thickened eddies were mules
and cats, and sudden excursions of burst mattress springs floating by, insane
hair stuffing sticking out, and boxes and crates and pictures of dark
grandfathers in oak frames the river flowing it on while the men sat like
nervous hounds on the hardware porch, too late to mend the levee, their hands
empty.
Samuel Teece
wouldnt believe it. Why, hell, whered they get the transportation? How they
goin to get to Mars?
Rockets, said
Grandpa Quartermain.
All the
damn-fool things. Whered they get rockets?
Saved their
money and built them.
I never heard
about it.
Seems these
niggers kept it secret, worked on the rockets all themselves, dont know
wherein Africa, maybe.
Could they do
that? demanded Samuel Teece, pacing about the porch. Aint there a law?
It aint as if
theyre declarin war, said Grandpa quietly.
Where do they
get off, God damn it, workin in secret, plottin'? shouted Teece.
Schedule is for
all this towns niggers to gather out by Loon Lake. Rockets be there at one
oclock, pick em up, take em to Mars.
Telephone the
governor, call out the militia, cried Teece. They shouldve given notice!
Here comes your
woman, Teece.
The men turned
again.
As they watched,
down the hot road in the windless light first one white woman and then another
arrived, all of them with stunned faces, all of them rustling like ancient
papers. Some of them were crying, some were stern. All came to find their
husbands. They pushed through barroom swing doors, vanishing. They entered
cool, quiet groceries. They went in at drug shops and garages. And one of them,
Mrs. Clara Teece, came to stand in the dust by the hardware porch, blinking up
at her stiff and angry husband as the black river flowed full behind her.
Its Lucinda,
Pa; you got to come home!
Im not comin
home for no damn darkie!
Shes leaving.
Whatll I do without her?
Fetch for
yourself, maybe. I wont get down on my knees to stop her.
But shes like a
family member, Mrs. Teece moaned.
Dont shout! I
wont have you blubberin in public this way about no goddamn
His wifes small
sob stopped him. She dabbed at her eyes. I kept telling her, Lucinda, I
said, you stay on and I raise your pay, and you get two nights off a week, if
you want, but she just looked set! I never seen her so set, and I said, dont
you love me, Lucinda? and she said yes, but she had to go because thats the
way it was, is all. She cleaned the house and dusted it and put luncheon on the
table and then she went to the parlor door andand stood there with two
bundles, one by each foot, and shook my hand and said, Good-by, Mrs. Teece.
And she went out the door. And there was her luncheon on the table, and all of
us too upset to even eat it. Its still there now, I know; last time I looked
it was getting cold.
Teece almost
struck her. God damn it, Mrs. Teece, you get the hell home. Standin there
makin a sight of yourself!
But, Pa . . .
He strode away
into the hot dimness of the store. He came back out a few seconds later with a
silver pistol in his hand.
His wife was
gone.
The river flowed black
between the buildings, with a rustle and a creak and a constant whispering
shuffle. It was a very quiet thing, with a great certainty to it; no laughter,
no wildness, just a steady, decided, and ceaseless flow.
Teece sat on the
edge of his hardwood chair. If one of em so much as laughs, by Christ, Ill
kill em.
The men waited.
The river passed
quietly in the dreamful noon.
Looks like you
goin to have to hoe your own turnips, Sam, Grandpa chuckled.
Im not bad at
shootin white folks neither. Teece didnt look at Grandpa. Grandpa turned his
head away and shut up his mouth.
Hold on there!
Samuel Teece leaped off the porch. He reached up and seized the reins of a
horse ridden by a tall Negro man. You, Belter, come down off there!
Yes, sir. Belter
slid down.
Teece looked him
over. Now, just what you think youre doin'?
Well, Mr. Teece
. . .
I reckon you
think youre goin', just like that songwhats the words? Way up in the middle
of the air'; aint that it?
Yes, sir. The
Negro waited.
You recollect
you owe me fifty dollars, Belter?
Yes, sir.
You tryin to
sneak out? By God, Ill horsewhip you!
All the
excitement, and it slipped my mind, sir.
It slipped his
mind. Teece gave a vicious wink at his men on the hardware porch. God damn,
mister, you know what youre goin to do?
No, sir.
Youre stayin
here to work out that fifty bucks, or my name aint Samuel W. Teece. He turned
again to smile confidently at the men in the shade.
Belter looked at
the river going along the street, that dark river flowing and flowing between
the shops, the dark river on wheels and horses and in dusty shoes, the dark
river from which he had been snatched on his journey. He began to shiver. Let
me go, Mr. Teece. Ill send your money from up there, I promise!
Listen, Belter.
Teece grasped the mans suspenders like two harp strings, playing them now and
again, contemptuously, snorting at the sky, pointing one bony finger straight
at God. Belter, you know anything about whats up there?
What they tells
me.
What they tells
him! Christ! Hear that? What they tells him! He swung the mans weight by his
suspenders, idly, ever so casual, flicking a finger in the black face. Belter,
you fly up and up like a July Fourth rocket, and bang! There you are, cinders,
spread all over space. Them crackpot scientists, they dont know nothin', they
kill you all off!
I dont care.
Glad to hear
that. Because you know whats up on that planet Mars? Theres monsters with big
raw eyes like mushrooms! You seen them pictures on those future magazines you
buy at the drugstore for a dime, aint you? Well! Them monsters jump up and
suck marrow from your bones!
I dont care,
dont care at all, dont care. Belter watched the parade slide by, leaving
him. Sweat lay on his dark brow. He seemed about to collapse.
And its cold up
there; no air, you fall down, jerk like a fish, gaspin', dyin', stranglin',
stranglin and dyin'. You like that?
Lots of things I
dont like, sir. Please, sir, let me go. Im late.
Ill let you go
when Im ready to let you go. Well just talk here polite until I say you can
leave, and you know it damn well. You want to travel, do you? Well, Mister Way
up in the Middle of the Air, you get the hell home and work out that fifty
bucks you owe me! Take you two months to do that!
But if I work it
out, Ill miss the rocket, sir!
Aint that a
shame now? Teece tried to look sad.
I give you my
horse, sir.
Horse aint
legal tender. You dont move until I get my money. Teece laughed inside. He
felt very warm and good.
A small crowd of
dark people had gathered to hear all this. Now as Belter stood, head down,
trembling, an old man stepped forward.
Mister?
Teece flashed him
a quick look. Well?
How much this
man owe you, mister?
None of your
damn business!
The old man
looked at Belter. How much, son?
Fifty dollars.
The old man put
out his black hands at the people around him, Theres twenty-five of you. Each
give two dollars; quick now, this no time for argument.
Here, now! cried
Teece, stiffening up, tall, tall.
The money
appeared. The old man fingered it into his hat and gave the hat to Belter.
Son, he said, you aint missin no rocket.
Belter smiled
into the hat. No, sir, I guess I aint!
Teece shouted:
You give that money back to them!
Belter bowed
respectfully, handing the money over, and when Teece would not touch it he set
it down in the dust at Teeces feet. Theres your money, sir, he said. Thank
you kindly. Smiling, he gained the saddle of his horse and whipped his horse
along, thanking the old man, who rode with him now until they were out of sight
and hearing.
Son of a bitch,
whispered Teece, staring blind at the sun. Son of a bitch.
Pick up the
money, Samuel, said someone from the porch.
It was happening
all along the way. Little white boys, barefoot, dashed up with the news. Them
that has helps them that hasnt! And that way they all get free! Seen a rich
man give a poor man two hundred bucks to pay off some'un! Seen some'un else
give some'un else ten bucks, five bucks, sixteen, lots of that, all over,
everybody!
The white men sat
with sour water in their mouths. Their eyes were almost puffed shut, as if they
had been struck in their faces by wind and sand and heat.
The rage was in
Samuel Teece. He climbed up on the porch and glared at the passing swarms. He
waved his gun. And after a while when he had to do something, he began to shout
at anyone, any Negro who looked up at him. Bang! Theres another rocket out in
space! he shouted so all could hear. Bang! By God! The dark heads didnt
flicker or pretend to hear, but their white eyes slid swiftly over and back.
Crash! All them rockets fallin'! Screamin', dyin'! Bang! God Almighty, Im
glad Im right here on old terra firma. As they says in that old joke, the more
firma, the less terra! Ha, ha!
Horses clopped
along, shuffling up dust. Wagons bumbled on ruined springs.
Bang! His voice
was lonely in the heat, trying to terrify the dust and the blazing sun sky.
Wham! Niggers all over space! Jerked outa rockets like so many minnows hit by
a meteor, by God! Space fulla meteors. You know that? Sure! Thick as buckshot;
powie! Shoot down them tin-can rockets like so many ducks, so many clay pipes!
Ole sardine cans full of black cod! Bangin like a stringa ladyfingers, bang,
bang, bang! Ten thousand dead here, ten thousand there. Floatin in space,
around and around earth, ever and ever, cold and way out, Lord! You hear that,
you there!
Silence. The
river was broad and continuous. Having entered all cotton shacks during the
hour, having flooded all the valuables out, it was now carrying the clocks and
the washboards, the silk bolts and curtain rods on down to some distant black
sea.
High tide passed.
It was two oclock. Low tide came. Soon the river was dried up, the town
silent, the dust settling in a film on the stores, the seated men, the tall hot
trees.
Silence.
The men on the
porch listened.
Hearing nothing,
they extended their thoughts and their imaginations out and into the surrounding
meadows. In the early morning the land had been filled with its usual
concoctions of sound. Here and there, with stubborn persistence to custom,
there had been voices singing, the honey laughter under the mimosa branches,
the pickaninnies rushing in clear water laughter at the creek, movements and
bendings in the fields, jokes and shouts of amusement from the shingle shacks
covered with fresh green vine.
Now it was as if
a great wind had washed the land clean of sounds. There was nothing. Skeleton
doors hung open on leather hinges. Rubber-tire swings hung in the silent air,
uninhibited. The washing rocks at the river were empty, and the watermelon
patches, if any, were left alone to heat their hidden liquors in the sun.
Spiders started building new webs in abandoned huts; dust started to sift in
from unpatched roofs in golden spicules. Here and there a fire, forgotten in
the last rush, lingered and in a sudden access of strength fed upon the dry
bones of some littered shack. The sound of a gentle feeding burn went up
through the silenced air.
The men sat on
the hardware porch, not blinking or swallowing.
I cant figure
why they left now. With things lookin up. I mean, every day they got more
rights. What they want, anyway? Heres the poll tax gone, and more and more
states passin anti-lynchin bills, and all kinds of equal rights. What more
they want? They make almost as good money as a white man, but there they go.
Far down the
empty street a bicycle came.
Ill be
goddamned. Teece, here comes your Silly now.
The bicycle
pulled up before the porch, a seventeen-year-old colored boy on it, all arms
and feet and long legs and round watermelon head. He looked up at Samuel Teece
and smiled.
So you got a
guilty conscience and came back, said Teece.
No, sir, I just
brought the bicycle.
Whats wrong,
couldnt get it on the rocket?
That wasnt it,
sir.
Dont tell me
what it was! Get off, youre not goin to steal my property! He gave the boy a
push. The bicycle fell. Get inside and start cleaning the brass.
Beg pardon? The
boys eyes widened.
You heard what I
said. Theres guns need unpacking there, and a crate of nails just come from
Natchez
Mr. Teece.
And a box of
hammers need fixin'
Mr. Teece, sir?
You still
standin there! Teece glared.
Mr. Teece, you
dont mind I take the day off, he said apologetically.
And tomorrow and
day after tomorrow and the day after the day after that, said Teece.
Im afraid so,
sir.
You should be
afraid, boy. Come here. He marched the boy across the porch and drew a paper
out of a desk. Remember this?
Sir?
Its your
workin paper. You signed it, theres your X right there, aint it? Answer me.
I didnt sign
that, Mr. Teece. The boy trembled. Anyone can make an X.
Listen to this,
Silly. Contract: I will work for Mr. Samuel Teece two years, starting July 15,
2001, and if intending to leave will give four weeks notice and continue
working until my position is filled. There. Teece slapped the paper, his eyes
glittering. You cause trouble, well take it to court.
I cant do
that, wailed the boy, tears starting to roll down his face, If I dont go
today, I dont go.
I know just how
you feel, Silly; yes, sir, I sympathize with you, boy. But well treat you good
and give you good food, boy. Now you just get inside and start working and
forget all about that nonsense, eh, Silly? Sure. Teece grinned and patted the
boys shoulder.
The boy turned
and looked at the old men sitting on the porch. He could hardly see now for his
tears. Maybemaybe one of these gentlemen here . . . The men looked up in the
hot, uneasy shadows, looking first at the boy and then at Teece.
You meanin to
say you think a white man should take your place, boy? asked Teece coldly.
Grandpa
Quartermain took his red hands off his knees. He looked out at the horizon
thoughtfully and said, Teece, what about me?
What?
Ill take
Sillys job.
The porch was
silent.
Teece balanced
himself in the air. Grandpa, he said warningly.
Let the boy go.
Ill clean the brass.
Would you, would
you, really? Silly ran over to Grandpa, laughing, tears on his cheeks,
unbelieving.
Sure.
Grandpa, said
Teece, keep your damn trap outa this.
Give the kid a
break, Teece.
Teece walked over
and seized the boys arm. Hes mine. Im lockin him in the back room until
tonight.
Dont, Mr.
Teece!
The boy began to
sob now. His crying filled the air of the porch. His eyes were tight. Far down
the street an old tin Ford was choking along, approaching, a last load of colored
people in it. Here comes my family, Mr. Teece, oh please, please, oh God,
please!
Teece, said one
of the other men on the porch, getting up, let him go.
Another man rose
also. That goes for me too.
And me, said
another.
Whats the use?
The men all talked now. Cut it out, Teece.
Let him go.
Teece felt for
his gun in his pocket. He saw the mens faces. He took his hand away and left
the gun in his pocket and said, So thats how it is?
Thats how it
is, someone said.
Teece let the boy
go. All right. Get out. He jerked his hand back in the store. But I hope you
dont think youre gonna leave any trash behind to clutter my store.
No, sir!
You clean
everything outa your shed in back; burn it.
Silly shook his
head. Ill take it with.
They wont let
you put it on that damn rocket.
Ill take it
with, insisted the boy softly.
He rushed back
through the hardware store. There were sounds of sweeping and cleaning out, and
a moment later he appeared, his hands full of tops and marbles and old dusty
kites and junk collected through the years. Just then the old tin Ford drove up
and Silly climbed in and the door slammed. Teece stood on the porch with a
bitter smile. What you goin to do up there?
Startin new, said
Silly. Gonna have my own hardware.
God damn it, you
been learnin my trade so you could run off and use it!
No, sir, I never
thought one day thisd happen, sir, but it did. I cant help it if I learned,
Mr. Teece.
I suppose you
got names for your rockets?
They looked at
their one clock on the dashboard of the car.
Yes, sir.
Like Elijah and
the Chariot, The Big Wheel and The Little Wheel, Faith, Hope, and Charity, eh?
We got names for the ships, Mr. Teece.
God the Son and
the Holy Ghost, I wouldnt wonder? Say, boy, you got one named the First
Baptist Church?
We got to leave
now, Mr. Teece.
Teece laughed.
You got one named Swing Low, and another named Sweet Chariot?
The car started
up. Good-by, Mr. Teece.
You got one
named Roll Dem Bones?
Good-by,
mister!
And another
called Over Jordan! Ha! Well, tote that rocket, boy, lift that rocket, boy, go
on, get blown up, see if I care!
The car churned
off into the dust. The boy rose and cupped his hands to his mouth and shouted
one last time at Teece: Mr. Teece, Mr. Teece, what you goin to do nights from
now on? What you goin to do nights, Mr. Teece?
Silence. The car
faded down the road. It was gone. What in hell did he mean? mused Teece.
What am I goin to do nights?
He watched the
dust settle, and it suddenly came to him.
He remembered
nights when men drove to his house, their knees sticking up sharp and their
shotguns sticking up sharper, like a carful of cranes under the night trees of
summer, their eyes mean. Honking the horn and him slamming his door, a gun in
his hand, laughing to himself, his heart racing like a ten-year-olds, driving
off down the summer-night road, a ring of hemp rope coiled on the car floor,
fresh shell boxes making every mans coat look bunchy. How many nights over the
years, how many nights of the wind rushing in the car, flopping their hair over
their mean eyes, roaring, as they picked a tree, a good strong tree, and rapped
on a shanty door!
So thats what
the son of a bitch meant? Teece leaped out into the sunlight. Come back, you
bastard! What am I goin to do nights? Why, that lousy, insolent son of a . .
.
It was a good
question. He sickened and was empty. Yes. What will we do nights? he thought.
Now theyre gone, what? He was absolutely empty and numb.
He pulled the
pistol from his pocket, checked its load.
What you goin
to do, Sam? someone asked.
Kill that son of
a bitch.
Grandpa said,
Dont get yourself heated.
But Samuel Teece
was gone around behind the store. A moment later he drove out the drive in his
open-top car. Anyone comin with me?
Id like a
drive, said Grandpa, and got up.
Anyone else?
Nobody replied.
Grandpa got in
and slammed the door. Samuel Teece gutted the car out in a great whorl of dust.
They didnt speak as they rushed down the road under the bright sky. The heat
from the dry meadows was shimmering.
They stopped at a
crossroad. Which wayd they go, Grandpa?
Grandpa squinted.
Straight on ahead, I figure.
They went on.
Under the summer trees their car made a lonely sound. The road was empty, and
as they drove along they began to notice something. Teece slowed the car and
bent out, his yellow eyes fierce.
God damn it,
Grandpa, you see what them bastards did?
What? asked
Grandpa, and looked.
Where they had
been carefully set down and left, in neat bundles every few feet along the
empty country road, were old roller skates, a bandanna full of knicknacks, some
old shoes, a cartwheel, stacks of pants and coats and ancient hats, bits of oriental
crystal that had once tinkled in the wind, tin cans of pink geraniums, dishes
of waxed fruit, cartons of Confederate money, washtubs, scrubboards, wash
lines, soap, somebodys tricycle, someone elses hedge shears, a toy wagon, a
jack-in-the-box, a stained-glass window from the Negro Baptist Church, a whole
set of brake rims, inner tubes, mattresses, couches, rocking chairs, jars of
cold cream, hand mirrors. None of it flung down, no, but deposited gently and
with feeling, with decorum, upon the dusty edges of the road, as if a whole
city had walked here with hands full, at which time a great bronze trumpet had
sounded, the articles had been relinquished to the quiet dust, and one and all,
the inhabitants of the earth had fled straight up into the blue heavens.
Wouldnt burn
them, they said, cried Teece angrily. No, wouldnt burn them like I said, but
had to take them along and leave them where they could see them for the last
time, on the road, all together and whole. Them niggers think theyre smart.
He veered the car
wildly, mile after mile, down the road, tumbling, smashing, breaking,
scattering bundles of paper, jewel boxes, mirrors, chairs. There, by damn, and
there!
The front tire
gave a whistling cry. The car spilled crazily off the road into a ditch,
flinging Teece against the glass.
Son of a bitch!
He dusted himself off and stood out of the car, almost crying with rage.
He looked at the
silent, empty road. Well never catch them now, never, never. As far as he
could see there was nothing but bundles and stacks and more bundles neatly
placed like little abandoned shrines in the late day, in the warm-blowing wind.
Teece and Grandpa
came walking tiredly back to the hardware store an hour later. The men were
still sitting there, listening, and watching the sky. Just as Teece sat down
and eased his tight shoes off someone cried, Look!
Ill be damned
if I will, said Teece.
But the others
looked. And they saw the golden bobbins rising in the sky, far away. Leaving
flame behind, they vanished.
In the cotton
fields the wind blew idly among the snow dusters. In still farther meadows the
watermelons lay, unfingerprinted, striped like tortoise cats lying in the sun.
The men on the
porch sat down, looked at each other, looked at the yellow rope piled neat on
the store shelves, glanced at the gun shells glinting shiny brass in their
cartons, saw the silver pistols and long black metal shotguns hung high and
quiet in the shadows. Somebody put a straw in his mouth, Someone else drew a
figure in the dust.
Finally Samuel
Teece held his empty shoe up in triumph, turned it over, stared at it, and
said, Did you notice? Right up to the very last, by God, he said Mister'!
2004-05: THE
NAMING OF NAMES
They came to the
strange blue lands and put their names upon the lands. Here was Hinkston Creek
and Lustig Corners and Black River and Driscoll Forest and Peregrine Mountain
and Wilder Town, all the names of people and the things that the people did.
Here was the place where Martians killed the first Earth Men, and it was Red
Town and had to do with blood. And here where the second expedition was
destroyed, and it was named Second Try, and each of the other places where the
rocket men had set down their fiery caldrons to burn the land, the names were
left like cinders, and of course there was a Spender Hill and a Nathaniel York
Town . . .
The old Martian
names were names of water and air and hills. They were the names of snows that
emptied south in stone canals to fill the empty seas. And the names of sealed and
buried sorcerers and towers and obeisks. And the rockets struck at the names
like hammers, breaking away the marble into shale, shattering the crockery
milestones that named the old towns, in the rubble of which great pylons were
plunged with new names: IRON TOWN, STEEL TOWN, ALUMINUM CITY, ELECTRIC VILLAGE,
CORN TOWN, GRAIN VILLA, DETROIT II, all the mechanical names and the metal
names from Earth.
And after the
towns were built and named, the graveyards were built and named, too: Green
Hill, Moss Town, Boot Hill, Bide a Wee; and the first dead went into their
graves.
But after
everything was pinned down and neat and in its place, when everything was safe
and certain, when the towns were well enough fixed and the loneliness was at a
minimum, then the sophisticates came in from Earth. They came on parties and
vacations, on little shopping trips for trinkets and photographs and the
atmosphere; they came to study and apply sociological laws; they came with
stars and badges and rules and regulations, bringing some of the red tape that
had rawled across Earth like an alien weed, and letting it grow on Mars
wherever it could take root. They began to plan peoples lives and libraries;
they began to instruct and push about the very people who had come to Mars to
get away from being instructed and ruled and pushed about.
And it was
inevitable that some of these people pushed back . . .
April 2005: USHER
II
during the whole
of a dull, dark, and soundless day in the autumn of the year, when the clouds hung
oppressively low in the heavens, I had been passing alone, on horseback.
through a singularly dreary tract of country, and at length found myself, as
the shades of evening drew on, within view of the melancholy House of Usher . .
.
Mr. William
Stendahl paused in his quotation. There, upon a low black hill, stood the
House, its cornerstone bearing the inscription 2005 A.D.
Mr. Bigelow, the
architect, said, Its completed. Heres the key, Mr. Stendahl.
The two men stood
together silently in the quiet autumn afternoon. Blueprints rustled on the
raven grass at their feet.
The House of
Usher, said Mr. Stendahl with pleasure. Planned, built, bought, paid for.
Wouldnt Mr. Poe be delighted?
Mr. Bigelow
squinted. Is it everything you wanted, sir?
Yes!
Is the color
right? Is it desolate and terrible?
Very desolate,
very terrible!
The walls
arebleak?
Amazingly so!
The tarn, is it
black and lurid enough?
Most incredibly
black and lurid.
And the
sedgeweve dyed it, you knowis it the proper gray and ebon?
Hideous!
Mr. Bigelow
consulted his architectural plans. From these he quoted in part: Does the
whole structure cause an iciness, a sickening of the heart, a dreariness of
thought'? The House, the lake, the land, Mr. Stendahl?
Mr. Bigelow,
its worth every penny! My God, its beautiful!
Thank you. I had
to work in total ignorance. Thank the Lord you had your own private rockets or
wed never have been allowed to bring most of the equipment through. You
notice, its always twilight here, this land, always October, barren, sterile,
dead. It took a bit of doing. We killed everything. Ten thousand tons of DDT.
Not a snake, frog, or Martian fly left! Twilight always, Mr. Stendahl; Im
proud of that. There are machines, hidden, which blot out the sun. Its always
properly dreary.
Stendahl drank it
in, the dreariness, the oppression, the fetid vapors, the whole atmosphere,
so delicately contrived and fitted. And that House! That crumbling horror, that
evil lake, the fungi, the extensive decay! Plastic or otherwise, who could
guess?
He looked at the
autumn sky. Somewhere above, beyond, far off, was the sun. Somewhere it was the
month of April on the planet Mars, a yellow month with a blue sky. Somewhere
above, the rockets burned down to civilize a beautifully dead planet. The sound
of their screaming passage was muffled by this dim, soundproofed world, this
ancient autumn world.
Now that my
jobs done, said Mr. Bigelow uneasily, I feel free to ask what youre going
to do with all this.
With Usher?
Havent you guessed?
No.
Does the name
Usher mean nothing to you?
Nothing.
Well, what about
this name: Edgar Allan Poe?
Mr. Bigelow shook
his head.
Of course. Stendahl
snorted delicately, a combination of dismay and contempt. How could I expect
you to know blessed Mr. Poe? He died a long while ago, before Lincoln. All of
his books were burned in the Great Fire. Thats thirty years ago1975.
Ah, said Mr.
Bigelow wisely. One of those!
Yes, one of
those, Bigelow. He and Lovecraft and Hawthorne and Ambrose Bierce and all the
tales of terror and fantasy and horror and, for that matter, tales of the
future were burned. Heartlessly. They passed a law. Oh, it started very small.
In 1950 and 60 it was a grain of sand. They began by controlling books of
cartoons and then detective books and, of course, films, one way or another,
one group or another, political bias, religions prejudice, union pressures;
there was always a minority afraid of something, and a great majority afraid of
the dark, afraid of the future, afraid of the past, afraid of the present,
afraid of themselves and shadows of themselves.
I see.
Afraid of the
word politics (which eventually became a synonym for Communism among the more
reactionary elements, so I hear, and it was worth your life to use the word!),
and with a screw tightened here, a bolt fastened there, a push, a pull, a yank,
art and literature were soon like a great twine of taffy strung about, being
twisted in braids and tied in knots and thrown in all directions, until there
was no more resiliency and no more savor to it. Then the film cameras chopped
short and the theaters turned dark. and the print presses trickled down from a
great Niagara of reading matter to a mere innocuous dripping of pure
material. Oh, the word escape was radical, too, I tell you!
Was it?
It was! Every
man, they said, must face reality. Must face the Here and Now! Everything that
was not so must go. All the beautiful literary lies and flights of fancy must
be shot in mid-air. So they lined them up against a library wall one Sunday
morning thirty years ago, in 1975; they lined them up, St. Nicholas and the
Headless Horseman and Snow White and Rumpelstiltskin and Mother Gooseoh, what
a wailing!and shot them down, and burned the paper castles and the fairy frogs
and old kings and the people who lived happily ever after (for of course it was
a fact that nobody lived happily ever after!), and Once Upon A Time became No
More! And they spread the ashes of the Phantom Rickshaw with the rubble of the
Land of Oz; they filleted the bones of Glinda the Good and Ozma and shattered
Polychrome in a spectroscope and served Jack Pumpkinhead with meringue at the
Biologists Ball! The Beanstalk died in a bramble of red tape! Sleeping Beauty
awoke at the kiss of a scientist and expired at the fatal puncture of his
syringe. And they made Alice drink something from a bottle which reduced her to
a size where she could no longer cry Curiouser and curiouser, and they gave
the Looking Glass one hammer blow to smash it and every Red King and Oyster
away!
He clenched his
fists. Lord, how immediate it was! His face was red and he was gasping for
breath.
As for Mr.
Bigelow, he was astounded at this long explosion. He blinked and at last said,
Sorry. Dont know what youre talking about. Just names to me. From what I
hear, the Burning was a good thing.
Get out!
screamed Stendahl. Youve done your job, now let me alone, you idiot!
Mr. Bigelow
summoned his carpenters and went away.
Mr. Stendahl
stood alone before his House.
Listen here, he
said to the unseen rockets. I came to Mars to get away from you Clean-Minded
people, but youre flocking in thicker every day, like flies to offal. So Im
going to show you. Im going to teach you a fine lesson for what you did to Mr.
Poe on Earth. As of this day, beware. The House of Usher is open for business!
He pushed a fist
at the sky.
The rocket
landed. A man stepped out jauntily. He glanced at the House, and his gray eyes
were displeased and vexed. He strode across the moat to confront the small man
there.
Your name
Stendahl?
Yes.
Im Garrett,
Investigator of Moral Climates.
So you finally
got to Mars, you Moral Climate people? I wondered when youd appear.
We arrived last
week. Well soon have things as neat and tidy as Earth. The man waved an
identification card irritably toward the House. Suppose you tell me about that
place, Stendahl?
Its a haunted
castle, if you like.
I dont like.
Stendahl, I dont like. The sound of that word haunted.
Simple enough.
In this year of our Lord 2005 I have built a mechanical sanctuary. In it copper
bats fly on electronic beams, brass rats scuttle in plastic cellars, robot
skeletons dance; robot vampires, harlequins, wolves, and white phantoms,
compounded of chemical and ingenuity, live here.
Thats what I
was afraid of, said Garrett, smiling quietly. Im afraid were going to have
to tear your place down.
I knew youd
come out as soon as you discovered what went on.
Id have come
sooner, but we at Moral Climates wanted to be sure of your intentions before we
moved in. We can have the Dismantlers and Burning Crew here by supper. By
midnight your place will be razed to the cellar. Mr. Stendahl, I consider you
somewhat of a fool, sir. Spending hard-earned money on a folly. Why, it must
have cost you three million dollars
Four million!
But, Mr. Garrett, I inherited twenty-five million when very young. I can afford
to throw it about. Seems a dreadful shame, though, to have the House finished
only an hour and have you race out with your Dismantlers. Couldnt you possibly
let me play with my Toy for just, well, twenty-four hours?
You know the
law. Strict to the letter. No books, no houses, nothing to be produced which in
any way suggests ghosts, vampires, fairies, or any creature of the
imagination.
Youll be
burning Babbitts next!
Youve caused us
a lot of trouble, Mr. Stendahl. Its in the record. Twenty years ago. On Earth.
You and your library.
Yes, me and my
library. And a few others like me. Oh, Poes been forgotten for many years now,
and Oz and the other creatures. But I had my little cache. We had our
libraries, a few private citizens, until you sent your men around with torches
and incinerators and tore my fifty thousand books up and burned them. Just as
you put a stake through the heart of Halloween and told your film producers
that if they made anything at all they would have to make and remake Earnest
Hemingway. My God, how many times have I seen For Whom the Bell Tolls done!
Thirty different versions. All realistic. Oh, realism! Oh, here, oh, now, oh
hell!
It doesnt pay
to be bitter!
Mr. Garrett, you
must turn in a full report, mustnt you?
Yes.
Then, for
curiositys sake, youd better come in and look around. Itll take only a
minute.
All right. Lead
the way. And no tricks. Ive a gun with me.
The door to the
House of Usher creaked wide. A moist wind issued forth. There was an immense
sighing and moaning, like a subterranean bellows breathing in the lost
catacombs.
A rat pranced
across the floor stones. Garrett, crying out, gave it a kick. It fell over, the
rat did, and from its nylon fur streamed an incredible horde of metal fleas.
Amazing!
Garrett bent to see.
An old witch sat
in a niche, quivering her wax hands over some orange-and-blue tarot cards. She
jerked her head and hissed through her toothless mouth at Garrett, tapping her
greasy cards.
Death! she
cried.
Now thats the
sort of thing I mean, said Garrett. Deplorable!
Ill let you
burn her personally.
Will you,
really? Garrett was pleased. Then he frowned. I must say youre taking this
all so well.
It was enough
just to be able to create this place. To be able to say I did it. To say I
nurtured a medieval atmosphere in a modern, incredulous world.
Ive a somewhat
reluctant admiration for your genius myself, sir. Garrett watched a mist drift
by, whispering and whispering, shaped like a beautiful and nebulous woman. Down
a moist corridor a machine whirled. Like the stuff from a cotton-candy
centrifuge, mists sprang up and floated, murmuring, in the silent halls.
An ape appeared
out of nowhere.
Hold on! cried
Garrett.
Dont be
afraid, Stendahl tapped the animals black chest. A robot. Copper skeleton
and all, like the witch. See? He stroked the fur, and under it metal tubing
came to light.
Yes. Garrett
put out a timid hand to pet the thing. But why, Mr. Stendahl, why all this?
What obsessed you?
Bureaucracy, Mr.
Garrett. But I havent time to explain. The government will discover soon
enough. He nodded to the ape. All right. Now.
The ape killed
Mr. Garrett.
Are we almost
ready, Pikes?
Pikes looked up
from the table. Yes, sir.
Youve done a
splendid job.
Well, Im paid
for it, Mr. Stendahl, said Pikes softly as he lifted the plastic eyelid of the
robot and inserted the glass eyeball to fasten the rubberoid muscles neatly.
There.
The spitting
image of Mr. Garrett.
What do we do
with him, sir? Pikes nodded at the slab where the real Mr. Garrett lay dead.
Better burn him,
Pikes. We wouldnt want two Mr. Gasretts, would we?
Pikes wheeled Mr.
Garrett to the brick incinerator. Goodby. He pushed Mr. Garrett in and
slammed the door.
Stendahl
confronted the robot Garrett. You have your orders, Garrett?
Yes, sir. The
robot sat up. Im to return to Moral Climates. Ill file a complementary
report. Delay action for at least forty-eight hours. Say Im investigating more
fully.
Right, Garrett.
Good-by.
The robot hurried
out to Garretts rocket, got in, and flew away.
Stendahl turned.
Now, Pikes, we send the remainder of the invitations for tonight. I think
well have a jolly time, dont you?
Considering we
waited twenty years, quite jolly!
They winked at
each other.
Seven oclock.
Stendahl studied his watch. Almost time. He twirled the sherry glass in his
hand. He sat quietly. Above him, among the oaken beams, the bats, their delicate
copper bodies hidden under rubber flesh, blinked at him and shrieked. He raised
his glass to them. To our success. Then he leaned back, closed his eyes, and
considered the entire affair. How he would savor this in his old age. This
paying back of the antiseptic government for its literary terrors and
conflagrations. Oh, how the anger and hatred had grown in him through the
years. Oh, how the plan had taken a slow shape in his numbed mind, until that
day three years ago when he had met Pikes.
Ah yes, Pikes.
Pikes with the bitterness in him as deep as a black, charred well of green
acid. Who was Pikes? Only the greatest of them all! Pikes, the man of ten
thousand faces, a fury, a smoke, a blue fog, a white rain, a bat, a gargoyle, a
monster, that was Pikes! Better than Lon Chaney, the father? Stendabi
ruminated. Night after night he had watched Chaney in the old, old films. Yes,
better than Chaney. Better than that other ancient mummer? What was his name?
Karloff? Far better! Lugosi? The comparison was odious! No, there was only one
Pikes, and he was a man stripped of his fantasies now, no place on Earth to go,
no one to show off to. Forbidden even to perform for himself before a mirror!
Poor impossible,
defeated Pikes! How must it have felt, Pikes, the night they seized your films,
like entrails yanked from the camera, out of your guts, dutching them in coils
and wads to stuff them up a stove to burn away! Did it feel as bad as having
some fifty thousand books annihilated with no recompense? Yes. Yes. Stendahl
felt his hands grow cold with the senseless anger. So what more natural than
they would one day talk over endless coffeepots into innumerable midnights, and
out of all the talk and the bitter brewings would come the House of Usher.
A great church
bell rang. The guests were arriving.
Smiling he went
to greet them.
Full grown
without memory, the robots waited. In green silks the color of forest pools, in
silks the color of frog and fern, they waited. In yellow hair the color of the
sun and sand, the robots waited. Oiled, with tube bones cut from bronze and
sunk in gelatin, the robots lay. In coffins for the not dead and not alive, in
planked boxes, the metronomes waited to be set in motion. There was a smell of
lubrication and lathed brass. There was a silence of the tomb yard. Sexed but
sexless, the robots. Named but unnamed, and borrowing from humans everything
but humanity, the robots stared at the nailed lids of their labeled F.O.B.
boxes, in a death that was not even a death, for there had never been a life.
And now there was a vast screaming of yanked nails. Now there was a lifting of
lids. Now there were shadows on the boxes and the pressure of a hand squirting
oil from a can. Now one clock was set in motion, a faint ticking. Now another
and another, until this was an immense clock shop, purring. The marble eyes
rolled wide their rubber lids. The nostrils winked. The robots, clothed in hair
of ape and white of rabbit, arose: Tweedledum following Tweedledee,
Mock-Turtle, Dormouse, drowned bodies from the sea compounded of salt and
whiteweed, swaying; hanging blue-throated men with turned-up, clam-flesh eyes,
and creatures of ice and burning tinsel, loam-dwarfs and pepper-elves, Tik-tok,
Ruggedo, St. Nicholas with a self-made snow flurry blowing on before him,
Bluebeard with whiskers like acetylene flame, and sulphur clouds from which
green fire snouts protruded, and, in scaly and gigantic serpentine, a dragon
with a furnace in its belly reeled out the door with a scream, a tick, a
bellow, a silence, a rush, a wind. Ten thousand lids fell back. The clock shop
moved out into Usher. The night was enchanted.
A warm breeze
came over the land. The guest rockets, burning the sky and turning the weather
from autumn to spring arrived.
The men stepped
out in evening clothes and the women stepped out after them, their hair coiffed
up in elaborate detail.
So thats
Usher!
But wheres the
door?
At this moment
Stendahl appeared. The women laughed and chattered. Mr. Stendahl raised a hand
to quiet them. Turning, he looked up to a high castle window and called:
Rapunzel,
Rapunzel, let down your hair.
And from above, a
beautiful maiden leaned out upon the night wind and let down her golden hair.
And the hair twined and blew and became a ladder upon which the guests might
ascend, laughing, into the House.
What eminent
sociologists! What clever psychologists! What tremendously important
politicians, bacteriologists, and neurologists! There they stood, within the
dank walls.
Welcome, all of
you!
Mr. Tryon, Mr. Owen,
Mr. Dunne, Mr. Lang, Mr. Steffens, Mr. Fletcher, and a double-dozen more.
Come in, come
in!
Miss Gibbs, Miss
Pope, Miss Churchil, Miss Blunt, Miss Drummond, and a score of other women,
glittering.
Eminent, eminent people,
one and all, members of the Society for the Prevention of Fantasy, advocators
of the banishment of Halloween and Guy Fawkes, killers of bats, burners of
books, bearers of torches; good clean citizens, every one, who had waited until
the rough men had come up and buried the Martians and cleansed the cities and
built the towns and repaired the highways and made everything safe. And then,
with everything well on its way to Safety, the Spoil-Funs, the people with
mercurochrome for blood and iodine-colored eyes, came now to set up their Moral
Climates and dole out goodness to everyone. And they were his friends! Yes,
carefully, carefully, he had met and befriended each of them on Earth in the
last year!
Welcome to the
vasty halls of Death! he cried.
Hello, Stendahl,
what is all this?
Youll see.
Everyone off with their clothes. Youll find booths to one side there. Change
into costumes you find there. Men on this side, women on that.
The people stood
uneasily about.
I dont know if
we should stay, said Miss Pope. I dont like the looks of this. It verges
onblasphemy.
Nonsense, a
costume ball!
Seems quite
illegal. Mr. Steffens sniffed about.
Come off it.
Stendahl laughed. Enjoy yourselves. Tomorrow itll be a ruin. Get in the
booths!
The House blazed
with life and color; harlequins rang by with belled caps and white mice danced
miniature quadrilles to the music of dwarfs who tickled tiny fiddles with tiny
bows, and flags rippled from scorched beams while bats flew in clouds about
gargoyle mouths which spouted down wine, cool, wild, and foaming. A creek
wandered through the seven rooms of the masked ball. Guests sipped and found it
to be sherry. Guests poured from the booths, transformed from one age into
another, their faces covered with dominoes, the very act of putting on a mask
revoking all their licenses to pick a quarrel with fantasy and horror. The
women swept about in red gowns, laughing. The men danced them attendance. And
on the walls were shadows with no people to throw them, and here or there were
mirrors in which no image showed. All of us vampires! laughed Mr. Fletcher.
Dead!
There were seven
rooms, each a different color, one blue, one purple, one green, one orange,
another white, the sixth violet, and the seventh shrouded in black velvet. And
in the black room was an ebony clock which struck the hour loud. And through
these rooms the guests ran, drunk at last, among the robot fantasies, amid the
Dormice and Mad Hatters, the Trolls and Giants, the Black Cats and White Queens,
and under their dancing feet the floor gave off the massive pumping beat of a
hidden and telltale heart.
Mr. Stendahl!
A whisper.
Mr. Stendahl!
A monster with
the face of Death stood at his elbow. It was Pikes. I must see you alone.
What is it?
Here. Pikes
held out a skeleton hand. In it were a few half-melted, charred wheels, nuts,
cogs, bolts.
Stendahl looked
at them for a long moment. Then he drew Pikes into a corridor. Garrett? he
whispered.
Pikes nodded. He
sent a robot in his place. Cleaning out the incinerator a moment ago, I found
these.
They both stared
at the fateful cogs for a time.
This means the
police will be here any minute, said Pikes. Our plan will be ruined.
I dont know.
Stendahl glanced in at the whirling yellow and blue and orange people. The
music swept through the misting halls. I should have guessed Garrett wouldnt
be fool enough to come in person. But wait!
Whats the
matter?
Nothing. Theres
nothing the matter. Garrett sent a robot to us. Well, we sent one back. Unless
he checks closely, he wont notice the switch.
Of course!
Next time hell
come himself. Now that he thinks its safe. Why, he might be at the door any
minute, in person! More wine, Pikes!
The great bell
rang.
There he is now,
Ill bet you. Go let Mr. Garrett in.
Rapunzel let down
her golden hair.
Mr. Stendahl?
Mr. Garrett. The
real Mr. Garrett?
The same.
Garrett eyed the dank walls and the whirling people. I thought Id better come
see for myself. You cant depend on robots. Other peoples robots, especially.
I also took the precaution of summoning the Dismantlers. Theyll be here in one
hour to knock the props out from under this horrible place.
Stendahl bowed.
Thanks for telling me. He waved his hand. In the meantime, you might as well
enjoy this. A little wine?
No, thank you.
Whats going on? How low can a man sink?
See for
yourself, Mr. Garrett.
Murder, said
Garrett.
Murder most
foul, said Stendahl.
A woman screamed.
Miss Pope ran up, her face the color of a cheese. The most horrid thing just
happened! I saw Miss Blunt strangled by an ape and stuffed up a chimney!
They looked and
saw the long yellow hair trailing down from the flue. Garrett cried out.
Horrid! sobbed
Miss Pope, and then ceased crying. She blinked and turned. Miss Blunt!
Yes, said Miss
Blunt, standing there.
But I just saw
you crammed up the flue!
No, laughed
Miss Blunt. A robot of myself. A clever facsimile!
But, but . . .
Dont cry
darling. Im quite all right. Let me look at myself. Well, so there I am! Up
the chimney. Like you said. Isnt that funny?
Miss Blunt walked
away, laughing.
Have a drink,
Garrett?
I believe I
will. That unnerved me. My God, what a place. This does deserve tearing down.
For a moment there . . .
Garrett drank.
Another scream.
Mr. Steffens, borne upon the shoulders of four white rabbits, was carried down
a flight of stairs which magically appeared in the floor. Into a pit went Mr.
Steffens, where, bound and tied, he was left to face the advancing razor steel
of a great pendulum which now whirled down, down, closer and closer to his
outraged body.
Is that me down
there? said Mr. Steffens, appearing at Garretts elbow. He bent over the pit.
How strange, how odd, to see yourself die.
The pendulum made
a final stroke.
How realistic,
said Mr. Steffens, turning away.
Another drink,
Mr. Garrett?
Yes, please.
It wont be
long. The Dismantlers will be here.
Thank God!
And for a third
time, a scream.
What now? said
Garrett apprehensively.
Its my turn,
said Miss Drummond. Look.
And a second Miss
Druxnmond, shrieking, was nailed into a coffin and thrust into the raw earth
under the floor.
Why, I remember
that, gasped the Investigator of Moral Climates. From the old forbidden
books. The Premature Burial. And the others. The Pit, the Pendulum, and the
ape, the chimney, the Murders in the Rue Morgue. In a book I burned, yes!
Another drink,
Garrett. Here, hold your glass steady.
My lord, you
have an imagination, havent you?
They stood and
watched five others die, one in the mouth of a dragon, the others thrown off
into the black tarn, sinking and vanishing.
Would you like
to see what we have planned for you? asked Stendahl.
Certainly, said
Garrett. Whats the difference? Well blow the whole damn thing up, anyway.
Youre nasty.
Come along then.
This way.
And he led
Garrett down into the floor, through numerous passages and down again upon
spiral stairs into the earth, into the catacombs.
What do you want
to show me down here? said Garrett.
Yourself
killed.
A duplicate?
Yes. And also
something else.
What?
The
Amontillado, said Stendahl, going ahead with a blazing lantern which he held
high. Skeletons froze half out of coffin lids. Garrett held his hand to his
nose, his face disgusted.
The what?
Havent you ever
heard of the Amontillado?
No!
Dont you
recognize this? Stendahl pointed to a cell.
Should I?
Or this?
Stendahl produced a trowel from under his cape smiling.
Whats that
thing?
Come, said
Stendahl.
They stepped into
the cell. In the dark, Stendahl affixed the chains to the half-drunken man.
For Gods sake,
what are you doing? shouted Garrett, rattling about.
Im being
ironic. Dont interrupt a man in the midst of being ironic, its not polite.
There!
Youve locked me
in chains!
So I have.
What are you
going to do?
Leave you here.
Youre joking.
A very good
joke.
Wheres my
duplicate? Dont we see him killed?
Theres no
duplicate.
But the others!
The others are
dead. The ones you saw killed were the real people. The duplicates, the robots,
stood by and watched.
Garrett said
nothing.
Now youre
supposed to say, For the love of God, Montresor! said Stendahl. And I will
reply, Yes, for the love of God. Wont you say it? Come on. Say it.
You fool.
Must I coax you?
Say it. Say For the love of God, Montresor!
I wont, you
idiot. Get me out of here. He was sober now.
Here. Put this
on. Stendahl tossed in something that belled and rang.
What is it?
A cap and bells.
Put it on and I might let you out.
Stendahl!
Put it on, I
said!
Garrett obeyed.
The bells tinkled.
Dont you have a
feeling that this has all happened before? inquired Stendahl, setting to work
with trowel and mortar and brick now.
Whatre you doing?
Walling you in.
Heres one row. Heres another.
Youre insane!
I wont argue
that point.
Youll be
prosecuted for this!
He tapped a brick
and placed it on the wet mortar, humming.
Now there was a thrashing
and pounding and a crying out from within the darkening place. The bricks rose
higher. More thrashing, please, said Stendahl. Lets make it a good show.
Let me out, let
me out!
There was one
last brick to shove into place. The screaming was continuous.
Garrett? called
Stendahl softly. Garrett silenced himself. Garrett, said Stendahl, do you
know why Ive done this to you? Because you burned Mr. Poes books without
really reading them. You took other peoples advice that they needed burning.
Otherwise youd have realized what I was going to do to you when we came down
here a moment ago. Ignorance is fatal, Mr. Garrett.
Garrett was
silent.
I want this to
be perfect, said Stendahl, holding his lantern up so its light penetrated in
upon the slumped figure. Jingle your bells softly. The bells rustled. Now,
if youll please say, For the love of God, Monstresor, I might let you free.
The mans face
came up in the light. There was a hesitation. Then grotesquely the man said,
For the love of God, Montresor.
Ah, said
Stendahl, eyes closed. He shoved the last brick into place and mortared it
tight. Requiescat in pace, dear friend.
He hastened from
the catacomb.
In the seven
rooms the sound of a midnight clock brought everything to a halt.
The Red Death
appeared.
Stendahl turned
for a moment at the door to watch. And then he ran out of the great House,
across the moat, to where a helicopter waited.
Ready, Pikes?
Ready.
There it goes!
They looked at
the great House, smiling. It began to crack down the middle, as with an
earthquake, and as Stendahl watched the magnificent sight he heard Pikes
reading behind him in a low, cadenced voice:
. . . my brain
reeled as I saw the mighty walls rushing asunderthere was a long tumultuous
shouting sound like the voice of a thousand watersand the deep and dank tarn
at my feet closed sullenly and silently over the fragments of the House of
Usher.
The helicopter
rose over the steaming lake and flew into the west.
August 2005: THE
OLD ONES
And what more
natural than that, at last, the old people come to Mars, following in the trail
left by the loud frontiersmen, the aromatic sophisticates, and the professional
travelers and romantic lecturers in search of new grist.
And so the dry
and crackling people, the people who spent their time listening to their hearts
and feeling their pulses and spooning syrups into their wry mouths, these
people who once had taken chair cars to California in November and third-class
steamers to Italy in April, the dried-apricot people, the mummy people, came at
last to Mars . . .
September 2005:
THE MARTIAN
The blue
mountains lifted into the rain and the rain fell down into the long canals and
old LaFarge and his wife came out of their house to watch.
First rain this season,
LaFarge pointed out.
Its good, said
his wife.
Very welcome.
They shut the
door. Inside, they warmed their hands at a fire. They shivered. In the
distance, through the window, they saw rain gleaming on the sides of the rocket
which had brought them from Earth.
Theres only one
thing, said LaFarge, looking at his hands.
Whats that?
asked his wife.
I wish we could
have brought Tom with us.
Oh, now, Lafe!
I wont start
again; Im sorry.
We came here to
enjoy our old age in peace, not to think of Tom. Hes been dead so long now, we
should try to forget him and everything on Earth.
Youre right,
he said, and turned his hands again to the heat. He gazed into the fire. I
wont speak of it any more. Its just I miss driving out to Green Lawn Park
every Sunday to put flowers on his marker. It used to be our only excursion.
The blue rain
fell gently upon the house.
At nine oclock
they went to bed and lay quietly, hand in hand, he fifty-five, she sixty, in
the raining darkness.
Anna? he called
softly.
Yes? she
replied.
Did you hear
something?
They both
listened to the rain and the wind.
Nothing, she
said.
Someone
whistling, he said.
No, I didnt
hear it.
Im going to get
up to see anyhow.
He put on his
robe and walked through the house to the front door. Hesitating, he pulled the
door wide, and rain fell cold upon his face. The wind blew.
In the dooryard
stood a small figure.
Lightning cracked
the sky, and a wash of white color illumined the face looking in at old LaFarge
there in the doorway.
Whos there?
called LaFarge, trembling.
No answer.
Who is it? What
do you want!
Still not a word.
He felt very weak
and tired and numb. Who are you? he cried.
His wife entered
behind him and took his arm. Why are you shouting?
A small boys
standing in the yard and wont answer me, said the old man, trembling. He
looks like Tom!
Come to bed,
youre dreaming.
But hes there;
see for yourself.
He pulled the
door wider to let her see. The cold wind blew and the thin rain fell upon the
soil and the figure stood looking at them with distant eyes. The old woman held
to the doorway.
Go away! she
said, waving one hand. Go away!
Doesnt it look
like Tom? asked the old man.
The figure did
not move.
Im afraid,
said the old woman. Lock the door and come to bed. I wont have anything to do
with it.
She vanished,
moaning to herself, into the bedroom.
The old man stood
with the wind raining coldness on his hands.
Tom, he called
softly. Tom, if thats you, if by some chance it is you, Tom, Ill leave the
door unlatched. And if youre cold and want to come in to warm yourself, just
come in later and lie by the hearth; theres some fur rugs there.
He shut but did
not lock the door.
His wife felt him
return to bed, and shuddered. Its a terrible night. I feel so old, she said,
sobbing.
Hush, hush, he
gentled her, and held her in his arms. Go to sleep.
After a long
while she slept.
And then, very
quietly, as he listened, he heard the front door open, the rain and wind come in,
the door shut. He heard soft footsteps on the hearth and a gentle breathing.
Tom, he said to himself,
Lightning struck
in the sky and broke the blackness apart.
In the morning
the sun was very hot.
Mr. LaFarge
opened the door into the living room and glanced all about, quickly.
The hearthrugs
were empty.
LaFarge sighed.
Im getting old, he said.
He went out to
walk to the canal to fetch a bucket of clear water to wash in. At the front
door he almost knocked young Tom down carrying in a bucket already filled to
the brim. Good morning, Father!
Morning Tom.
The old man fell aside. The young boy, barefooted, hurried across the room, set
the bucket down, and turned, smiling. Its a fine day!
Yes, it is,
said the old man incredulously. The boy acted as if nothing was unusual. He
began to wash his face with the water.
The old man moved
forward. Tom, how did you get here? Youre alive?
Shouldnt I be?
The boy glanced up.
But, Tom, Green
Lawn Park, every Sunday, the flowers and . . . LaFarge had to sit down. The
boy came and stood before him and took his hand. The old man felt of the
fingers, warm and firm. Youre really here, its not a dream?
You do want me
to be here, dont you? The boy seemed worried.
Yes, yes, Tom!
Then why ask questions?
Accept me!
But your mother;
the shock . . .
Dont worry
about her. During the night I sang to both of you, and youll accept me more
because of it, especially her. I know what the shock is. Wait till she comes,
youll see. He laughed, shaking his head of coppery, curled hair. His eyes
were very blue and clear.
Good morning,
Lafe, Tom. Mother came from the bedroom, putting her hair up into a bun.
Isnt it a fine day?
Tom turned to
laugh in his fathers face. You see?
They ate a very
good lunch, all three of them, in the shade behind the house. Mrs. LaFarge had
found an old bottle of sunflower wine she had put away, and they all had a
drink of that. Mr. LaFarge had never seen his wifes face so bright. If there
was any doubt in her mind about Tom, she didnt voice it. It was completely
natural thing to her. And it was also becoming natural to LaFarge himself.
While Mother
cleared the dishes LaFarge leaned toward his son and said confidentially, How
old are you now, Son?
Dont you know, Father?
Fourteen, of course.
Who are you,
really? You cant be Tom, but you are someone. Who?
Dont.
Startled, the boy put his hands to his face.
You can tell
me, said the old man. Ill understand. Youre a Martian, arent you? Ive
heard tales of the Martians; nothing definite. Stories about how rare Martians
are and when they come among us they come as Earth Men. Theres something about
youyoure Tom and yet youre not.
Why cant you
accept me and stop talking? cried the boy. His hands completely shielded his
face. Dont doubt, please dont doubt me! He turned and ran from the table.
Tom, come back!
But the boy ran
off along the canal toward the distant town.
Wheres Tom
going? asked Anna, returning for more dishes. She looked at her husbands
face. Did you say something to bother him?
Anna, he said,
taking her hand. Anna, do you remember anything about Green Lawn Park, a
market, and Tom having pneumonia?
What are you
talking about? She laughed.
Never mind, he
said quietly.
In the distance
the dust drifted down after Tom had run along the canal rim.
At five in the
afternoon, with the sunset, Tom returned. He looked doubtfully at his father.
Are you going to ask me anything? he wanted to know.
No questions,
said LaFarge.
The boy smiled
his white smile. Swell.
Whereve you
been?
Near the town. I
almost didnt come back. I was almost the boy sought for a wordtrapped.
How do you mean,
trapped'?
I passed a small
tin house by the canal and I was almost made so I couldnt come back here ever
again to see you. I dont know how to explain it to you, theres no way, I
cant tell you, even I dont know; its strange, I dont want to talk about
it.
We wont then.
Better wash up, boy. Suppertime.
The boy ran.
Perhaps ten minutes
later a boat floated down the serene surface of the canal, a tall lank man with
black hair poling it along with leisurely drives of his arms. Evening, Brother
LaFarge, he said, pausing at his task.
Evening Saul,
whats the word?
All kinds of words
tonight. You know that fellow named Nomland who lives down the canal in the tin
hut?
LaFarge
stiffened. Yes?
You know what
sort of rascal he was?
Rumor had it he
left Earth because he killed a man.
Saul leaned on
his wet pole, gazing at LaFarge. Remember the name of the man he killed?
Gillings, wasnt
it?
Right. Gillings.
Well, about two hours ago Mr. Nomland came running to town crying about how he
had seen Gillings, alive, here on Mars, today, this afternoon! He tried to get
the jail to lock him up safe. The jail wouldnt. So Nomland went home, and
twenty minutes ago, as I get the story, blew his brains out with a gun. I just
came from there.
Well, well,
said LaFarge.
The darnedest
things happen, said Saul. Well, good night, LaFarge.
Good night.
The boat drifted
on down the serene canal waters.
Suppers hot,
called the old woman.
Mr. LaFarge sat
down to his supper and, knife in hand, looked over at Tom. Tom, he said,
what did you do this afternoon?
Nothing, said
Tom, his mouth full. Why?
Just wanted to
know. The old man tucked his napkin in.
At seven that
night the old woman wanted to go to town. Havent been there in months, she
said. But Tom desisted. Im afraid of the town, he said. The people. I dont
want to go there.
Such talk for a
grown boy, said Anna. I wont listen to it. Youll come along. I say so.
Anna, if the boy
doesnt want to . . . started the old man.
But there was no
arguing. She hustled them into the canalboat and they floated up the canal
under the evening stars, Tom lying on his back, his eyes closed; asleep or not,
there was no telling. The old man looked at him steadily, wondering. Who is
this, he thought, in need of love as much as we? Who is he and what is he that,
out of loneliness, he comes into the alien camp and assumes the voice and face
of memory and stands among us, accepted and happy at last? From what mountain,
what cave, what small last race of people remaining on this world when the
rockets came from Earth? The old man shook his head. There was no way to know.
This, to all purposes, was Tom.
The old man
looked at the town ahead and did not like it, but then he returned to thoughts
of Tom and Anna again and he thought to himself: Perhaps this is wrong to keep
Tom but a little while, when nothing can come of it but trouble and sorrow, but
how are we to give up the very thing weve wanted, no matter if it stays only a
day and is gone, making the emptiness emptier, the dark nights darker, the
rainy nights wetter? You might as well force the food from our mouths as take
this one from us.
And he looked at
the boy slumbering so peacefully at the bottom of the boat. The boy whimpered
with some dream. The people, he murmured in his sleep. Changing and
changing. The trap.
There, there,
boy. LaFarge stroked the boys soft curls and Tom ceased.
LaFarge helped
wife and son from the boat.
Here we are!
Anna smiled at all the lights, listening to the music from the drinking houses,
the pianos, the phonographs, watching people, arm in arm, striding by in the
crowded streets.
I wish I was
home, said Tom.
You never talked
that way before, said the mother. You always liked Saturday nights in town.
Stay close to
me, whispered Tom. I dont want to get trapped.
Anna overheard. Stop
talking that way; come along!
LaFarge noticed
that the boy held his hand. LaFarge squeezed it. Ill stick with you,
Tommy-boy. He looked at the throngs coming and going and it worried him also.
We wont stay long.
Nonsense, well
spend the evening, said Anna.
They crossed a
street, and three drunken men careened into them. There was much confusion, a
separation, a wheeling about, and then LaFarge stood stunned.
Tom was gone.
Where is he?
asked Anna irritably. Him always running off alone any chance he gets. Tom!
she called.
Mr. LaFarge
hurried through the crowd, but Tom was gone.
Hell come back;
hell be at the boat when we leave, said Anna certainly, steering her husband
back toward the motion-picture theater. There was a sudden commotion in the
crowd, and a man and woman rushed by LaFarge. He recognized them. Joe Spaulding
and his wife. They were gone before he could speak to them.
Looking back
anxiously, he purchased the tickets for the theater and allowed his wife to
draw him into the unwelcome darkness.
Tom was not at
the landing at eleven oclock. Mrs. LaFarge turned very pale.
Now, Mother,
said LaFarge, dont worry. Ill find him. Wait here.
Hurry back. Her
voice faded into the ripple of the water.
He walked through
the night streets, hands in pockets. All about, lights were going out one by
one. A few people were still leaning out their windows, for the night was warm,
even though the sky still held storm clouds from time to time among the stars.
As he walked he recalled the boys constant references to being trapped, his
fear of crowds and cities. There was no sense in it, thought the old man
tiredly. Perhaps the boy was gone forever, perhaps he had never been. LaFarge
turned in at a particular alley, watching the numbers.
Hello there,
LaFarge.
A man sat in his
doorway, smoking a pipe.
Hello, Mike.
You and your
woman quarrel? You out walking it off?
No. Just
walking.
You look like
you lost something. Speaking of lost things, said Mike, somebody got found
this evening. You know Joe Spaulding? You remember his daughter Lavinia?
Yes. LaFarge
was cold. It all seemed a repeated dream, He knew which words would come next.
Lavinia came
home tonight, said Mike, smoking. You recall, she was lost on the dead sea
bottoms about a month ago? They found what they thought was her body, badly
deteriorated, and ever since the Spaulding familys been no good. Joe went
around saying she wasnt dead, that wasnt really her body. Guess he was right
Tonight Lavinia showed up.
Where? LaFarge
felt his breath come swiftly, his heart pounding.
On Main Street.
The Spauldings were buying tickets for a show. And there, all of a sudden, in
the crowd, was Lavinia. Must have been quite a scene. She didnt know them
first off. They followed her half down a street and spoke to her. Then she
remembered.
Did you see
her?
No, but I heard
her singing. Remember how she used to sing The Bonnie Banks of Loch Lomond'? I
heard her trilling out for her father a while ago over there in their house. It
was good to hear; her such a beautiful girl. A shame, I thought, her dead; and
now with her back again its fine. Here now, you look weak yourself. Better
come in for a spot of whisky . . .
Thanks, no, Mike.
The old man moved away. He heard Mike say good night and did not answer, but
fixed his eyes upon the two-story building where rambling clusters of crimson
Martian flowers lay upon the high crystal roof. Around back, above the garden,
was a twisted iron balcony, and the windows above were lighted. It was very
late, and still he thought to himself: What will happen to Anna if I dont
bring Tom home with me? This second shock, this second death, what will it do
to her? Will she remember the first death, too, and this dream, and the sudden
vanishing? Oh God, Ive got to find Tom, or what will come of Anna? Poor Anna,
waiting there at the landing. He paused and lifted his head. Somewhere above,
voices bade other soft voices good night, doors turned and shut, lights dimmed,
and a gentle singing continued. A moment later a girl no more than eighteen,
very lovely, came out upon the balcony.
LaFarge called up
through the wind that was blowing.
The girl turned
and looked down. Whos there? she cried.
Its me, said
the old man, and, realizing this reply to be silly and strange, fell silent,
his lips working. Should he call out, Tom, my son, this is your father? How
to speak to her? She would think him quite insane and summon her parents.
The girl bent
forward in the blowing light. I know you, she replied softly. Please go;
theres nothing you can do.
Youve got to
come back! It escaped LaFarge before he could prevent it.
The moonlit
figure above drew into shadow, so there was no identity, only a voice. Im not
your son any more, it said. We should never have come to town.
Annas waiting
at the landing!
Im sorry, said
the quiet voice. But what can I do? Im happy here, Im loved, even as you
loved me. I am what I am, and I take what can be taken; too late now, theyve
caught me.
But Anna, the
shock to her. Think of that.
The thoughts are
too strong in this house; its like being imprisoned. I cant change myself
back.
You are Tom, you
were Tom, werent you? You arent joking with an old man; youre not really
Lavinia Spaulding?
Im not anyone,
Im just myself; wherever I am, I am something, and now Im something you cant
help.
Youre not safe
in the town. Its better out on the canal where no one can hurt you, pleaded
the old man.
Thats true.
The voice hesitated. But I must consider these people now. How would they feel
if, in the morning, I was gone again, this time for good? Anyway, the mother
knows what I am; she guessed, even as you did. I think they all guessed but
didnt question. You dont question Providence. If you cant have the reality,
a dream is just as good. Perhaps Im not their dead one back, but Im something
almost better to them; an ideal shaped by their minds. I have a choice of
hurting them or your wife.
Theyre a family
of five. They can stand your loss better!
Please, said
the voice. Im tired.
The old mans
voice hardened. Youve got to come. I cant let Anna be hurt again. Youre our
son. Youre my son, and you belong to us.
No, please! The
shadow trembled.
You dont belong
to this house or these people!
No, dont do
this to me!
Tom, Tom, Son,
listen to me. Come back, slip down the vines, boy. Come along, Annas waiting;
well give you a good home, everything you want. He stared and stared upward,
willing it to be.
The shadows
drifted, the vines rustled.
At last the quiet
voice said, All right, Father.
Tom!
In the moonlight
the quick figure of a boy slid down through the vines. LaFarge put up his arms
to catch him.
The room lights
above flashed on. A voice issued from one of the grilled windows. Whos down
there?
Hurry, boy!
More lights, more
voices. Stop, I have a gun! Vinny, are you all right? A running of feet.
Together the old
man and the boy ran across the garden.
A shot sounded. The
bullet struck the wall as they slammed the gate.
Tom, you that
way; Ill go here and lead them off! Run to the canal; Ill meet you there in
ten minutes, boy!
They parted.
The moon hid
behind a cloud. The old man ran in darkness.
Anna, Im here!
The old woman
helped him, trembling, into the boat. Wheres Tom?
Hell be here in
a minute, panted LaFarge.
They turned to
watch the alleys and the sleeping town. Late strollers were still out: a
policeman, a night watchman, a rocket pilot, several lonely men coming home
from some nocturnal rendezvous, four men and women issuing from a bar,
laughing. Music played dimly somewhere.
Why doesnt he
come? asked the old woman.
Hell come,
hell come. But LaFarge was not certain. Suppose the boy had been caught
again, somehow, someway, in his travel down to the landing, running through the
midnight streets between the dark houses. It was a long run, even for a young
boy. But he should have reached here first.
And now, far
away, along the moonlit avenue, a figure ran.
LaFarge cried out
and then silenced himself, for also far away was another sound of voices and
running feet. Lights blazed on in window after window. Across the open plaza
leading to the landing, the one figure ran. It was not Tom; it was only a running
shape with a face like silver shining in the light of the globes dustered about
the plaza. And as it rushed nearer, nearer, it became more familiar, until when
it reached the landing it was Tom! Anna flung up her hands. LaFarge hurried to
cast off. But already it was too late.
For out of the
avenue and across the silent plaza now came one man, another, a woman, two
other men, Mr. Spaulding, all running. They stopped, bewildered. They stared
about, wanting to go back because this could be only a nightmare, it was quite
insane. But they came on again, hesitantly, stopping, starting.
It was too late.
The night, the event, was over. LaFarge twisted the mooring rope in his
fingers. He was very cold and lonely. The people raised and put down their feet
in the moonlight, drifting with great speed, wide-eyed, until the crowd, all
ten of them, halted at the landing. They peered wildly down into the boat. They
cried out.
Dont move,
LaFarge! Spaulding had a gun.
And now it was
evident what had happened. Tom flashing through the moonlit streets, alone,
passing people. A policeman seeing the figure dart past. The policeman
pivoting, staring at the face, calling a name, giving pursuit You, stop!
Seeing a criminal face. All along the way, the same thing, men here, women
there, night watchmen, rocket pilots. The swift figure meaning everything to
them, all identities, all persons, all names. How many different names had been
uttered in the last five minutes? How many different faces shaped over Toms
face, all wrong?
All down the way
the pursued and the pursuing, the dream and the dreamers, the quarry and the
hounds. All down the way the sudden revealment, the flash of familiar eyes, the
cry of an old, old name, the remembrances of other times, the crowd multiplying.
Everyone leaping forward as, like an image reflected from ten thousand mirrors,
ten thousand eyes, the running dream came and went, a different face to those
ahead, those behind, those yet to be met, those unseen.
And here they all
are now, at the boat, wanting the dream for their own, just as we want him to
be Tom, not Lavinia or William or Roger or any other, thought LaFarge. But its
all done now. The thing has gone too far.
Come up, all of
you! Spaulding ordered them.
Tom stepped up
from the boat. Spaulding seized his wrist. Youre coming home with me. I
know.
Wait, said the
policeman. Hes my prisoner. Names Dexter; wanted for murder.
No! a woman
sobbed. Its my husband! I guess I know my husband!
Other voices
objected. The crowd moved in.
Mrs. LaFarge
shielded Tom. This is my son; you have no right to accuse him of anything.
Were going home right now!
As for Tom, he
was trembling and shaking violently. He looked very sick. The crowd thickened
about him, putting out their wild hands, seizing and demanding.
Tom screamed.
Before their eyes
he changed. He was Tom and James and a man named Switchman, another named
Butterfield; he was the town mayor and the young girl Judith and the husband
William and the wife Clarisse. He was melting wax shaping to their minds. They
shouted, they pressed forward, pleading. He screamed, threw out his hands, his
face dissolving to each demand. Tom! cried LaFarge. Alice! another.
William! They snatched his wrists, whirled him about, until with one last shriek
of horror he fell.
He lay on the
stones, melted wax cooling, his face all faces, one eye blue, the other golden,
hair that was brown, red, yellow, black, one eyebrow thick, one thin, one hand
large, one small.
They stood over him
and put their fingers to their mouths. They bent down.
Hes dead,
someone said at last.
It began to rain.
The rain fell
upon the people, and they looked up at the sky.
Slowly, and then
more quickly, they turned and walked away and then started running, scattering
from the scene. In a minute the place was desolate. Only Mr. and Mrs. LaFarge
remained, looking down, hand in hand, terrified.
The rain fell
upon the upturned, unrecognizable face.
Anna said nothing
but began to cry.
Come along home,
Anna, theres nothing we can do, said the old man.
They climbed down
into the boat and went back along the canal in the darkness. They entered their
house and lit a small fire and warmed their hands, They went to bed and lay
together, cold and thin, listening to the rain returned to the roof above them.
Listen, said
LaFarge at midnight. Did you hear something?
Nothing,
nothing.
Ill go look
anyway.
He fumbled across
the dark room and waited by the outer door for a long time before he opened it.
He pulled the
door wide and looked out.
Rain poured from
the black sky upon the empty dooryard, into the canal and among the blue
mountains.
He waited five
minutes and then softly, his hands wet, he shut and bolted the door.
November 2005:
THE LUGGAGE STORE
It was a very
remote thing, when the luggage-store proprietor heard the news on the night
radio, received all the way from Earth on a light-sound beam. The proprietor
felt how remote it was.
There was going
to be a war on Earth.
He went out to
peer into the sky.
Yes, there it
was. Earth, in the evening heavens, following the sun into the hills. The words
on the radio and that green star were one and the same.
I dont believe
it, said the proprietor.
Its because
youre not there, said Father Peregrine, who had stopped by to pass the time
of evening.
What do you
mean, Father?
Its like when I
was a boy, said Father Peregrine. We heard about wars in China. But we never
believed them. It was too far away. And there were too many people dying. It
was impossible. Even when we saw the motion pictures we didnt believe it.
Well, thats how it is now. Earth is China. Its so far away its unbelievable.
Its not here. You cant touch it. You cant even see it. All you see is a
green light. Two billion people living on that light? Unbelievable! War? We
dont hear the explosions.
We will, said
the proprietor. I keep thinking about all those people that were going to come
to Mars this week. What was it? A hundred thousand or so coming up in the next
month or so. What about them if the war starts?
I imagine
theyll turn back. Theyll be needed on Earth.
Well, said the
proprietor, Id better get my luggage dusted off. I got a feeling therell be
a rush sale here any time.
Do you think everyone
now on Mars will go back to Earth if this is the Big War weve all been
expecting for years?
Its a funny
thing, Father, but yes, I think well all go back. I know, we came up here to
get away from thingspolitics, the atom bomb, war, pressure groups, prejudice,
lawsI know. But its still home there. You wait and see. When the first bomb
drops on America the people up herell start thinking. They havent been here
long enough. A couple years is all. If theyd been here forty years, itd be
different, but they got relatives down there, and their home towns. Me, I cant
believe in Earth any more; I cant imagine it much. But Im old. I dont count.
I might stay on here.
I doubt it.
Yes, I guess
youre right.
They stood on the
porch watching the stars. Finally Father Peregrine pulled some money from his
pocket and handed it to the proprietor. Come to think of it, youd better give
me a new valise. My old ones in pretty bad condition . . .
November 2005:
THE OFF SEASON
Sam Parkhill
motioned with the broom, sweeping away the blue Martian sand.
Here we are, he
said. Yes, sir, look at that! He pointed. Look at that sign. SAMs HOT DOGS!
Aint that beautiful, Elma?
Sure, Sam, said
his wife.
Boy, what a
change for me. If the boys from the Fourth Expedition could see me now. Am I
glad to be in business myself while all the rest of them guysre off soldiering
around still. Well make thousands, Elma, thousands.
His wife looked
at him for a long time, not speaking. Whatever happened to Captain Wilder?
she asked finally. That captain that killed that guy who thought he was going
to kill off every other Earth Man, what was his name?
Spender, that
nut. He was too damn particular. Oh, Captain Wilder? Hes off on a rocket to
Jupiter, I hear. They kicked him upstairs. I think he was a little batty about
Mars too. Touchy, you know. Hell be back down from Jupiter and Pluto in about
twenty years if hes lucky. Thats what he gets for shooting off his mouth. And
while hes freezing to death, look at me, look at this place!
This was a
crossroads where two dead highways came and went in darkness. Here Sam Parkhill
had flung up this riveted aluminum structure, garish with white light,
trembling with jukebox melody.
He stooped to fix
a border of broken glass he had placed on the footpath. He had broken the glass
from some old Martian buildings in the hills. Best hot dogs on two worlds!
First man on Mars with a hot-dog stand! The best onions and chili and mustard!
You cant say Im not alert. Heres the main highways, over there is the dead
city and the mineral deposits. Those trucks from Earth Settlement 101 will have
to pass here twenty-four hours a day! Do I know my locations, or dont I?
His wife looked
at her fingernails.
You think those
ten thousand new-type work rockets will come through to Mars? she said at
last.
In a month, he
said loudly. Why you look so funny?
I dont trust
those Earth people, she said. Ill believe it when I see them ten thousand
rockets arrive with the one hundred thousand Mexicans and Chinese on them.
Customers. He
lingered on the word. One hundred thousand hungry people.
If, said his
wife slowly, watching the sky, theres no atomic war. I dont trust no atom
bombs. Theres so many of them on Earth now, you never can tell.
Ah, said Sam,
and went on sweeping.
From the corners
of his eyes he caught a blue flicker. Something floated in the air gently
behind him. He heard his wife say, Sam. A friend of yours to see you.
Sam whirled to
see the mask seemingly floating in the wind.
So youre back
again! And Sam held his broom like a weapon.
The mask nodded.
It was cut from pale blue glass and was fitted above a thin neck; under which
were blowing loose robes of thin yellow silk. From the silk two mesh silver
bands appeared. The mask mouth was a slot from which musical sounds issued now
as the robes, the mask, the hands increased to a height, decreased.
Mr. Parkhill,
Ive come back to speak to you again, the voice said from behind the mask.
I thought I told
you I dont want you near here! cried Sam. Go on, Ill give you the Disease!
Ive already had
the Disease, said the voice. I was one of the few survivors. I was sick a
long time.
Go on and hide
in the hills, thats where you belong, thats where youve been. Why you come
on down and bother me? Now, all of a sudden. Twice in one day.
We mean you no
harm.
But I mean you
harm! said Sam, backing up. I dont like strangers. I dont like Martians. I
never seen one before. It aint natural. All these years you guys hide, and all
of a sudden you pick on me. Leave me alone.
We come for an
important reason, said the blue mask.
If its about
this land, its mine. I built this hot-dog stand with my own hands.
In a way it is
about the land.
Look here, said
Sam. Im from New York City. Where I come from theres ten million others just
like me. You Martians are a couple dozen left, got no cities, you wander around
in the hills, no leaders, no laws, and now you come tell me about this land.
Well, the old got to give way to the new. Thats the law of give and take. I
got a gun here. After you left this morning I got it out and loaded it.
We Martians are
telepathic, said the cold blue mask. We are in contact with one of your towns
across the dead sea. Have you listened on your radio?
My radios
busted.
Then you dont
know. Theres big news. It concerns Earth
A silver hand
gestured. A bronze tube appeared in it.
Let me show you
this.
A gun, cried
Sam Parkhill.
An instant later
he had yanked his own gun from his hip holster and fired into the mist, the
robe, the blue mask.
The mask
sustained itself a moment. Then, like a small circus tent pulling up its stakes
and dropping soft fold on fold, the silks rustled, the mask descended, the
silver claws tinkled on the stone path. The mask lay on a small huddle of
silent white bones and material.
Sam stood
gasping.
His wife swayed
over the huddled pile.
Thats no
weapon, she said, bending down. She picked up the bronze tube. He was going
to show you a message. Its all written out in snake-script, all the blue
snakes. I cant read it. Can you?
No, that Martian
picture writing, it wasnt anything. Let it go! Sam glanced hastily around.
There may be others! Weve got to get him out of sight. Get the shovel!
Whatre you
going to do?
Bury him, of
course!
You shouldnt
have shot him.
It was a
mistake. Quick!
Silently she
fetched him the shovel.
At eight oclock
he was back sweeping the front of the hotdog stand self-consciously. His wife
stood, arms folded, in the bright doorway.
Im sorry what
happened, he said. He looked at her, then away. You know it was purely the
circumstances of Fate.
Yes, said his
wife.
I hated like
hell to see him take out that weapon.
What weapon?
Well, I thought
it was one! Im sorry, Im sorry! How many times do I say it!
Ssh, said Elma,
putting one finger to her lips. Ssh.
I dont care,
he said. I got the whole Earth Settlements, Inc., back of me! He snorted.
These Martians wont dare
Look, said
Elma.
He looked out
onto the dead sea bottom. He dropped his broom. He picked it up and his mouth
was open, a little free drop of saliva flew on the air, and he was suddenly
shivering.
Elma, Elma,
Elma! he said.
Here they come,
said Elma.
Across the
ancient sea floor a dozen tall, blue-sailed Martian sand ships floated, like
blue ghosts, like blue smoke.
Sand ships! But
there arent any more, Elma, no more sand ships.
Those seem to be
sand ships, she said.
But the
authorities confiscated all of them! They broke them up, sold some at auction!
Im the only one in this whole damn territorys got one and knows how to run
one.
Not any more,
she said, nodding at the sea.
Come on, lets
get out of here!
Why? she asked
slowly, fascinated with the Martian vessels.
Theyll kill me!
Get in our truck, quick!
Elma didnt move.
He had to drag
her around back of the stand where the two machines stood, his truck, which he
had used steadily until a month ago, and the old Martian sand ship which he had
bid for at auction, smiling, and which, during the last three weeks, he had
used to carry supplies back and forth over the glassy sea floor. He looked at
his truck now and remembered. The engine was out on the ground; he had been
puttering with it for two days.
The truck dont
seem to be in running condition, said Elma.
The sand ship.
Get in!
And let you
drive me in a sand ship? Oh no.
Get in! I can do
it!
He shoved her in,
jumped in behind her, and flapped the tiller, let the cobalt sail up to take
the evening wind.
The stars were
bright and the blue Martian ships were skimming across the whispering sands. At
first his own ship would not move, then he remembered the sand anchor and
yanked it in.
There!
The wind hurled
the sand ship keening over the dead sea bottom, over long-buried crystals, past
upended pillars, past deserted docks of marble and brass, past dead white chess
cities, past purple foothills, into distance. The figures of the Martian ships
receded and then began to pace Sams ship.
Guess I showed
them, by God! cried Sam. Ill report to the Rocket Corporation. Theyll give
me protection! Im pretty quick.
They could have stopped
you if they wanted, Elma said tiredly. They just didnt bother.
He laughed. Come
off it. Why should they let me get off? No, they werent quick enough, is all.
Werent they?
Elma nodded behind him.
He did not turn.
He felt a cold wind blowing. He was afraid to turn. He felt something in the
seat behind him, something as frail as your breath on a cold morning something
as blue as hickory-wood smoke at twilight, something like old white lace,
something like a snowfall, something like the icy rime of winter on the brittle
sedge.
There was a sound
as of a thin plate of glass brokenlaughter. Then silence. He turned.
The young woman
sat at the tiller bench quietly. Her wrists were thin as icicles, her eyes as
clear as the moons and as large, steady and white. The wind blew at her and,
like an image on cold water, she rippled, silk standing out from her frail body
in tatters of blue rain.
Go back, she
said.
No. Sam was
quivering, the fine, delicate fear-quivering of a hornet suspended in the air,
undecided between fear and hate. Get off my ship!
This isnt your
ship, said the vision. Its old as our world. It sailed the sand seas ten
thousand years ago when the seas were whispered away and the docks were empty,
and you came and took it, stole it. Now turn it around, go back to the
crossroad place. We have need to talk with you. Something important has
happened.
Get off my
ship! said Sam. He took a gun from his holster with a creak of leather. He
pointed it carefully. Jump off before I count three or
Dont! cried
the girl. I wont hurt you. Neither will the others. We came in peace!
One, said Sam.
Sam! said Elma.
Listen to me,
said the girl.
Two, said Sam
firmly, cocking the gun trigger.
Sam! cried
Elma.
Three, said
Sam.
We only said
the girl.
The gun went off.
In the sunlight,
snow melts, crystals evaporate into a steam, into nothing. In the firelight,
vapors dance and vanish. In the core of a volcano, fragile things burst and
disappear. The girl, in the gunfire, in the heat, in the concussion, folded
like a soft scarf, melted like a crystal figurine. What was left of her, ice,
snowflake, smoke, blew away in the wind. The tiller seat was empty.
Sam holstered his
gun and did not look at his wife.
Sam, she said
after a minute more of traveling, whispering over the moon-colored sea of sand,
stop the ship.
He looked at her
and his face was pale. No, you dont. Not after all this time, youre not
pulling out on me.
She looked at his
hand on his gun. I believe you would, she said. You actually would.
He jerked his
head from side to side, hand tight on the tiller bar. Elma, this is crazy.
Well be in town in a minute, well be okay!
Yes, said his
wife, lying back cold in the ship.
Elma, listen to
me.
Theres nothing
to hear, Sam.
Elma!
They were passing
a little white chess city, and in his frustration, in his rage, he sent six
bullets crashing among the crystal towers. The city dissolved in a shower of ancient
glass and splintered quartz. It fell away like carved soap, shattered. It was
no more. He laughed and fired again, and one last tower, one last chess piece,
took fire, ignited, and in blue flinders went up to the stars.
Ill show them!
Ill show everybody!
Go ahead, show
us, Sam. She lay in the shadows.
Here comes
another city! Sam reloaded his gun. Watch me fix it!
The blue phantom
ships loomed up behind them, drawing steadily apace. He did not see them at
first. He was only aware of a whistling and a high windy screaming, as of steel
on sand, and it was the sound of the sharp razor prows of the sand ships
preening the sea bottoms, their red pennants, blue pennants unfurled. In the
blue light ships were blue dark images, masked men, men with silvery faces, men
with blue stars for eyes, men with carved golden ears, men with tinfoil cheeks
and ruby-studded lips, men with arms folded, men following him, Martian men.
One, two, three.
Sam counted. The Martian ships closed in.
Elma, Elma, I
cant hold them all off!
Elma did not
speak or rise from where she had slumped.
Sam fired his gun
eight times. One of the sand ships fell apart, the sail, the emerald body, the
bronze hull points, the moon-white tiller, and all the separate images in it.
The masked men, all of them, dug into the sand and separated out into orange
and then smoke-flame.
But the other
ships closed in.
Im outnumbered,
Elma! he cried. Theyll kill me!
He threw out the
anchor. It was no use. The sail fluttered down, folding unto itself, sighing.
The ship stopped. The wind stopped. Travel stopped. Mars stood still as the
majestic vessels of the Martians drew around and hesitated over him.
Earth man, a
voice called from a high seat somewhere. A silverine mask moved. Ruby-rimmed lips
glittered with the words.
I didnt do
anything! Sam looked at all the faces, one hundred in all, that surrounded
him. There werent many Martians left on Marsone hundred, one hundred and
fifty, all told. And most of them were here now, on the dead seas, in their
resurrected ships, by their dead chess cities, one of which had just fallen
like some fragile vase hit by a pebble. The silverine masks glinted.
It was all a
mistake, he pleaded, standing out of his ship, his wife slumped behind him in
the deeps of the hold, like a dead woman. I came to Mars like any honest
enterprising businessman. I took some surplus material from a rocket that
crashed and I built me the finest little stand you ever saw right there on that
land by the crossroadsyou know where it is. Youve got to admit its a good
job of building. Sam laughed, staring around. And that MartianI know he was
a friend of yourscame. His death was an accident, I assure you. All I wanted
to do was have a hot-dog stand, the only one on Mars, the first and most
important one. You understand how it is? I was going to serve the best darned
hot dogs there, with chili and onions and orange juice.
The silver masks
did not move. They burned in the moonlight. Yellow eyes shone upon Sam. He felt
his stomach clench in, wither, become a rock. He threw his gun in the sand.
I give up.
Pick up your
gun, said the Martians in chorus.
What?
Your gun. A
jeweled hand waved from the prow of a blue ship. Pick it up. Put it away.
Unbelieving he
picked up the gun.
Now, said the
voice, turn your ship and go back to your stand.
Now?
Now, said the
voice. We will not harm you. You ran away before we were able to explain.
Come.
Now the great
ships turned as lightly as moon thistles. Their wing-sails flapped with a sound
of soft applause on the air, The masks were coruscating, turning, firing the
shadows.
Elma! Sam
tumbled into the ship. Get up, Elma. Were going back. He was excited. He
almost gibbered with relief. They arent going to hurt me, kill me, Elma. Get
up, honey, get up.
Whatwhat? Elma
blinked around and slowly, as the ship was sent into the wind again, she helped
herself, as in a dream, back up to a seat and slumped there like a sack of
stones, saying no more.
The sand slid under
the ship. In half an hour they were back at the crossroads, the ships planted,
all of them out of the ships.
The Leader stood
before Sam and Elma, his mask beaten of polished bronze, the eyes only empty
slits of endless blue-black, the mouth a slot out of which words drifted into
the wind.
Ready your
stand, said the voice. A diamond-gloved hand waved. Prepare the viands,
prepare the foods, prepare the strange wines, for tonight is indeed a great
night!
You mean, said
Sam, youll let me stay on here?
Yes.
Youre not mad
at me?
The mask was
rigid and carved and cold and sightless.
Prepare your
place of food, said the voice softly. And take this.
What is it?
Sam blinked at
the silver-foil scroll that was handed him, upon which, in hieroglyph, snake
figures danced.
It is the land
grant to all of the territory from the silver mountains to the blue hills, from
the dead salt sea there to the distant valleys of moonstone and emerald, said
the Leader.
M-mine? said
Sam, incredulous.
Yours.
One hundred
thousand miles of territory?
Yours.
Did you hear
that, Elma?
Elma was sitting
on the ground, leaning against the aluminum hot-dog stand, eyes shut.
But why, whywhy
are you giving me all this? asked Sam, trying to look into the metal slots of
the eyes.
That is not all.
Here. Six other scrolls were produced. The names were declared, the
territories announced.
Why, thats half
of Mars! I own half of Mars! Sam rattled the scrolls in his fists. He shook
them at Elma, insane with laughing. Elma, did you hear?
I heard, said
Elma, looking at the sky.
She seemed to be
watching for something. She was becoming a little more alert now.
Thank you, oh,
thank you, said Sam to the bronze mask.
Tonight is the
night, said the mask. You must be ready.
I will be. What
it isa surprise? Are the rockets coming through earlier than we thought, a
month earlier from Earth? All ten thousand rockets, bringing the settlers, the
miners, the workers and their wives, all hundred thousand of them? Wont that
be swell, Elma? You see, I told you. I told you, that town there wont always
have just one thousand people in it. Therell be fifty thousand more coming,
and the month after that a hundred thousand more, and by the end of the year
five million Earth Men. And me with the only hot-dog stand staked out on the
busiest highway to the mines!
The mask floated
on the wind. We leave you. Prepare. The land is yours.
In the blowing
moonlight, like metal petals of some ancient flower, like blue plumes, like cobalt
butterflies immense and quiet, the old ships turned and moved over the shifting
sands, the masks beaming and glittering, until the last shine, the last blue
color, was lost among the hills.
Elma, why did
they do it? Why didnt they kill me? Dont they know anything? Whats wrong
with them? Elma, do you understand? He shook her shoulder. I own half of
Mars!
She watched the
night sky, waiting.
Come on, he
said. Weve got to get the place fixed. All the hot dogs boiling, the buns warm,
the chili cooking, the onions peeled and diced, the relish laid out, the
napkins in the dips, the place spotless! Hey! He did a little wild dance,
kicking his heels. Oh boy, Im happy; yes, sir, Im happy, he sang off key.
This is my lucky day!
He boiled the hot
dogs, cut the buns, sliced the onions in a frenzy.
Just think, that
Martian said a surprise. That can only mean one thing, Elma. Those hundred
thousand people coming in ahead of schedule, tonight, of all nights! Well be
flooded! Well work long hours for days, what with tourists riding around
seeing things, Elma. Think of the money!
He went out and
looked at the sky. He didnt see anything.
In a minute,
maybe, he said, snuffing the cool air gratefully, arms up, beating his chest.
Ah!
Elma said
nothing. She peeled potatoes for French fries quietly, her eyes always on the
sky.
Sam, she said
half an hour later. There it is. Look.
He looked and saw
it.
Earth.
It rose full and
green, like a fine-cut stone, above the hills.
Good old Earth,
he whispered lovingly. Good old wonderful Earth. Send me your hungry and your
starved. Something somethinghow does that poem go? Send me your hungry, old
Earth. Heres Sam Parkhill, his hot dogs all boiled, his chili cooking,
everything neat as a pin. Come on, you Earth, send me your rocket!
He went out to
look at his place. There it sat, perfect as a fresh-laid egg on the dead sea
bottom, the only nucleus of light and warmth in hundreds of miles of lonely
wasteland. It was like a heart beating alone in a great dark body. He felt
almost sorrowful with pride, gazing at it with wet eyes.
It sure makes
you humble, he said among the cooking odors of wieners, warm buns, rich
butter. Step up, he invited the various stars in the sky. Wholl be the first
to buy?
Sam, said Elma.
Earth changed in
the black sky.
It caught fire.
Part of it seemed
to come apart in a million pieces, as if a gigantic jigsaw had exploded. It
burned with an unholy dripping glare for a minute, three times normal size,
then dwindled.
What was that?
Sam looked at the green fire in the sky.
Earth, said
Elma, holding her hands together.
That cant be
Earth, thats not Earth! No, that aint Earth! It cant be.
You mean it
couldnt be Earth, said Elma, looking at him. That just isnt Earth. No,
thats not Earth; is that what you mean?
Not Earthoh no,
it couldnt be, he wailed.
He stood there,
his hands at his sides, his mouth open, his eyes wide and dull, not moving.
Sam. She called
his name. For the first time in days her eyes were bright. Sam?
He looked up at
the sky.
Well, she said.
She glanced around for a minute or so in silence. Then briskly she flapped a
wet towel over her arm. Switch on more lights, turn up the music, open the
doors, Therell be another batch of customers along in about a million years.
Gotta be ready, yes, sir.
Sam did not move.
What a swell
spot for a hot-dog stand, she said. She reached over and picked a toothpick
out of a jar and put it between her front teeth. Let you in on a little
secret, Sam, she whispered, leaning toward him. This looks like its going to
be an off season.
November 2005:
THE WATCHERS
They all came out
and looked at the sky that night. They left their suppers or their washing up or
their dressing for the show and they came out upon their now-not-quite-as-new
porches and watched the green star of Earth there. It was a move without
conscious effort; they all did it, to help them understand the news they had
heard on the radio a moment before. There was Earth and there the coming war,
and there hundreds of thousands of mothers or grandmothers or fathers or
brothers or aunts or uncles or cousins. They stood on the porches and tried to
believe in the existence of Earth, much as they had once tried to believe in
the existence of Mars; it was a problem reversed. To all intents and purposes,
Earth now was dead; they had been away from it for three or four years. Space
was an anesthetic; seventy million miles of space numbed you, put memory to
sleep, depopulated Earth, erased the past, and allowed these people here to go
on with their work. But now, tonight, the dead were risen, Earth was
reinhabited, memory awoke, a million names were spoken: What was so-and-so
doing tonight on Earth? What about this one and that one? The people on the
porches glanced sidewise at each others faces.
At nine oclock
Earth seemed to explode, catch fire, and burn.
The people on the
porches put up their hands as if to beat the fire out.
They waited.
By midnight the
fire was extinguished. Earth was still there. There was a sigh, like an autumn
wind, from the porches.
We havent heard
from Harry for a long time.
Hes all right.
We should send a
message to Mother.
Shes all
right.
Is she?
Now, dont
worry.
Will she be all
right, do you think?
Of course, of
course; now come to bed.
But nobody moved.
Late dinners were carried out onto the night lawns and set upon collapsible
tables, and they picked at these slowly until two oclock and the light-radio
message flashed from Earth. They could read the great Morse-code flashes which
flickered like a distant firefly:
AUSTRALIAN
CONTINENT ATOMIZED IN PREMATURE EXPLOSION OF ATOMIC STOCKPILE. LOS ANGELES,
LONDON BOMBED. WAR. COME HOME. COME HOME. COME HOME.
They stood up
from their tables.
COME HOME. COME
HOME. COME HOME.
Have you heard
from your brother Ted this year?
You know. With
mail rates five bucks a letter to Earth, I dont write much.
COME HOME.
Ive been
wondering about Jane; you remember Jane, my kid sister?
COME HOME.
At three in the
chilly morning the luggage-store proprietor glanced up. A lot of people were
coming down the street.
Stayed open late
on purpose. Whatll it be, mister?
By dawn the
luggage was gone from his shelves.
December 2005:
THE SILENT TOWNS
There was a
little white silent town on the edge of the dead Martian sea. The town was
empty. No one moved in it. Lonely lights burned in the stores all day. The shop
doors were wide, as if people had run off without using their keys. Magazines,
brought from Earth on the silver rocket a month before, fluttered, untouched,
burning brown, on wire racks fronting the silent drugstores.
The town was
dead. Its beds were empty and cold. The only sound was the power hum of
electric lines and dynamos, still alive, all by themselves. Water ran in
forgotten bathtubs, poured out into living rooms, onto porches, and down
through little garden plots to feed neglected flowers. In the dark theaters,
gum under the many seats began to harden with tooth impressions still in it.
Across town was a
rocket port. You could still smell the hard, scorched smell where the last
rocket blasted off when it went back to Earth. If you dropped a dime in the
telescope and pointed it at Earth, perhaps you could see the big war happening
there. Perhaps you could see New York explode. Maybe London could be seen,
covered with a new kind of fog. Perhaps then it might be understood why this
small Martian town is abandoned. How quick was the evacuation? Walk in any store,
bang the NO SALE key. Cash drawers jump out, all bright and jingly with coins.
That war on Earth must be very bad . . .
Along the empty
avenues of this town, now whistling softly, kicking a tin can ahead of him in
deepest concentration, came a tall, thin man. His eyes glowed with a dark,
quiet look of loneliness. He moved his bony hands in his pockets, which were
tinkling with new dimes. Occasionally he tossed a dime to the ground. He
laughed temperately, doing this, and walked on, sprinkling bright dimes
everywhere.
His name was
Walter Gripp. He had a placer mine and a remote shack far up in the blue
Martian hills and he walked to town once every two weeks to see if he could
marry a quiet and intelligent woman. Over the years he had always returned to his
shack, alone and disappointed. A week ago, arriving in town, he had found it
this way!
That day he had
been so surprised that he rushed to a delicatessen, flung wide a case, and
ordered a triple-decker beef sandwich.
Coming up! he
cried, a towel on his arm.
He flourished
meats and bread baked the day before, dusted a table, invited himself to sit,
and ate until he had to go find a soda fountain, where he ordered a
bicarbonate. The druggist, being one Walter Gripp, was astoundingly polite and
fizzed one right up for him!
He stuffed his
jeans with money, all he could find. He loaded a boys wagon with ten-dollar
bills and ran lickety-split through town. Reaching the suburbs, he suddenly
realized how shamefully silly he was. He didnt need money. He rode the
ten-dollar bills back to where hed found them, counted a dollar from his own
wallet to pay for the sandwiches, dropped it in the delicatessen till, and
added a quarter tip.
That night he
enjoyed a hot Turkish bath, a succulent filet carpeted with delicate mushrooms,
imported dry sherry, and strawberries in wine. He fitted himself for a new blue
flannel suit, and a rich gray Homburg which balanced oddly atop his gaunt head.
He slid money into a juke box which played That Old Gang of Mine. He dropped
nickels in twenty boxes all over town. The lonely streets and the night were
full of the sad music of That Old Gang of Mine as he walked, tall and thin
and alone, his new shoes clumping softly, his cold hands in his pockets.
But that was a
week past. He slept in a good house on Mars Avenue, rose mornings at nine,
bathed, and idled to town for ham and eggs. No morning passed that he didnt
freeze a ton of meats, vegetables, and lemon cream pies, enough to last ten
years, until the rockets came back from Earth, if they ever came.
Now, tonight, he
drifted up and down, seeing the wax women in every colorful shop window, pink
and beautiful. For the first time he knew how dead the town was. He drew a
glass of beer and sobbed gently.
Why, he said,
Im all alone.
He entered the
Elite Theater to show himself a film, to distract his mind from his isolation.
The theater was hollow, empty, like a tomb with phantoms crawling gray and
black on the vast screen. Shivering, he hurried from the haunted place.
Having decided to
return home, he was striking down the middle of a side street, almost running,
when he heard the phone.
He listened.
Phone ringing in
someones house.
He proceeded
briskly.
Someone should
answer that phone, he mused.
He sat on a curb
to pick a rock from his shoe, idly.
Someone! he
screamed, leaping. Me! Good lord, whats wrong with me! he shrieked. He
whirled. Which house? That one!
He raced over the
lawn, up the steps, into the house, down a dark hall.
He yanked up the
receiver.
Hello! he cried.
Buzzzzzzzzz.
Hello, hello!
They had hung up.
Hello! he
shouted, and banged the phone. You stupid idiot! he cried to himself.
Sitting on that curb, you fool! Oh, you damned and awful fool! He squeezed
the phone. Come on, ring again! Come on!
He had never
thought there might be others left on Mars. In the entire week he had seen no
one. He had figured that all other towns were as empty as this one.
Now, staring at
this terrible little black phone, he trembled. Interlocking dial systems
connected every town on Mars. From which of thirty cities had the call come?
He didnt know.
He waited. He
wandered to the strange kitchen, thawed some iced huckleberries, ate them
disconsolately.
There wasnt
anyone on the other end of that call, he murmured. Maybe a pole blew down
somewhere and the phone rang by itself.
But hadnt he
heard a click, which meant someone had hung up far away?
He stood in the
hall the rest of the night. Not because of the phone, he told himself. I
just havent anything else to do.
He listened to
his watch tick.
She wont phone
back, he said. She wont ever call a number that didnt answer. Shes
probably dialing other houses in town right now! And here I sitWait a minute!
He laughed. Why do I keep saying she'?
He blinked. It
could as easily be a he, couldnt it?
His heart slowed.
He felt very cold and hollow.
He wanted very
much for it to be a she.
He walked out of
the house and stood in the center of the early, dim morning street.
He listened. Not
a sound. No birds. No cars. Only his heart beating. Beat and pause and beat
again. His face ached with strain. The wind blew gently, oh so gently, flapping
his coat.
Sh, he
whispered. Listen.
He swayed in a
slow cirde, turning his head from one silent house to another.
Shell phone more
and more numbers, he thought. It must be a woman. Why? Only a woman would call
and call. A man wouldnt. A mans independent. Did I phone anyone? No! Never
thought of it. It must be a woman. It has to be, by God!
Listen.
Far away, under
the stars, a phone rang.
He ran. He
stopped to listen. The ringing, soft. He ran a few more steps. Louder. He raced
down an alley. Louder still! He passed six houses, six more. Much louder! He
chose a house and its door was locked.
The phone rang
inside.
Damn you! He
jerked the doorknob.
The phone
screamed.
He heaved a porch
chair through a parlor window, leaped in after it.
Before he even
touched the phone, it was silent.
He stalked through
the house then and broke mirrors, tore down drapes, and kicked in the kitchen
stove.
Finally,
exhausted, he picked up the thin directory which listed every phone on Mars.
Fifty thousand names.
He started with
number one.
Amelia Ames. He
dialed her number in New Chicago, one hundred miles over the dead sea.
No answer.
Number two lived
in New New York, five thousand miles across the blue mountains.
No answer.
He called three,
four, five, six, seven, eight, his fingers jerking, unable to grip the receiver.
A womans voice
answered, Hello?
Walter cried back
at her, Hello, oh lord, hello!
This is a
recording, recited the womans voice. Miss Helen Arasumian is not home. Will
you leave a message on the wire spool so she may call you when she returns?
Hello? This is a recording. Miss Arasumian is not home. Will you leave a
message
He hung up.
He sat with his
mouth twitching.
On second thought
he redialed that number.
When Miss Helen
Arasumian comes home, he said, tell her to go to hell.
He phoned Mars
Junction, New Boston, Arcadia, and Roosevelt City exchanges, theorizing that
they would be logical places for persons to dial from; after that he contacted
local city halls and other public institutions in each town. He phoned the best
hotels. Leave it to a woman to put herself up in luxury.
Suddenly he
stopped, clapped his hands sharply together, and laughed. Of course! He checked
the directory and dialed a long-distance call through to the biggest beauty
parlor in New Texas City. If ever there was a place where a woman would putter
around, patting mud packs on her face and sitting under a drier, it would be a
velvet-soft, diamond-gem beauty parlor!
The phone rang.
Someone at the other end lifted the receiver.
A womans voice
said, Hello?
If this is a
recording, announced Walter Gripp, Ill come over and blow the place up.
This isnt a
record, said the womans voice. Hello! Oh, hello, there is someone alive!
Where are you? She gave a delighted scream.
Walter almost
collapsed. You! He stood up jerkily, eyes wild. Good lord, what luck, whats
your name?
Genevieve
Selsor! She wept into the receiver. Oh, Im so glad to hear from you, whoever
you are!
Walter Gripp!
Walter, hello,
Walter!
Hello,
Genevieve!
Walter. Its
such a nice name. Walter, Walter!
Thank you.
Walter, where
are you?
Her voice was so
kind and sweet and fine. He held the phone tight to his ear so she could
whisper sweetly into it. He felt his feet drift off the floor. His cheeks
burned.
Im in Marlin Village,
he said. I
Buzz.
Hello? he said.
Buzz.
He jiggled the
hook. Nothing.
Somewhere a wind
had blown down a pole. As quickly as she had come, Genevieve Selsor was gone.
He dialed, but
the line was dead.
I know where she
is, anyway. He ran out of the house. The sun was rising as he backed a
bettle-car from the strangers garage, filled its backseat with food from the
house, and set out at eighty miles an hour down the highway, heading for New
Texas City. A thousand miles, he thought. Genevieve Selsor, sit tight, youll
hear from me!
He honked his
horn on every turn out of town.
At sunset, after
an impossible day of driving, he pulled to the roadside, kicked off his tight
shoes, laid himself out in the seat, and slid the gray Homburg over his weary
eyes. His breathing became slow and regular. The wind blew and the stars shone
gently upon him in the new dusk. The Martian mountains lay all around, millions
of years old. Starlight glittered on the spires of a little Martian town, no
bigger than a game of chess, in the blue hills.
He lay in the
half-place between awakeness and dreams. He whispered. Genevieve. Oh,
Genevieve, sweet Genevieve, he sang softly, the years may come, the years may
go. But Genevieve, sweet Genevieve . . . . There was a warmth in him. He heard
her quiet sweet cool voice singing. Hello, oh, hello, Walter! This is no
record. Where are you, Walter, where are you?
He sighed,
putting up a hand to touch her in the moonlight. Long dark hair shaking in the
wind; beautiful, it was. And her lips like red peppermints. And her cheeks like
fresh-cut wet roses. And her body like a clear vaporous mist, while her soft
cool sweet voice crooned to him once more the words to the old sad song, Oh,
Genevieve, sweet Genevieve, the years may come, the years may go . . .
He slept.
He reached New
Texas City at midnight.
He halted before
the Deluxe Beauty Salon, yelling.
He expected her
to rush out, all perfume, all laughter.
Nothing happened.
Shes asleep.
He walked to the door. Here I am! he called. Hello, Genevieve!
The town lay in
double moonlit silence. Somewhere a wind flapped a canvas awning.
He swung the
glass door wide and stepped in.
Hey! He laughed
uneasily. Dont hide! I know youre here!
He searched every
booth.
He found a tiny
handkerchief on the floor. It smelled so good he almost lost his balance.
Genevieve, he said.
He drove the car
through the empty streets but saw nothing. If this is a practical joke . . .
He slowed the
car. Wait a minute. We were cut off. Maybe she drove to Marlin Village while I
was driving here! She probably took the old Sea Road. We missed each other
during the day. Howd she know Id come get her? I didnt say I would. And she
was so afraid when the phone died that she rushed to Marlin Village to find me!
And here I am, by God, what a fool I am!
Giving the horn a
blow, he shot out of town.
He drove all
night. He thought, What if she isnt in Marlin Village waiting, when I arrive?
He wouldnt think
of that. She must be there. And he would run up and hold her and perhaps even
kiss her, once, on the lips.
Genevieve, sweet
Genevieve, he whistled, stepping it up to one hundred miles an hour.
Marlin Village
was quiet at dawn. Yellow lights were still burning in several stores, and a
juke box that had played steadily for one hundred hours finally, with a crackle
of electricity, ceased, making the silence complete. The sun warmed the streets
and warmed the cold and vacant sky.
Walter turned
down Main Street, the car lights still on, honking the horn a double toot, six
times at one corner, six times at another. He peered at the store names. His
face was white and tired, and his hands slid on the sweaty steering wheel.
Genevieve! he
called in the empty street.
The door to a
beauty salon opened.
Genevieve! He
stopped the car.
Genevieve Selsor
stood in the open door of the salon as he ran across the street. A box of cream
chocolates lay open in her arms. Her fingers, cuddling it, were plump and
pallid. Her face, as he stepped into the light, was round and thick, and her
eyes were like two immense eggs stuck into a white mess of bread dough. Her
legs were as big around as the stumps of trees, and she moved with an ungainly
shuffle. Her hair was an indiscriminate shade of brown that had been made and
remade, it appeared, as a nest for birds. She had no lips at all and
compensated this by stenciling on a large red, greasy mouth that now popped
open in delight, now shut in sudden alarm. She had plucked her brows to thin
antenna lines.
Walter stopped.
His smile dissolved. He stood looking at her.
She dropped her
candy box to the sidewalk.
Are
youGenevieve Selsor? His ears rang.
Are you Walter
Griff? she asked.
Gripp.
Gripp, she
corrected herself.
How do you do,
he said with a restrained voice.
How do you do.
She shook his hand.
Her fingers were
sticky with chocolate.
Well, said
Walter Gripp.
What? asked
Genevieve Selsor.
I just said,
Well, said Walter.
Oh.
It was nine
oclock at night. They had spent the day picnicking, and for supper he had
prepared a filet mignon which she didnt like because it was too rare, so he
broiled it some more and it was too much broiled or fried or something. He
laughed and said, Well see a movie! She said okay and put her chocolaty
fingers on his elbow. But all she wanted to see was a fifty-year-old film of
Clark Gable. Doesnt he just kill you? She giggled. Doesnt he kill you,
now? The film ended. Run it off again, she commanded. Again? he asked.
Again, she said. And when he returned she snuggled up and put her paws all
over him. Youre not quite what I expected, but youre nice, she admitted.
Thanks, he said, swallowing. Oh, that Gable, she said, and pinched his leg.
Ouch, he said.
After the film
they went shopping down the silent streets. She broke a window and put on the
brightest dress she could find. Dumping a perfume bottle on her hair, she
resembled a drowned sheep dog. How old are you? he inquired. Guess.
Dripping, she led him down the street. Oh, thirty, he said. Well, she
announced stiffly, Im only twenty-seven, so there!
Heres another
candy store! she said. Honest, Ive led the life of Reilly since everything
exploded. I never liked my folks, they were fools. They left for Earth two
months ago. I was supposed to follow on the last rocket, but I stayed on; you
know why?
Why?
Because everyone
picked on me. So I stayed where I could throw perfume on myself all day and
drink ten thousand malts and eat candy without people saying, Oh, thats full
of calories! So here I am!
Here you are.
Walter shut his eyes.
Its getting
late, she said, looking at him.
Yes.
Im tired, she
said.
Funny. Im wide
awake.
Oh, she said.
I feel like staying
up all night, he said. Say, theres a good record at Mikes. Come on, Ill
play it for you.
Im tired. She
glanced up at him with sly, bright eyes.
Im very alert,
he said. Strange.
Come back to the
beauty shop, she said. I want to show you something.
She took him in
through the glass door and walked him over to a large white box. When I drove
from Texas City, she said, I brought this with me. She untied the pink
ribbon. I thought: Well, here I am, the only lady on Mars, and here is the
only man, and, well . . . She lifted the lid and folded back crisp layers of
whispery pink tissue paper. She gave it a pat. There.
Walter Gripp
stared.
What is it? he
asked, beginning to tremble.
Dont you know,
silly? Its all lace and all white and all fine and everything.
No, I dont know
what it is.
Its a wedding
dress, silly!
Is it? His
voice cracked.
He shut his eyes.
Her voice was still soft and cool and sweet, as it had been on the phone. But
when he opened his eyes and looked at her . . .
He backed up.
How nice, he said.
Isnt it?
Genevieve. He
glanced at the door.
Yes?
Genevieve, Ive
something to tell you.
Yes? She
drifted toward him, the perfume smell thick about her round white face.
The thing I have
to say to you is . . . he said.
Yes?
Good-by!
And he was out
the door and into his car before she could scream.
She ran and stood
on the curb as he swung the car about.
Walter Griff,
come back here! she wailed, flinging up her arms.
Gripp, he
corrected her.
Gripp! she
shouted.
The car whirled
away down the silent street, regardless of her stompings and shriekings. The
exhaust from it fluttered the white dress she crumpled in her plump hands, and
the stars shone bright, and the car vanished out onto the desert and away into
blackness.
He drove all
night and all day for three nights and days. Once he thought he saw a car
following, and he broke into a shivering sweat and took another highway,
cutting off across the lonely Martian world, past little dead cities, and he
drove and drove for a week and a day, until he had put ten thousand miles
between himself and Marlin Village. Then he pulled into a small town named
Holtville Springs, where there were some tiny stores he could light up at night
and restaurants to sit in, ordering meals. And hes lived there ever since,
with two deep freezes packed with food to last him one hundred years, and
enough cigars to last ten thousand days, and a good bed with a soft mattress.
And when once in
a while over the long years the phone ringshe doesnt answer.
April 2026: THE
LONG YEARS
Whenever the wind
came through the sky, he and his small family would sit in the stone hut and
warm their hands over a wood fire. The wind would stir the canal waters and
almost blow the stars out of the sky, but Mr. Hathaway would sit contented and
talk to his wife, and his wife would reply, and he would speak to his two
daughters and his son about the old days on Earth, and they would all answer
neatly.
It was the
twentieth year after the Great War. Mars was a tomb, planet. Whether or not
Earth was the same was a matter for much silent debate for Hathaway and his
family on the long Martian nights.
This night one of
the violent Martian dust storms had come over the low Martian graveyards, blowing
through ancient towns and tearing away the plastic walls of the newer,
American-built city that was melting down into the sand, desolated.
The storm abated.
Hathaway went out into the cleared weather to see Earth burning green on the
windy sky. He put his hand up as one might reach to adjust a dimly burning
globe in the ceiling of a dark room. He looked across the long-dead sea
bottoms. Not another living thing on this entire planet, he thought. Just
myself. And them. He looked back within the stone hut.
What was
happening on Earth now? He had seen no visible sign of change in Earths aspect
through his thirty-inch telescope. Well, he thought, Im good for another
twenty years if Im careful. Someone might come. Either across the dead seas or
out of space in a rocket on a little thread of red flame.
He called into
the hut, Im going to take a walk.
All right, his
wife said.
He moved quietly
down through a series of ruins. Made in New York, he read from a piece of
metal as he passed. And all these things from Earth will be gone long before
the old Martian towns. He looked toward the fifty-centuries-old village that
lay among the blue mountains.
He came to a
solitary Martian graveyard, a series of small hexagonal stones on a hill swept
by the lonely wind.
He stood looking
down at four graves with crude wooden crosses on them, and names. Tears did not
come to his eyes. They had dried long ago.
Do you forgive
me for what Ive done? he asked of the crosses. I was very much alone. You do
understand, dont you?
He returned to
the stone hut and once more, just before going in, shaded his eyes, searching
the black sky.
You keep waiting
and waiting and looking, he said, and one night, perhaps
There was a tiny
red flame on the sky.
He stepped away
from the light of the hut.
and you look
again, he whispered.
The tiny red
flame was still there.
It wasnt there
last night, he whispered.
He stumbled and
fell, picked himself up, ran behind the hut, swiveled the telescope, and
pointed it at the sky.
A minute later,
after a long wild staring, he appeared in the low door of the hut. The wife and
the two daughters and the son turned their heads to him. Finally he was able to
speak
I have good
news, he said. I have looked at the sky. A rocket is coming to take us all
home. It will be here in the early morning.
He put his hands
down and put his head into his hands and began to cry gently.
He burned what
was left of New New York that morning at three.
He took a torch
and moved into the plastic city and with the flame touched the walls here or
there. The city bloomed up in great tosses of heat and light. It was a square
mile of illumination, big enough to be seen out in space. It would beckon the
rocket down to Mr. Hathaway and his family.
His heart beating
rapidly with.pain, he returned to the hut. See? He held up a dusty bottle
into the light. Wine I saved, just for tonight. I knew that some day someone
would find us! Well have a drink to celebrate!
He poured five
glasses full.
Its been a long
time, he said, gravely looking into his drink. Remember the day the war
broke? Twenty years and seven months ago. And all the rockets were called home
from Mars. And you and I and the children were out in the mountains, doing
archaeological work, research on the ancient surgical methods of the Martians.
We ran our horses, almost killing them, remember? But we got here to the city a
week late. Everyone was gone. America had been destroyed; every rocket had left
without waiting for stragglers, remember, remember? And it turned out we were
the only ones left? Lord, Lord, how the years pass. I couldnt have stood it
without you here, all of you. Id have killed myself without you. But with you,
it was worth waiting. Heres to us, then. He lifted his glass. And to our
long wait together. He drank.
The wife and the
two daughters and the son raised their glasses to their lips.
The wine ran down
over the chins of all four of them.
By morning the
city was blowing in great black soft flakes across the sea bottom. The fire was
exhausted, but it had served its purpose; the red spot on the sky grew larger.
From the stone
hut came the rich brown smell of baked gingerbread. His wife stood over the
table, setting down the hot pans of new bread as Hathaway entered. The two daughters
were gently sweeping the bare stone floor with stiff brooms, and the son was
polishing the silverware.
Well have a
huge breakfast for them, laughed Hathaway. Put on your best clothes!
He hurried across
his land to the vast metal storage shed. Inside was the cold-storage unit and
power plant he had repaired and restored with his efficient, small, nervous
fingers over the years, just as he had repaired clocks, telephones, and spool
recorders in his spare time. The shed was full of things he had built, some
senseless mechanisms the functions of which were a mystery even to himself now
as he looked upon them.
From the deep
freeze he fetched rimed cartons of beans and strawberries, twenty years old.
Lazarus come forth, he thought, and pulled out a cool chicken.
The air was full
of cooking odors when the rocket landed.
Like a boy,
Hathaway raced down the hill. He stopped once because of a sudden sick pain in
his chest. He sat on a rock to regain his breath, then ran all the rest of the
way.
He stood in the
hot atmosphere generated by the fiery rocket. A port opened. A man looked down.
Hathaway shielded
his eyes and at last said, Captain Wilder!
Who is it?
asked Captain Wilder, and jumped down and stood there looking at the old man.
He put his hand out. Good lord, its Hathaway!
Thats right.
They looked into each others faces.
Hathaway, from
my old crew, from the Fourth Expedition.
Its been a long
time, Captain.
Too long. Its
good to see you.
Im old, said
Hathaway simply.
Im not young
myself any more. Ive been out to Jupiter and Saturn and Neptune for twenty
years.
I heard they had
kicked you upstairs so you wouldnt interfere with colonial policy here on
Mars. The old man looked around. Youve been gone so long you dont know whats
happened
Wilder said, I
can guess. Weve circled Mars twice. Found only one other man, name of Walter
Gripp, about ten thousand miles from here, We offered to take him with us, but he
said no. The last we saw of him he was sitting in the middle of the highway in
a rocking chair, smoking a pipe, waving to us. Mars is pretty well dead, not
even a Martian alive. What about Earth?
You know as much
as I do. Once in a while I get the Earth radio, very faintly. But its always
in some other language. Im sorry to say I only know Latin. A few words come
through. I take it most of Earths a shambles, but the war goes on. Are you
going back, sir?
Yes. Were
curious, of course. We had no radio contact so far out in space. Well want to
see Earth, no matter what.
Youll take us
with you?
The captain
started. Of course, your wife, I remember her. Twenty-five years ago, wasnt
it? When they opened First Town and you quit the service and brought her up
here. And there were children
My son and two
daughters.
Yes, I remember.
Theyre here?
Up at our hut.
Theres a fine breakfast waiting all of you up the hill. Will you come?
We would be
honored, Mr. Hathaway. Captain Wilder called to the rocket, Abandon ship!
They walked up
the hill, Hathaway and Captain Wilder, the twenty crew members following taking
deep breaths of the thin, cool morning air. The sun rose and it was a good day.
Do you remember
Spender, Captain?
Ive never forgotten
him.
About once a
year I walk up past his tomb. It looks like he got his way at last. He didnt
want us to come here, and I suppose hes happy now that weve all gone away.
What aboutwhat
was his name?Parkhill, Sam Parkhill?
He opened a
hot-dog stand.
It sounds just
like him.
And went back to
Earth the next week for the war. Hathaway put his hand to his chest and sat
down abruptly upon a boulder, Im sorry. The excitement. Seeing you again
after all these years. Have to rest. He felt his heart pound. He counted the
beats. It was very bad.
Weve a doctor,
said Wilder. Excuse me, Hathaway, I know you are one, but wed better check
you with our own The doctor was summoned.
Ill be all
right, insisted Hathaway. The waiting, the excitement. He could hardly
breathe. His lips were blue. You know, he said as the doctor placed a
stethoscope to him, its as if I kept alive all these years just for this day,
and now youre here to take me back to Earth, Im satisfied and I can just lie down
and quit.
Here. The
doctor handed him a yellow pellet. Wed better let you rest.
Nonsense. Just
let me sit a moment. Its good to see all of you. Good to hear new voices
again.
Is the pellet
working?
Fine. Here we
go!
They walked on up
the hill.
Alice, come see
whos here!
Hathaway frowned
and bent into the hut. Alice, did you hear?
His wife
appeared. A moment later the two daughters, tall and gracious, came out,
followed by an even taller son.
Alice, you
remember Captain Wilder?
She hesitated and
looked at Hathaway as if for instructions and then smiled. Of course, Captain
Wilder!
I remember, we
had dinner together the night before I took off for Jupiter, Mrs. Hathaway.
She shook his
hand vigorously. My daughters, Marguerite and Susan. My son, John. You
remember the captain, surely?
Hands were shaken
amid laughter and much talk.
Captain Wilder
sniffed the air. Is that gingerbread?
Will you have
some?
Everyone moved.
Folding tables were hurried out while hot foods were rushed forth and plates
and fine damask napkins and good silverware were laid. Captain Wilder stood
looking first at Mrs. Hathaway and then at her son and her two tall,
quiet-moving daughters. He looked into their faces as they darted past and he
followed every move of their youthful hands and every expression of their
wrinkleless faces. He sat upon a chair the son brought. How old are you,
John?
The son replied,
Twenty-three.
Wilder shifted
his silverware clumsily. His face was suddenly pale. The man next to him
whispered, Captain Wilder, that cant be right.
The son moved
away to bring more chairs.
Whats that,
Williamson?
Im forty-three
myself, Captain. I was in school the same time as young John Hathaway there,
twenty years ago. He says hes only twenty-three now; he only looks
twenty-three. But thats wrong. He should be forty-two, at least. Whats it
mean, sir?
I dont know.
You look kind of
sick, sir.
I dont feel
well. The daughters, too, I saw them twenty years or so ago; they havent changed,
not a wrinkle. Will you do me a favor? I want you to run an errand, Williamson.
Ill tell you where to go and what to check. Late in the breakfast, slip away.
It should take you only ten minutes. The place isnt far from here. I saw it
from the rocket as we landed.
Here! What are
you talking about so seriously? Mrs. Hathaway ladled quick spoons of soup into
their bowls. Smile now; were all together, the trips over, and its like
home!
Yes. Captain
Wilder laughed. You certainly look very well and young Mrs. Hathaway!
Isnt that like
a man!
He watched her
drift away, drift with her pink face warm, smooth as an apple, unwrinkled and
colorful. She chimed her laugh at every joke, she tossed salads neatly, never
once pausing for breath. And the bony son and curved daughters were brilliantly
witty, like their father, telling of the long years and their secret life,
while their father nodded proudly to each.
Williamson
slipped off down the hill.
Wheres he
going? asked Hathaway.
Checking the rocket,
said Wilder. But, as I was saying, Hathaway, theres nothing on Jupiter,
nothing at all for men. That includes Saturn and Pluto. Wilder talked
mechanically, not hearing his words, thinking only of Williamson running down
the hill and climbing back to tell what he had found.
Thanks.
Marguerite Hathaway was filling his water glass. Impulsively he touched her
arm. She did not even mind. Her flesh was warm and soft.
Hathaway, across
the table, paused several times, touched his chest with his fingers, painfully,
then went on listening to the murmuring talk and sudden loud chattering,
glancing now and again with concern at Wilder, who did not seem to like chewing
his gingerbread.
Williamson
returned. He sat picking at his food until the captain whispered aside to him,
Well?
I found it,
sir.
And?
Williamsons
cheeks were white. He kept his eyes on the laughing people. The daughters were
smiling gravely and the son was telling a joke. Williamson said, I went into
the graveyard.
The four crosses
were there?
The four crosses
were there, sir. The names were still on them. I wrote them down to be sure.
He read from a white paper: Alice, Marguerite, Susan, and John Hathaway. Died
of unknown virus. July 2007.
Thank you,
Williamson. Wilder closed his eyes.
Nineteen years
ago, sir, Williamsons hand trembled.
Yes.
Then who are
these!
I dont know.
What are you
going to do?
I dont know
that either.
Will we tell the
other men?
Later. Go on
with your food as if nothing happened.
Im not very
hungry now, sir.
The meal ended
with wine brought from the rocket. Hathaway arose. A toast to all of you; its
good to be with friends again. And to my wife and children, without whom I
couldnt have survived alone. It is only through their kindness in caring for
me that Ive lived on, waiting for your arrival. He moved his wineglass toward
his family, who looked back self-consciously, lowering their eyes at last as
everyone drank.
Hathaway drank
down his wine..He did not cry out as he fell forward onto the table and slipped
to the ground. Several men eased him to rest. The doctor bent to him and
listened. Wilder touched the doctors shoulder. The doctor looked up and shook
his head. Wilder knelt and took the old mans hand. Wilder? Hathaways voice
was barely audible. I spoiled the breakfast.
Nonsense.
Say good-by to
Alice and the children for me.
Just a moment,
Ill call them.
No, no, dont!
gasped Hathaway. They wouldnt understand. I wouldnt want them to understand!
Dont!
Wilder did not
move.
Hathaway was
dead.
Wilder waited for
a long time. Then he arose and walked away from the stunned group around
Hathaway. He went to Alice Hathaway, looked into her face, and said, Do you
know what has just happened?
Something about
my husband?
Hes just passed
away; his heart, said Wilder, watching her.
Im sorry, she
said.
How do you
feel? he asked.
He didnt want
us to feel badly. He told us it would happen one day and he didnt want us to
cry. He didnt teach us how, you know. He didnt want us to know. He said it
was the worst thing that could happen to a man to know how to be lonely and
know how to be sad and then to cry. So were not to know what crying is, or
being sad.
Wilder glanced at
her hands, the soft warm hands and the fine manicured nails and the tapered
wrists. He saw her slender, smooth white neck and her intelligent eyes. Finally
he said, Mr. Hathaway did a fine job on you and your children.
He would have
liked to hear you say that. He was so proud of us. After a while he even forgot
that he had made us. At the end he loved and took us as his real wife and
children. And, in a way, we are.
You gave him a
good deal of comfort.
Yes, for years on
end we sat and talked. He so much loved to talk. He liked the stone hut and the
open fire. We could have lived in a regular house in the town, but he liked it
up here, where he could be primitive if he liked, or modern if he liked. He
told me all about his laboratory and the things he did in it. He wired the
entire dead American town below with sound speakers. When he pressed a button
the town lit up and made noises as if ten thousand people lived in it. There
were airplane noises and car noises and the sounds of people talking. He would
sit and light a cigar and talk to us, and the sounds of the town would come up
to us, and once in awhile the phone would ring and a recorded voice would ask
Mr. Hathaway scientific and surgical questions and he would answer them. With
the phone ringing and us here and the sounds of the town and his cigar, Mr.
Hathaway was quite happy. Theres only one thing he couldnt make us do, she
said. And that was to grow old. He got older every day, but we stayed the
same. I guess he didnt mind. I guess he wanted us this way.
Well bury him
down in the yard where the other four crosses are. I think he would like that.
She put her hand
on his wrist, lightly. Im sure he would.
Orders were
given. The family followed the little procession down the hill. Two men carried
Hathaway on a covered stretcher. They passed the stone hut and the storage shed
where Hathaway, many years before, had begun his work. Wilder paused within the
workshop door.
How would it be,
he wondered, to live on a planet with a wife and three children and have them
die, leaving you alone with the wind and silence? What would a person do? Bury
them with crosses in the graveyard and then come back up to the workshop and,
with all the power of mind and memory and accuracy of finger and genius, put
together, bit by bit, all those things that were wife, son, daughter. With an
entire American city below from which to draw needed supplies, a brilliant man
might do anything.
The sound of
their footsteps was muffled in the sand. At the graveyard, as they turned in,
two men were already spading out the earth.
They returned to
the rocket in the late afternoon.
Williamson nodded
at the stone hut. What are we going to do about them?
I dont know,
said the captain.
Are you going to
turn them off?
Off? The
captain looked faintly surprised. It never entered my mind.
Youre not
taking them back with us?
No, it would be
useless.
You mean youre
going to leave them here, like that, as they are!
The captain
handed Williamson a gun. If you can do anything about this, youre a better
man than I.
Five minutes
later Williamson returned from the hut, sweating. Here, take your gun. I
understand what you mean now. I went in the hut with the gun. One of the
daughters smiled at me. So did the others, The wife offered me a cup of tea.
Lord, itd be murder!
Wilder nodded.
Therell never be anything as fine as them again. Theyre built to last; ten,
fifty, two hundred years. Yes, theyve as much right toto life as you or I or
any of us. He knocked out his pipe. Well, get aboard. Were taking off. This
citys done for, well not be using it.
It was late in
the day. A cold wind was rising. The men were aboard. The captain hesitated.
Williamson said, Dont tell me youre going back to saygood-by-to them?
The captain
looked at Williamson coldly. None of your business.
Wilder strode up
toward the hut through the darkening wind. The men in the rocket saw his shadow
lingering in the stone-hut doorway. They saw a womans shadow. They saw the
captain shake her hand.
Moments later he
came running back to the rocket.
On nights when
the wind comes over the dead sea bottoms and through the hexagonal graveyard,
over four old crosses and one new one, there is a light burning in the low
stone hut, and in that hut, as the wind roars by and the dust whirls and the
cold stars burn, are four figures, a woman, two daughters, a son, tending a low
fire for no reason and talking and laughing.
Night after night
for every year and every year, for no reason at all, the woman comes out and
looks at the sky, her hands up, for a long moment, looking at the green burning
of Earth, not knowing why she looks, and then she goes back and throws a stick
on the fire, and the wind comes up and the dead sea goes on being dead.
August 2026:
THERE WILL COME SOFT RAINS
In the living
room the voice-clock sang, Tick-tock, seven oclock, time to get up, time to
get up, seven oclock! as if it were afraid that nobody would. The morning house
lay empty. The clock ticked on, repeating and repeating its sounds into the
emptiness. Seven-nine, breakfast time, seven-nine!
In the kitchen
the breakfast stove gave a hissing sigh and ejected from its warm interior
eight pieces of perfectly browned toast, eight eggs sunnyside up, sixteen
slices of bacon, two coffees, and two cool glasses of milk.
Today is August
4, 2026, said a second voice from the kitchen ceiling, in the city of
Allendale, California. It repeated the date three times for memorys sake.
Today is Mr. Featherstones birthday. Today is the anniversary of Tilitas
marriage. Insurance is payable, as are the water, gas, and light bills.
Somewhere in the
walls, relays clicked, memory tapes glided under electric eyes.
Eight-one, tick-tock,
eight-one oclock, off to school, off to work, run, run, eight-one! But no
doors slammed, no carpets took the soft tread of rubber heels. It was raining
outside. The weather box on the front door sang quietly: Rain, rain, go away;
rubbers, raincoats for today . . . And the rain tapped on the empty house,
echoing.
Outside, the
garage chimed and lifted its door to reveal the waiting car. After a long wait
the door swung down again.
At eight-thirty
the eggs were shriveled and the toast was like stone. An aluminum wedge scraped
them into the sink, where hot water whirled them down a metal throat which
digested and flushed them away to the distant sea. The dirty dishes were
dropped into a hot washer and emerged twinkling dry.
Nine-fifteen,
sang the clock, time to clean.
Out of warrens in
the wall, tiny robot mice darted. The rooms were acrawl with the small cleaning
animals, all rubber and metal. They thudded against chairs, whirling their
mustached runners, kneading the rug nap, sucking gently at hidden dust. Then,
like mysterious invaders, they popped into their burrows. Their pink electric
eyes faded. The house was clean.
Ten oclock. The
sun came out from behind the rain. The house stood alone in a city of rubble
and ashes. This was the one house left standing. At night the ruined city gave
off a radioactive glow which could be seen for miles.
Ten-fifteen. The
garden sprinklers whirled up in golden founts, filling the soft morning air
with scatterings of brightness, The water pelted windowpanes, running down the
charred west side where the house had been burned evenly free of its white
paint. The entire west face of the house was black, save for five places. Here
the silhouette in paint of a man mowing a lawn. Here, as in a photograph, a
woman bent to pick flowers. Still farther over, their images burned on wood in
one titanic instant, a small boy, hands flung into the air; higher up, the
image of a thrown ball, and opposite him a girl, hands raised to catch a ball
which never came down.
The five spots of
paintthe man, the woman, the children, the ballremained. The rest was a thin
charcoaled layer.
The gentle
sprinkler rain filled the garden with falling light.
Until this day,
how well the house had kept its peace. How carefully it had inquired, Who goes
there? Whats the password? and, getting no answer from lonely foxes and
whining cats, it had shut up its windows and drawn shades in an old-maidenly
preoccupation with self-protection which bordered on a mechanical paranoia.
It quivered at
each sound, the house did. If a sparrow brushed a window, the shade snapped up.
The bird, startled, flew off! No, not even a bird must touch the house!
The house was an
altar with ten thousand attendants, big, small, servicing, attending, in
choirs. But the gods had gone away, and the ritual of the religion continued
senselessly, uselessly.
Twelve noon.
A dog whined,
shivering, on the front porch.
The front door
recognized the dog voice and opened. The dog, once huge and fleshy, but now
gone to bone and covered with sores, moved in and through the house, tracking
mud. Behind it whirred angry mice, angry at having to pick up mud, angry at
inconvenience.
For not a leaf
fragment blew under the door but what the wall panels flipped open and the
copper scrap rats flashed swiftly out. The offending dust, hair, or paper,
seized in miniature steel jaws, was raced back to the burrows. There, down
tubes which fed into the cellar, it was dropped into the sighing vent of an
incinerator which sat like evil Baal in a dark corner.
The dog ran
upstairs, hysterically yelping to each door, at last realizing, as the house
realized, that only silence was here.
It sniffed the
air and scratched the kitchen door. Behind the door, the stove was making
pancakes which filled the house with a rich baked odor and the scent of maple
syrup.
The dog frothed
at the mouth, lying at the door, sniffing, its eyes turned to fire. It ran
wildly in circles, biting at its tail, spun in a frenzy, and died. It lay in
the parlor for an hour.
Two oclock, sang
a voice.
Delicately
sensing decay at last, the regiments of mice hummed out as softly as blown gray
leaves in an electrical wind.
Two-fifteen.
The dog was gone.
In the cellar,
the incinerator glowed suddenly and a whirl of sparks leaped up the chimney.
Two thirty-five.
Bridge tables
sprouted from patio walls. Playing cards fluttered onto pads in a shower of
pips. Martinis manifested on an oaken bench with egg-salad sandwiches. Music
played.
But the tables
were silent and the cards untouched.
At four oclock the
tables folded like great butterflies back through the paneled walls.
Four-thirty.
The nursery walls
glowed.
Animals took
shape: yellow giraffes, blue lions, pink antelopes, lilac panthers cavorting in
crystal substance. The walls were glass. They looked out upon color and
fantasy. Hidden films clocked through well-oiled sprockets, and the walls
lived. The nursery floor was woven to resemble a crisp, cereal meadow. Over
this ran aluminum roaches and iron crickets, and in the hot still air
butterflies of delicate red tissue wavered among the sharp aroma of animal
spoors! There was the sound like a great matted yellow hive of bees within a
dark bellows, the lazy bumble of a purring lion. And there was the patter of
okapi feet and the murmur of a fresh jungle rain, like other hoofs, falling
upon the summer-starched grass. Now the walls dissolved into distances of
parched weed, mile on mile, and warm endless sky. The animals drew away into
thorn brakes and water holes.
It was the
childrens hour.
Five oclock. The
bath filled with clear hot water.
Six, seven, eight
oclock. The dinner dishes manipulated like magic tricks, and in the study a
click. In the metal stand opposite the hearth where a fire now blazed up
warmly, a cigar popped out, half an inch of soft gray ash on it, smoking,
waiting.
Nine oclock. The
beds warmed their hidden circuits, for nights were cool here.
Nine-five. A
voice spoke from the study ceiling:
Mrs. McClellan,
which poem would you like this evening?
The house was
silent.
The voice said at
last, Since you express no preference, I shall select a poem at random. Quiet
music rose to back the voice. Sara Teasdale. As I recall, your favorite . . .
There will come
soft rains and the smell of the ground,
And swallows
circling with their shimmering sound;
And frogs in the
pools singing at night,
And wild plum
trees in tremulous white;
Robins will wear
their feathery fire,
Whistling their
whims on a low fence-wire;
And not one will
know of the war, not one
Will care at last
when it is done.
Not one would
mind, neither bird nor tree,
If mankind
perished utterly;
And Spring
herself, when she woke at dawn
Would scarcely
know that we were gone.
The fire burned
on the stone hearth and the cigar fell away into a mound of quiet ash on its tray.
The empty chairs faced each other between the silent walls, and the music
played.
At ten oclock
the house began to die.
The wind blew. A
falling tree bough crashed through the kitchen window. Cleaning solvent,
bottled, shattered over the stove. The room was ablaze in an instant!
Fire! screamed
a voice. The house lights flashed, water pumps shot water from the ceilings.
But the solvent spread on the linoleum, licking eating under the kitchen door,
while the voices took it up in chorus: Fire, fire, fire!
The house tried
to save itself. Doors sprang tightly shut, but the windows were broken by the
heat and the wind blew and sucked upon the fire.
The house gave
ground as the fire in ten billion angry sparks moved with flaming ease from
room to room and then up the stairs. While scurrying water rats squeaked from
the walls, pistoled their water, and ran for more. And the wall sprays let down
showers of mechanical rain.
But too late.
Somewhere, sighing, a pump shrugged to a stop. The quenching rain ceased. The
reserve water supply which had filled baths and washed dishes for many quiet
days was gone.
The fire crackled
up the stairs. It fed upon Picassos and Matisses in the upper halls, like
delicacies, baking off the oily flesh, tenderly crisping the canvases into
black shavings.
Now the fire lay
in beds, stood in windows, changed the colors of drapes!
And then,
reinforcements.
From attic
trapdoors, blind robot faces peered down with faucet mouths gushing green
chemical.
The fire backed
off, as even an elephant must at the sight of a dead snake. Now there were
twenty snakes whipping over the floor, killing the fire with a clear cold venom
of green froth.
But the fire was
clever. It had sent flames outside the house, up through the attic to the pumps
there. An explosion! The attic brain which directed the pumps was shattered
into bronze shrapnel on the beams.
The fire rushed
back into every closet and felt of the clothes hung there.
The house
shuddered, oak bone on bone, its bared skeleton cringing from the heat, its
wire, its nerves revealed as if a surgeon had torn the skin off to let the red
veins and capillaries quiver in the scalded air. Help, help! Fire! Run, run!
Heat snapped mirrors like the brittle winter ice. And the voices wailed Fire,
fire, run, run, like a tragic nursery rhyme, a dozen voices, high, low, like
children dying in a forest, alone, alone. And the voices fading as the wires
popped their sheathings like hot chestnuts. One, two, three, four, five voices
died.
In the nursery
the jungle burned. Blue lions roared, purple giraffes bounded off. The panthers
ran in cirdes, changing color, and ten million animals, running before the
fire, vanished off toward a distant steaming river . . .
Ten more voices
died. In the last instant under the fire avalanche, other choruses, oblivious,
could be heard announcing the time, playing music, cutting the lawn by
remote-control mower, or setting an umbrella frantically out and in the
slamming and opening front door, a thousand things happening, like a clock shop
when each clock strikes the hour insanely before or after the other, a scene of
maniac confusion, yet unity; singing, screaming, a few last cleaning mice
darting bravely out to carry the horrid ashes away! And one voice, with sublime
disregard for the situation, read poetry aloud in the fiery study, until all
the film spools burned, until all the wires withered and the circuits cracked.
The fire burst
the house and let it slam flat down, puffing out skirts of spark and smoke.
In the kitchen,
an instant before the rain of fire and timber, the stove could be seen making
breakfasts at a psychopathic rate, ten dozen eggs, six loaves of toast, twenty
dozen bacon strips, which, eaten by fire, started the stove working again,
hysterically hissing!
The crash. The
attic smashing into kitchen and parlor. The parlor into cellar, cellar into
sub-cellar. Deep freeze, armchair, film tapes, circuits, beds, and all like
skeletons thrown in a cluttered mound deep under.
Smoke and
silence. A great quantity of smoke.
Dawn showed
faintly in the east. Among the ruins, one wall stood alone. Within the wall, a
last voice said, over and over again and again, even as the sun rose to shine
upon the heaped rubble and steam:
Today is August 5,
2026, today is August 5, 2026, today is . . .
October 2026: THE
MILLION-YEAR PICNIC
Somehow the idea
was brought up by Mom that perhaps the whole family would enjoy a fishing trip.
But they werent Moms words; Timothy knew that. They were Dads words, and Mom
used them for him somehow.
Dad shuffled his
feet in a clutter of Martian pebbles and agreed. So immediately there was a
tumult and a shouting, and very quickly the camp was tucked into capsules and
containers, Mom slipped into traveling jumpers and blouse, Dad stuffed his pipe
full with trembling hands, his eyes on the Martian sky, and the three boys
piled yelling into the motorboat, none of them really keeping an eye on Mom and
Dad, except Timothy.
Dad pushed a
stud. The water boat sent a humming sound up into the sky. The water shook back
and the boat nosed ahead, and the family cried, Hurrah!
Timothy sat in
the back of the boat with Dad, his small fingers atop Dads hairy ones,
watching the canal twist, leaving the crumbled place behind where they had
landed in their small family rocket all the way from Earth. He remembered the
night before they left Earth, the hustling and hurrying the rocket that Dad had
found somewhere, somehow, and the talk of a vacation on Mars. A long way to go
for a vacation, but Timothy said nothing because of his younger brothers. They
came to Mars and now, first thing, or so they said, they were going fishing.
Dad had a funny
look in his eyes as the boat went up-canal. A look that Timothy couldnt
figure. It was made of strong light and maybe a sort of relief. It made the
deep wrinkles laugh instead of worry or cry.
So there went the
cooling rocket, around a bend, gone.
How far are we
going? Robert splashed his hand. It looked like a small crab jumping in the
violet water.
Dad exhaled. A
million years.
Gee, said
Robert.
Look, kids.
Mother pointed one soft long arm. Theres a dead city.
They looked with
fervent anticipation, and the dead city lay dead for them alone, drowsing in a
hot silence of summer made on Mars by a Martian weatherman.
And Dad looked as
if he was pleased that it was dead.
It was a futile
spread of pink rocks sleeping on a rise of sand, a few tumbled pillars, one
lonely shrine, and then the sweep of sand again. Nothing else for miles. A white
desert around the canal and a blue desert over it.
Just then a bird
flew up. Like a stone thrown across a blue pond, hitting, falling deep, and
vanishing.
Dad got a
frightened look when he saw it. I thought it was a rocket.
Timothy looked at
the deep ocean sky, trying to see Earth and the war and the ruined cities and
the men killing each other since the day he was born. But he saw nothing. The
war was as removed and far off as two flies battling to the death in the arch
of a great high and silent cathedral. And just as senseless.
William Thomas
wiped his forehead and felt the touch of his sons hand on his arm, like a
young tarantula, thrilled. He beamed at his son. How goes it, Timmy?
Fine, Dad.
Timothy hadnt
quite figured out what was ticking inside the vast adult mechanism beside him.
The man with the immense hawk nose, sunburnt, peelingand the hot blue eyes
like agate marbles you play with after school in summer back on Earth, and the
long thick columnar legs in the loose riding breeches.
What are you
looking at so hard, Dad?
I was looking
for Earthian logic, common sense, good government, peace, and responsibility.
All that up
there?
No. I didnt
find it. Its not there any more. Maybe itll never be there again. Maybe we
fooled ourselves that it was ever there.
Huh?
See the fish,
said Dad, pointing.
There rose a
soprano clamor from all three boys as they rocked the boat in arching their
tender necks to see. They oohed and ahed. A silver ring fish floated by them, undulating,
and closing like an iris, instantly, around food partides, to assimilate them.
Dad looked at it.
His voice was deep and quiet.
Just like war.
War swims along, sees food, contracts. A moment laterEarth is gone.
William, said
Mom.
Sorry, said
Dad.
They sat still
and felt the canal water rush cool, swift, and glassy. The only sound was the
motor hum, the glide of water, the sun expanding the air.
When do we see
the Martians? cried Michael.
Quite soon,
perhaps, said Father. Maybe tonight.
Oh, but the
Martians are a dead race now, said Mom.
No, theyre not.
Ill show you some Martians, all right, Dad said presently.
Timothy scowled
at that but said nothing. Everything was odd now. Vacations and fishing and
looks between people.
The other boys
were already engaged making shelves of their small hands and peering under them
toward the seven-foot stone banks of the canal, watching for Martians.
What do they
look like? demanded Michael.
Youll know them
when you see them. Dad sort of laughed, and Timothy saw a pulse beating time
in his cheek.
Mother was
slender and soft, with a woven plait of spungold hair over her head in a tiara,
and eyes the color of the deep cool canal water where it ran in shadow, almost
purple, with flecks of amber caught in it. You could see her thoughts swimming
around in her eyes, like fishsome bright, some dark, some fast, quick, some
slow and easy, and sometimes, like when she looked up where Earth was, being
nothing but color and nothing else. She sat in the boats prow, one hand
resting on the side lip, the other on the lap of her dark blue breeches, and a
line of sunburnt soft neck showing where her blouse opened like a white flower.
She kept looking
ahead to see what was there, and, not being able to see it clearly enough, she
looked backward toward her husband, and through his eyes, reflected then, she
saw what was ahead; and since he added part of himself to this reflection, a
determined firmness, her face relaxed and she accepted it and she turned back,
knowing suddenly what to look for.
Timothy looked
too. But all he saw was a straight pencil line of canal going violet through a
wide shallow valley penned by low, eroded hills, and on until it fell over the
skys edge. And this canal went on and on, through cities that would have
rattled like beetles in a dry skull if you shook them. A hundred or two hundred
cities dreaming hot summer-day dreams and cool summer-night dreams . . .
They had come
millions of miles for this outingto fish. But there had been a gun on the
rocket. This was a vacation. But why all the food, more than enough to last
them years and years, left hidden back there near the rocket? Vacation. Just
behind the veil of the vacation was not a soft face of laughter, but something
hard and bony and perhaps terrifying. Timothy could not lift the veil, and the
two other boys were busy being ten and eight years old, respectively.
No Martians yet.
Nuts. Robert put his V-shaped chin on his hands and glared at the canal.
Dad had brought
an atomic radio along, strapped to his wrist. It functioned on an old-fashioned
principle: you held it against the bones near your ear and it vibrated singing
or talking to you. Dad listened to it now. His face looked like one of those
fallen Martian cities, caved in, sucked. dry, almost dead.
Then he gave it
to Mom to listen. Her lips dropped open.
What Timothy
started to question, but never finished what he wished to say.
For at that
moment there were two titanic, marrow-jolting explosions that grew upon
themselves, followed by a half dozen minor concussions.
Jerking his head
up, Dad notched the boat speed higher immediately. The boat leaped and jounced
and spanked. This shook Robert out of his funk and elicited yelps of frightened
but esctatic joy from Michael, who clung to Moms legs and watched the water
pour by his nose in a wet torrent.
Dad swerved the
boat, cut speed, and ducked the craft into a little branch canal and under an
ancient, crumbling stone wharf that smelled of crab flesh. The boat rammed the
wharf hard enough to throw them all forward, but no one was hurt, and Dad was
already twisted to see if the ripples on the canal were enough to map their
route into hiding. Water lines went across, lapped the stones, and rippled back
to meet each other, settling, to be dappled by the sun. It all went away.
Dad listened. So
did everybody.
Dads breathing
echoed like fists beating against the cold wet wharf stones. In the shadow,
Moms cat eyes just watched Father for some clue to what next.
Dad relaxed and blew
out a breath, laughing at himself.
The rocket, of
course. Im getting jumpy. The rocket.
Michael said,
What happened, Dad, what happened?
Oh, we just blew
up our rocket, is all, said Timothy, trying to sound matter-of-fact. Ive
heard rockets blown up before. Ours just blew.
Why did we blow
up our rocket? asked Michael. Huh, Dad?
Its part of the
game, silly! said Timothy.
A game! Michael
and Robert loved the word.
Dad fixed it so
it would blow up and no oned know where we landed or went! In case they ever
came looking, see?
Oh boy, a
secret!
Scared by my own
rocket, admitted Dad to Mom. I am nervous. Its silly to think therell ever
be any more rockets. Except one, perhaps, if Edwards and his wife get through
with their ship.
He put his tiny
radio to his ear again. After two mintes he dropped his hand as you would drop
a rag.
Its over at
last, he said to Mom. The radio just went off the atomic beam. Every other
world stations gone. They dwindled down to a couple in the last few years. Now
the airs completely silent. Itll probably remain silent.
For how long?
asked Robert.
Maybeyour
great-grandchildren will hear it again, said Dad. He just sat there, and the
children were caught in the center of his awe and defeat and resignation and
acceptance.
Finally he put
the boat out into the canal again, and they continued in the direction in which
they had originally started.
It was getting
late. Already the sun was down the sky, and a series of dead cities lay ahead
of them.
Dad talked very
quietly and gently to his sons. Many times in the past he had been brisk,
distant, removed from them, but now he patted them on the head with just a word
and they felt it.
Mike, pick a
city.
What, Dad?
Pick a city,
Son. Any one of these cities we pass.
All right, said
Michael. How do I pick?
Pick the one you
like the most. You, too, Robert and Tim. Pick the city you like best.
I want a city
with Martians in it, said Michael.
Youll have
that, said Dad. I promise. His lips were for the children, but his eyes were
for Mom.
They passed six
cities in twenty minutes. Dad didnt say anything more about the explosions; he
seemed much more interested in having fun with his sons, keeping them happy,
than anything else.
Michael liked the
first city they passed, but this was vetoed because everyone doubted quick
first judgments. The second city nobody liked. It was an Earth Mans
settlement, built of wood and already rotting into sawdust. Timothy liked the
third city because it was large. The fourth and fifth were too small and the
sixth brought acclaim from everyone, induding Mother, who joined in the Gees,
Goshes, and Look-at-thats!
There were fifty
or sixty huge structures still standing, streets were dusty but paved, and you
could see one or two old centrifugal fountains still pulsing wetly in the
plazas. That was the only lifewater leaping in the late sunlight.
This is the
city, said everybody.
Steering the boat
to a wharf, Dad jumped out.
Here we are. This
is ours. This is where we live from now on!
From now on?
Michael was incredulous. He stood up, looking, and then turned to blink back at
where the rocket used to be. What about the rocket? What about Minnesota?
Here, said Dad.
He touched the small
radio to Michaels blond head. Listen.
Michael listened.
Nothing, he
said.
Thats right.
Nothing. Nothing at all any more. No more Minneapolis, no more rockets, no more
Earth.
Michael
considered the lethal revelation and began to sob little dry sobs.
Wait a moment,
said Dad the next instant. Im giving you a lot more in exchange, Mike!
What? Michael
held off the tears, curious, but quite ready to continue in case Dads further
revelation was as disconcerting as the original.
Im giving you this
city, Mike. Its yours.
Mine?
For you and
Robert and Timothy, all three of you, to own for yourselves.
Timothy bounded
from the boat Look, guys, all for us! All of that! He was playing the game
with Dad, playing it large and playing it well. Later, after it was all over
and things had settled, he could go off by himself and cry for ten minutes. But
now it was still a game, still a family outing, and the other kids must be kept
playing.
Mike jumped out
with Robert. They helped Mom.
Be careful of
your sister, said Dad, and nobody knew what he meant until later.
They hurried into
the great pink-stoned city, whispering among themselves, because dead cities
have a way of making you want to whisper, to watch the sun go down.
In about five
days, said Dad quietly, Ill go back down to where our rocket was and collect
the food hidden in the ruins there and bring it here; and Ill hunt for Bert
Edwards and his wife and daughters there.
Daughters?
asked Timothy. How many?
Four.
I can see
thatll cause trouble later. Mom nodded slowly.
Girls. Michael
made a face like an ancient Martian stone image. Girls.
Are they coming
in a rocket too?
Yes. If they
make it. Family rockets are made for travel to the Moon, not Mars. We were
lucky we got through.
Where did you
get the rocket? whispered Timothy, for the other boys were running ahead.
I saved it. I
saved it for twenty years, Tim. I had it hidden away, hoping Id never have to
use it. I suppose I should have given it to the government for the war, but I
kept thinking about Mars . . .
And a picnic!
Right. This is
between you and me. When I saw everything was finishing on Earth, after Id
waited until the last moment, I packed us up. Bert Edwards had a ship hidden,
too, but we decided it would be safer to take off separately, in case anyone
tried to shoot us down.
Whyd you blow
up the rocket, Dad?
So we cant go
back, ever. And so if any of those evil men ever come to Mars they wont know
were here.
Is that why you look
up all the time?
Yes, its silly.
They wont follow us, ever. They havent anything to follow with. Im being too
careful, is all.
Michael came
running back. Is this really our city, Dad?
The whole darn
planet belongs to us, kids. The whole darn planet.
They stood there,
King of the Hill, Top of the Heap, Ruler of All They Surveyed, Unimpeachable
Monarchs and Presidents, trying to understand what it meant to own a world and
how big a world really was.
Night came
quickly in the thin atmosphere, and Dad left them in the square by the pulsing
fountain, went down to the boat, and came walking back carrying a stack of
paper in his big hands.
He laid the
papers in a clutter in an old courtyard and set them afire. To keep warm, they
crouched around the blaze and laughed, and Timothy saw the little letters leap
like frightened animals when the flames touched and engulfed them. The papers
crinkled like an old mans skin, and the cremation surrounded innumerable
words:
GOVERNMENT
BONDS; Business Graph, 1999; Religious Prejudice: An Essay; The Science of
Logistics; Problems of the Pan-American Unity; Stock Report for July 3, 1998;
The War Digest . . .
Dad had insisted
on bringing these papers for this purpose. He sat there and fed them into the
fire, one by one, with satisfaction, and told his children what it all meant.
Its time I told
you a few things. I dont suppose it was fair, keeping so much from you. I
dont know if youll understand, but I have to talk, even if only part of it
gets over to you.
He dropped a leaf
in the fire.
Im burning a
way of life, just like that way of life is being burned clean of Earth right
now. Forgive me if I talk like a politician. I am, after all, a former state
governor, and I was honest and they hated me for it. Life on Earth never
settled down to doing anything very good. Science ran too far ahead of us too
quickly, and the people got lost in a mechanical wilderness, like children
making over pretty things, gadgets, helicopters, rockets; emphasizing the wrong
items, emphasizing machines instead of how to run the machines. Wars got bigger
and bigger and finally killed Earth. Thats what the silent radio means. Thats
what we ran away from.
We were lucky.
There arent any more rockets left. Its time you knew this isnt a fishing
trip at all. I put off telling you. Earth is gone. Interplanetary travel wont
be back for centuries, maybe never. But that way of life proved itself wrong
and strangled itself with its own hands. Youre young. Ill tell you this again
every day until it sinks in.
He paused to feed
more papers to the fire.
Now were alone.
We and a handful of others wholl land in a few days. Enough to start over.
Enough to turn away from all that back on Earth and strike out on a new line
The fire leaped
up to emphasize his talking. And then all the papers were gone except one. All
the laws and beliefs of Earth were burnt into small hot ashes which soon would
be carried off inawind.
Timothy looked at
the last thing that Dad tossed in the fire. It was a map of the World, and it
wrinkled and distorted itself hotly and wentflimpfand was gone like a warm,
black butterfly. Timothy turned away.
Now Im going to
show you the Martians, said Dad. Come on, all of you. Here, Alice. He took
her hand.
Michael was crying
loudly, and Dad picked him up and carried him, and they walked down through the
ruins toward the canal.
The canal. Where
tomorrow or the next day their future wives would come up in a boat, small
laughing girls now, with their father and mother.
The night came
down around them, and there were stars. But Timothy couldnt find Earth. It had
already set. That was something to think about.
A night bird
called among the ruins as they walked. Dad said, Your mother and I will try to
teach you. Perhaps well fail. I hope not. Weve had a good lot to see and
learn from. We planned this trip years ago, before you were born. Even if there
hadnt been a war we would have come to Mars, I think, to live and form our own
standard of living. It would have been another century before Mars would have
been really poisoned by the Earth civilization. Now, of course
They reached the
canal. It was long and straight and cool and wet and reflective in the night.
Ive always
wanted to see a Martian, said Michael. Where are they, Dad? You promised.
There they are,
said Dad, and he shifted Michael on his shoulder and pointed straight down.
The Martians were
there. Timothy began to shiver.
The Martians were
therein the canalreflected in the water. Timothy and Michael and Robert and
Mom and Dad.
The Martians
stared back up at them for a long, long silent time from the rippling water . .
.
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
RAY BRADBURY was born in Waukegan, Illinois, in 1920. He
graduated from a Los Angeles high school in 1938. His formal education ended
there, but he furthered it by himselfat night in the library and by day at his
typewriter. He sold newspapers on Los Angeles street corners from 1938 to 1942,
a modest beginning for a man whose name would one day be synonymous with the
best in science fiction. Ray Bradbury sold his first science fiction short
story in 1941, and his early reputation is based on stories published in the
budding science fiction magazines of that time. His work was chosen for best
American short story collections in 1946, 1948 and 1952. His awards include The
O. Henry Memorial Award, the Benjamin Franklin Award in 1954 and The
Aviation-Space Writers Association Award for best space article in an American
magazine in 1967. Mr. Bradbury has written for television, radio, the theater
and film, and he has been published in every major American magazine. Editions
of his novels and shorter fiction span several continents and languages, and he
has gained worldwide acceptance for his work. His titles include The Martian
Chronicles, Fahrenheit 451, Dandelion Wine, Something Wicked This Way Comes, I
Sing the Body Electric, The Golden Apples of the Sun, A Medicine for
Melancholy, The Illustrated Man, Long After Midnight, The Stories of Ray Bradbury,
Dinosaur Tales and The Toynbee Convector.